Mine

Mine
A riding crop and a blindfold doesn't make it BDSM. There is a big difference between being kinky and being in the scene. It's not a sexual thing to me, it's a very spiritual thing. ~ DominaBlue

3/24/11

Chapter 56

EPOV

Stuck…that’s what I was. Fucking stuck between the preverbal rock and a hard place. All day long I kept waiting for Bella to tell me that she had changed her mind. It’s not that I doubted her ability or thought her unprepared because I had full confidence in her submission. The only concern I had was the confidence that Bella had in herself.

When she asked what we were going to do during our usual time I figured that I would see what her thoughts were. Personally I was expecting her to immediately go with modified. That would keep us in our perspective roles while in public yet allow for fullness while in the room. But when it took several minutes of internal debating I was expecting Bella to tell me that she just wanted to cancel for the evening. That would have been fine with me, I look forward to our D/s play but I was also enjoying just being together; after all we were on vacation.

But no – not my Bella, she has to go and shock me with her request to go in full mode. There was no way I would tell her that she wasn’t ready. For one I didn’t believe that, more importantly I didn’t want Bella to believe that. She has come so far in making strides at her self-confidence it was almost amazing to watch the inner strength that was coming through. The last thing that I want to have happen is for her to lose any of what she worked so hard to gain. Especially now with us heading to Forks in a few days, there would be no time for her to recover and on the other hand it could be the boost that she needs.

The other problem was I had a situation to discuss with my submissive. I had originally thought about doing it before dinner but then she threw that plan out the window. She is going to need to keep her concentration on what is happening and I don’t want her distracted in anyway. That means our discussion had to occur after we returned for the evening.

So I am stuck between the reward that I was hoping to God she would receive not getting in the way of over-shadowing the correction that had to be taken care of.

Not keeping the calendar properly up to date is a small infraction - not anything close to the phone incident – but it is one of the ten rules that I gave her. It was also something that couldn’t continue to happen. If Isabella needed me to keep her close, treat her like someone who needed to be constantly watched because she was unable to do things on her own, well then that’s what I was going to do.

After I left Bella in the room to get ready the first thing I had to do was stop by the front desk to see if they could deliver something to the room that would provide for her comfort. Once that was secured it was off to the pet supply store I had seen while we walked around earlier. I could have borrowed Seth’s leash however a stronger collar was necessary. The one Bella wears is not meant to be used for what I had in mind.

Bella’s collar was more of a non-removable necklace, a daily reminder to her and me of the commitment we made to each other. Beside’s there was absolutely no way for me to attach the leash to it. And what a fine leash it was. Strong black woven nylon in a length not meant for walking but for training, and that’s what it was going to be used for, besides it was time Bella had one of her own.

My mind had been thinking about it all day, conjuring up images of Bella kneeling beside me while I held the reins to her movements. Keeping her within arm’s reach and directing her into position by a tug of the leash. The intention this time would be correction, but it was my hope that she would be wearing the leash in the very near future simply for enjoyment. Because I have to admit what my mind was conceiving was fucking sexy as hell.

Opening the door to the room brought me to the spectacle that was my Bella. She was gracefully alluring as she knelt in front of the fire waiting. Normally she would face the other way with her back to me. However since Sunday night when I watched her sink down to the floor at New Moon, I couldn’t get the picture out of my head. The impassive look of total surrender was truly a sight to behold and I wanted to see it again.

Of course my dick wanted to see it too and was fighting its way through my pants to try and get a firsthand look. This was another reason it’s best to her have looking the other way, it allows a few minutes for me to calm the fuck down and get that shit under control. Maybe it was the masochist in me because the view before me was worth any effort on my part.

Bella seemed so calm while she waited as if it was a completely natural position for her to be in. As I moved towards her the excitement for our upcoming evening was starting to build in me. Usually I would prolong that feeling letting the adrenaline build in myself while giving Bella time to brew in her own anticipation. The extra time allows the tension to build until it becomes an energized buzz of eagerness while Bella awaits my touch. Giving her time to wonder what my plans are for her, until the edginess begins to set in.

But I just didn’t have the time; we needed to leave in an hour to make the dinner reservation. I needed to give her instructions as well as prepare her body for the first phase of our evening. Laying her new collar and leash on the table I watched as the cool calmness receded in what appeared to be a catch in her breath. Not exactly understanding the reaction I greeted my submissive.

“Good evening Isabella.”

I didn’t get a reaction, but then again I wasn’t expecting one as I moved past her to the closet where the toy bag was. Placing it on the bed where I could keep an eye on Bella while getting the items out that would be used for the night. I needed two lengths of rope, the remote control bullet and lube, plus the adjustable spreader bar and T-restraint for later. Zipping the tote bag up I returned it to the closet, dropping it on the floor and getting the small red gift bag from my suitcase.

Turning to get the things off the bed I had a full view of Bella. Her body and posture had not changed at all but it was clear that she was biting the inside of her lip. It was also clear that her eyes kept shifting to the leash on the table.

Yeah…she was more than a little anxious

That was good for tonight I wanted her to squirm, in fact Bella was going to be squirming a lot. But right now she should be keeping her eyes down and not being so curious.

“Nosy tonight?” I asked while moving to stand back in front of her.

At my words Bella’s eyes immediately went back to the floor but it was too late, she had been caught.

“I thought we had this discussion before about keeping out of my business. Yes or No Isabella?”

“Yes Master. Your…” Cutting her off with a swift retort, “I didn’t ask for an explanation. All I wanted was a simple yes or no.”

Giving her a second to recompose herself I went on with my admonishment of her inquisitiveness.

“I understand that it is your natural female inclination to be snooping, however I would suggest that you work very hard at overcoming it. Any item that I have out is none of your concern. You will be made aware of its existence if and when I choose to introduce it. Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes Master,” there were no tears and for that I was glad.

Bella had grown so much more stable in her role. Where a month ago that little rebuke would have brought a round of tears, now she takes the words for what they are and hopefully learns the lesson from it.

I let out an audible sigh, “Good. Don’t make me have to tell you again,” with that taken care of I held my hand out. “Stand up.”

Taking my offered hand for support Bella stands; she looks absolutely ravishing wearing nothing but black stockings and heels. She had done her hair as I had asked, the bulk of it high on her head with the ends cascading down leaving the majority of her neck exposed. Dropping her hand I gave the signal for her to turn and as she did I stopped her movement by stepping up against her back.

My hand ran down the length of Bella’s side along her ribs, stomach and over the flare of her hip. At my touch she remained rigid in stance so I thought it would be a good time to see how much my Bella could take.

My other hand moved to wrap around her waist as my fingers slowly glided over her lower stomach moving upwards. Using a single finger I circled around her navel a few times as the hand that had been on her hip worked its way back up. Bella’s skin was so soft with a silkiness that let my hands slither over it as they moved towards to her breasts. She truly was lovely with natural curves and beauty that I found so very pleasing.

I could feel the muscles across her shoulders tighten as she fought to remain steadfast while the tips of my fingers traced the round fullness of her breasts. Her body was responding to my attention yet she showed no sign of the desire that was beginning to grow. Cupping both breasts firmly my thumbs circled the areolas a few times before quickly flicking against her nipples. The bands she wore kept them constantly erect and in a state of perpetual need, making my actions all the more effective. Bella responded by drawing in a deep breath while the tension in her shoulders intensified.

Smiling to myself I figured it was time to truly test my pets resolve. Bella sucked in a ragged mouthful of air while I rolled each nipple between my thumb and forefinger. I thought for sure a whimper would escape but instead she completely stopped breathing until she got herself under control. A few seconds later her breathing resumed and I praised her.

“Good girl Isabella,” the words were spoken softly against her ear before my nose skimmed along her shoulder. My fingers continued their work while I spoke once again in Bella’s ear. “The question I have is, can you continue?”

“Yes Master,” her voice was slightly breathy but I couldn’t fault her for that. However I could test her answer and that’s what I did.

Taking a small step so that I could get into a better position to see her face, my left hand crossed over to Bella’s right nipple to resume its work, while letting my right hand move downward, tugging forcefully on the small patch of hair making her bite her lip to remain quiet.

My hand dropped down further and I have to admit I was very satisfied with myself when I felt the moisture seeping to her outer lips. Dipping my fingers between her folds I was met with a warm wetness that seemed to be dripping out of her like a faucet. She was so fucking wet and my dick was screaming at me to let him get all up inside it. I needed to get myself under control before I broke and let out a groan of my own. Since fucking her right now wasn’t an option I needed to get the attention back to Bella and away from my raging hard-on.

“My, my…how wet are you Isabella?” not getting an answer I quickly slapped the soft skin over her clit, “answer me.”

“Mmm...extremely wet Master.”

That she was, but I wanted a proper response and I also wanted to see where her frame of mind was. So while my fingers began to circle her clit I asked, “Who is extremely wet?”

Bella swallowed hard letting out a breath before answering, “Master’s slut…is extremely wet.”

Bingo that was the word I was hoping for

“Would my slut like to feel my cock inside of her?” I asked while my hands began to apply more pressure to both her nipple and clit. Bella’s jaw slackened as her tongue peeked out to moisten her lips while her breathing began to deepen. She was getting close and yet she still had not faltered in any way.

“Master’s slut…wants whatever pleases him.”

“Hmmm…” I hummed against her neck while the motions of my fingers never stopped. Bella started breathing heavier and I figured she wouldn’t be able to hold on much longer, but I wasn’t ready to let her go yet either. “Right now this is pleasing me, in fact…”

I could feel the muscles in Bella’s stomach tighten as I spoke in her ear, “…do you feel that…” I rubbed my hard-on into the side of her ass, “…do you feel what you do to me?”

“Yes Master.” As she said the words I once again grinded my dick against her, “What do you intend to do about that?”

And there it was, the sound that I had been waiting for escaped her lips. It was a soft whimper but it was most definitely there. “Is that what it takes Isabella? All my slut needs the feel of my cock against her and she cracks?”

Between my words and the attention of my fingers Bella’s body was getting to the breaking point, I wanted her close but the orgasms were to come later so this needed to stop. Removing my hand from her pussy I brought it to her face and holding her jaw between my thumb and little finger I pressed the two fingers covered with her juices down on her tongue making her suck. Lifting Bella’s chin and tilting it slightly so I could speak clearly in her ear.

“You never answered me Isabella. Is that what it takes? Does the feel of my cock make you so excited that you lose your composure?”

She let out a small whimpering murmur around my fingers, “I’m going to take that as a yes. And for the answer to my original question...hmmm…kneel.”

Removing my fingers from her mouth, Bella didn’t move at first, more than likely just taking a second to get her bearings, but we didn’t have time for that.

“Now Isabella!” The sternness in my voice caused her to comply. Moving in front of Bella I gave her the signal to look at me. Her eyes met mind with a desire in them that was almost staggering and my dick pulsed with eagerness as I asked, “So…what are you going to do?”

Her tongue moved across her lips and she seemed search for the words, “Master, will you allow your sluts mouth to ease your discomfort?”

Damn she is getting good at this

I could not think of one comeback to Bella’s response. In one sentence she asked for permission, told me what she was going to do and why she was doing it. That was the most important thing - the why. If I was going to question her on anything it would have been that. But my smart girl thwarted those issues my making it about my comfort rather than her desires. And who in their right mind would say no to being comfortable?

Oh yeah, my Bella is getting very good at this

Bella’s eyes remained fixed on mine while I toed off my shoes and opened my jeans letting them drop to the floor along with my boxers. Her face held no emotion, but in her eyes the longing couldn’t be masked. Taking the step towards her and away from the clothing pooled on the floor I gave the simple command. “Open.”

The feel of Bella’s warm moist mouth as it wrapped around my throbbing cock was like a balm on a festering sore. It felt so good that a low hiss escaped my mouth and the sound must have excited her because she moaned around my dick, drawing it further into her mouth. She wasted no time at setting a pace that would have made me concentrate hard on my control. However, prolonging wasn’t what I was going for.

So rather than distracting myself I focused on the superb talents of her mouth, the way she would move over the shaft in quick sure motions drawing her head back while swirling her tongue along the underside and finishing the motion with a swipe over the head. She looked so fucking sexy on her knees with her brown innocent eyes looking up at me.

The tingle in my balls was starting to grow and with each sweep of her mouth over my dick it got stronger. My hand cupped the back of head giving me the leverage to guide her motions in a faster pace. The muscles in my legs started to tighten along with the tingle in my balls that turned into a pressure radiating up into my stomach. It felt so fucking good that part of me wanted to draw out the feeling as long as possible, but the larger part was looking forward to the climax. That was where all my focus went.

Closing my eyes I let the pressure build while her mouth seemed to keep the perfect amount of suction. Bella’s teeth scraped along my shaft ending with a small nip on the tip. On the next pass down she hummed making her tongue vibrate as she took me deep into the back of her throat. Holding me there she swallowed, then something that sounded like a growl vibrated my whole dick. The muscles in her throat clamped down once again and I fucking lost it, erupting in a quick burst.

Bella continued to swallow around me – I don’t know how the fuck she does that – until I was done pulsating. My legs felt weak but in a good sort of way as my hand left the back of her head. She pulled her mouth back keeping a small amount of pressure on me. Her tongue swirling one last time over the head before rubbing the tip of it over the slit making me grunt.

Looking down at Bella the lustful gaze that had been there before seemed to have intensified, but her reward would come later. At the moment I needed to get myself dressed so I could prepare her for the evening. With a signal to lower her eyes I moved about the room to get my clothes out for dinner. I had brought a black suit and once I had everything on but the jacket my attention was turned back to Bella.

Holding my hand out I had her stand so I could work on getting the ropes in place. I had wanted to do a combination breast and crotch harness however the dress she was wearing wouldn’t allow for that. So the breast bindings would have to wait for later.

Folding the blue eight foot section of nylon rope in half I set about working on the binding. Wrapping it around Bella’s waist and pulling the ends through the opening of the bight at her navel. I could feel her eyes on me while I worked but she remained quiet while I made two knots in the length.

“Turn around,” Bella complied immediately.

With her back to me, I used my hand in a tapping motion between her legs silently telling her to part them. Using two fingers I moved through the slick folds before plunging into her wet core causing a moan.

My other hand came down swiftly on her ass, “Quiet!”

After a few more swipes through the slickness I placed the bullet at her entrance, she was so wet no lube was necessary as I slid it up into place. Using the remote I turned it on for a test run and was happy to see the muscles in Bella’s ass tighten at the sensation, yet she made not a whimper.

“Good girl,” I praised while placing a kiss on her hip and turning off the toy.

Reaching between her legs to grab the rope that was hanging down I brought it up through her parted thighs pulling it taut against her sex. Holding the rope against her ass I stood to check on the placement of the knots in the front. One fell just above the pubic bone and the other laid over her clit.

Perfect

As I moved the rope must have rubbed against Bella’s sensitive nub because she hissed. Pulling the robes tighter against her body she stiffened as I got her attention. “Do we need to stay in tonight to work on the meaning of quiet?”

“No Master.” I kept my eyes on the side of her face for a few seconds watching as her eyes remained fixed on the floor while biting on her bottom lip.

Once satisfied that Bella knew to remain quiet I adjusted the rope through her folds making sure that it laid flat so as not to cause any damage to the surrounding area. When I was sure of the correct position I tied a series of five knots up the back. These would only cause Bella discomfort if she sits back in a chair, thereby insuring that her back will remain very straight.

Tucking the ends through the rope wrapped around her waist I made a square knot to keep it all in place. There was still about a foot left on each end which I separated and wrapped around her waist tucking it into the rope that was already there.

“Turn around,” I said placing a quick swat on her bottom.

Bella took a small tentative step and I watched as her eyes grew from the sensation that the movement was causing, “Interesting isn’t it?”

“Yes Master.”

Just you wait my pet

I wanted to tell her that she hasn’t felt anything yet, but I figured why ruin the surprise?

“Get dressed and then I have a gift for you.” Tilting her head to the side she looked at me like I had just spoken in Swahili, “Now!”

I couldn’t help the grin on my face as I watched Bella take the five steps to the closet where her dress hung over the door frame. The first one was cautious and each consecutive one carefully placed until a slight shiver rippled through her as she lifted her arms to retrieve her clothes. I could have gotten it for her, but she needed to get used to the friction that the rope was causing.

Pulling the dress over her head Bella adjusted the waist tying the belt just below her ribs. The dress was two different shades of blue that looked like hanging scarves. It wasn’t tight against her body yet it showed off her natural curves and ended mid-way down her thighs. She looked great and the flow of the material hid any trace of the ropes underneath. The only thing I wished that could have been changed was that the material across her breasts were ruffled obscuring the firmness of her nipples.

“Come back here.” Her steps were less hesitant on the way back over and I figured by the time we actually had to walk by other people she would have adjusted to the feeling of the rope.

Holding the bag on my lap Bella stood in front of me biting her lip while eyeing the bag and when I moved it closer to my body her neck strained in an attempt to see what was inside. This time I chuckled at her interest. “Well, you are nosey tonight.”

At my words Bella dropped her eyes looking almost sad, “Your girl is sorry Master.”

Cupping her chin I wanted her to look at me to show me the excitement she just had, “No...No Isabella. I told you, this is your gift. You should want to see what it is.”

Her eyes lit up as she once again craned her neck to see what was in the bag, “Why did Master buy his girl a gift?”

Why?

“Because I can. Because I thought she would like it. Because I want to see it on her.”

“What is it?”

Well, that was right to the point

I had Bella hold on to my shoulders, before closing her eyes and slipping off her left shoe. With a firm grip on me I placed her foot on her leg to put the anklet on. Once it was securily in place she opened her eyes looking down with a huge smile.

“You bought your girl bells? Do they jingle?” shaking her foot she announced with glee, “They do!”

Before I could move the bag or realize what was happening Bella had thrown herself in my lap wrapping her arms around me, “Thank you Master. This one wanted to get bells, but didn’t know if she should or not.”

“I’m glad you like them.”

Bella pulled back looking in my eyes, “Your girl loves them but not as much as she loves you.”

“That’s always a good thing Isabella.” I placed a small kiss on her lips but then I figured I had better warn her about the bells, “The majority of people will not know what the bells mean; they will only see a pretty piece of jewelry that jingles. But there are those who will know, all they have to do is see the bells or hear the jingle and you will have their full attention. Their eyes will go to your collar…” I traced the sliver that adored her neck, “…they will know exactly what you are.”

“Your girl understands.”

While Bella was sitting I spread my legs having her sit flat on the bed between them to receive instructions. Turning on the bullet my hand ran up her thigh under the dress to press on the knot against her clit while giving the directions. “When the toy is on, you are to rub yourself against the knot…do that now…” the wiggle that her bottom made caused the knots on her back to rub against my dick making me quickly turn off the bullet, I went on explaining ,“You are to stop immediately when the toy shuts off and you are not permitted to stop until it does. Do I make myself clear?”

It was a simple concept one that would not bring Bella unnecessary attention – if she remained quiet – yet would push her limits while solidifying the trust and dependence she has in me. Bella answered with a ‘Yes Sir’ and I got on my jacket, placed the wrap around her shoulders and we left.

Rather than walking we took the car to the restaurant arriving a few minutes early for our reservations. Bella stood quietly behind me as we waited and dutifully followed while the hostess led us to our table which was along the wall towards the back of the room. It was the dinner hour and the three tables that surrounded us were all occupied. Holding the chair out for Bella, I placed her at the small table so that she would be facing the wall. I choose to sit against the wall facing Bella along with the other patrons. That position gave me the advantage of being completely aware of our surroundings, while giving Bella an unconstructive view of only me. As I sat down the hostess left me with a wine list telling us to enjoy our dinner.

I turned on the bullet.

Bella’s eyes dropped to the table as she began to make the subtle movements. So subtle in fact that no one but us would know she was doing it. “Good girl Isabella, but look at me.”

Her eyes went to mine and I nodded once in approval looking down at the wine list before asking, “What are you in the mood for red or white?”

I knew she preferred white but I wanted to hear her reply. “Whichever you prefer Sir.”

Good answer, slightly hushed with a definite tone of sexual tension that I have come to know so well. However, I couldn’t reply since the waiter approached with menus and I watched as Bella stopped her movements. At least I believe she did however it was possible that she continued in a way that I wasn’t even aware of what she was doing. Either way I turned off the switch.

Taking the order for a bottle of white house wine the waiter left while I made the inquiry. “Why did you stop?”

Not asking if but why. If I was wrong then Bella would tell me, however I didn’t get an answer, instead her eyes once again went to the table telling me all I needed to know. Inclining a little closer across the table I used the finger trace along her jaw before tapping lightly on her chin. “Did I not make my instructions clear?”

Again her eyes went to the table in shame for disobeying, so again I tapped Bella’s chin. Her gaze was slightly glassy which I’m sure was a mixture of remorse and anxiety. I needed her to understand that I expected full obedience or she would face the consequences. “Do not disobey me again. Do you understand?”

“Yes Master.”

Bella’s eyes shifted to both sides of the table looking to see if anyone had heard her words. She didn’t need to worry about that. The tables were far enough apart that even with the other patrons talking at what my mother would have called ‘inside voices’ it was difficult to hear their conversations. Our hushed words would have been next to impossible to distinguish.

Clearing my throat brought her attention back to me, “Where does your attention belong Isabella?” She didn’t answer because it wasn’t expected of her. I knew that she was uneasy but this was her idea. So I gave Bella a second to think about my question before helping her center herself.

“I want you to close your eyes, take few a deep breaths and put your focus where it belongs.” I watched while Bella did as I asked. After the second breath she opened her eyes, the tension was gone and calm was in its place; a relaxed smile played across her face.

“That’s my girl.” I smiled back at her, “Do you feel better?”

“Yes Master, thank you.” Sitting back in the chair with a nod I switched on the bullet before picking up the menu.

The movement Bella made was even less subtle than before but glancing over the top of the menu I could tell she was obeying. The waiter brought the wine, peeling off the wax seal with a small knife before using the cork screw to open it. I kept an eye on Bella while he went about his job. She had not stopped this time in fact it appeared to me that she was rather enjoying herself.

After handing the cork back to the waiter I switched off the toy. Bella froze, as her shoulders hitched forward while letting out a long deep exhale. It took her a second to compose herself but by the time the waiter handed her the glass of wine there was no clue that anything was out of the ordinary. When he handed me a glass I held it up between us in a toast.

“To my Isabella, and all of her magnificent perfection.”

“Here...Here!” the waiter agreed while Bella clinked my glass with a blush on her face. My words weren’t meant to embarrass but to praise. Now that she was over the initial fears, our evening could and would progress as I had hoped.

Bella kept her eyes down while I did the ordering, starting with Smoked Salmon and Raw Oysters and choosing Sea Bass with wild rice and vegetables for our entrees. Mine was to be grilled while Bella’s was Dijon. I figured she would like all the different flavors that go into making the sauce.

The waiter left taking the menus with him and I needed to tell Bella about the next day. “I’m afraid I have a confession to make.”

Maybe that wasn’t the best way to start the conversation because Bella looked worried so before she could get too upset I went on, “When I gave you today to plan what to do, that was because I had already scheduled our day for tomorrow”

“What are we going to do?” she asked taking a sip from her glass.

“Always so curious…” she cut me off with a sly smile, “It’s my ..”

“Who?”

Correcting her speech before going on with what she wanted to say, “It’s your girl’s natural female inclination.”

She was ribbing me for the admonishment I gave her earlier. It was all in fun but I couldn’t let her get away with it. “It just might be the catalyst to my girl’s punishment too.”

The expression on her face made me chuckle but I meant what I said, I would punish her if need be. “But as to your question, it’s a surprise…”

She cut me off again, “You are just full of surprises...”

“So I am.” This time I interrupted her while also starting the bullet watching closely as she resigned herself, “But I’m afraid that we need to be at the harbor by nine and we will be gone most of the day. So I also made arrangements for Seth to spend the day at Doggy-Daycare.
We will also need to grab a small breakfast from one of the local shops.”

Taking a drink, I gave Bella a few seconds to see if she had any more questions for me. When she didn’t answer me I was going to tell her what time we needed to leave but the waiter came over with the appetizers. Placing them in the center of the table I thanked him while keeping an eye on Bella. When he walked away I told Bella that in order to get everything done and be on time we had to leave by eight o’clock.

Truly hoping to get some kind of a response, I was disappointed when all she did was nod her head a few times. I couldn’t really judge how close she was by any sounds because for obvious reasons Bella was being exceptionally quiet. Half expecting her to say ‘yellow’ at any moment I continued to watch while her body language was telling me everything I needed to know.

Bella was doing exactly as I had directed using the knot as a sort of scratching post. The reaction that her body was having from the stimulation was enticing to watch. Her face was flushed with a relaxed jaw as her tongue or teeth were in constant contact with her lips. Silent panting breaths caused her chest to heave from the flow of air. But it was in her eyes, the desire, the want, the need.

I wasn’t sure whether I wanted it to happen yet or not. Part of me wanted to make Bella wait, but the bigger part wanted her to enjoy the reward she deserved, and yet another part couldn’t wait to witness it. I found myself doing something that very rarely happens, I gave her the choice.

“Isabella,” I spoke while leaning across the table as if to refill her glass, “if you can be quiet you may release or I can stop it. The choice is yours.”

Never taking her eyes off mine, Bella sat up straighter than she had been; the muscles in her neck tighten as her lips pressed into a hard line. I could see the wave of pleasure wash over her while she pushed against it until a small quiver shook across her shoulders. To anyone else it would have looked like she had a chill but I knew it was the peak of her orgasm. As her body relaxed I turned off the toy but couldn’t take my eyes off her. Reaching my hand out to cup her face, Bella closed her eyes as her cheek nuzzled into my palm.

“Exquisite.” It was the first and only word that came to my mind. At the sound of my voice Bella’s eyes fluttered open greeting me to a warm smile. “You are truly a miraculous creature Isabella.”

It was hard to break the intimacy of the moment; even there in a room full of people it felt like we were alone in our own little space, so with a reluctant sigh I sat back, “Let’s eat.”

We talked quietly while enjoying our meal, the Sea Bass was delicious and Bella thanked me for making such a good choice. Throughout the evening I had turned on the bullet a few more times, but didn’t allow Bella to reach her release. Watching her letting herself go was enthralling but keeping her on the edge was so damn fucking hot. By the time we had finished dessert and coffee my dick was so hard I wondered how I was going to be able to walk.

The ride back to the hotel only took a few minutes and once I opened the door Seth was more than ready to go outside. Before going out on doggy-duty I took notice that housekeeping had delivered the extra duvet that had been requested. I also put a pillow on the floor for Bella and then left with the dog for her to prepare for me.

Seth hit the first tree we came to and would have been ready to go back in immediately but I wanted to give Bella a few extra minutes of waiting time. So rather then returning to the room we walked around the building. When I did take him back inside the couple who occupied the room next to ours said a passing hello as they were going out for the evening. I sort of felt bad about that; Bella had made some reference about going to a pub, or walking along the harbor at night. With my plans for the evening that wouldn’t be possible but we still had one more night left and I would make it up to her then.

Unhooking Seth’s leash outside our door he sauntered into the room like it was his home. He gave Bella a passing glance as he walked by her kneeling form on his way to the water dish. I hadn’t told Bella which way to face so I was happy that she took her normal stance. Standing behind her I worked on removing the unnecessary clothing and laying them over the back of the sofa, stopping when only my pants and shirt remained. Pulling the ends of my shirt from the confines of my waist I rolled up both sleeves while approaching Bella.

We had a matter to discuss but first I wanted her to know what my reaction was to her performance throughout the evening. Standing at her side I placed my hand on the top of Bella’s head. “Relax my pet”

Bella’s head lay against my thigh while my hand moved in a petting motion over her temple “I was so proud of you tonight. I can’t think of one thing that caused me any displeasure. You did exactly as I instructed and followed your training better than I could have hoped.”

Relaxing into me further I continued to stroke, letting her feel my delight in her for a few moments, but we needed to get on with what had to be taken care of. “You know Isabella I owe you an apology. I’m afraid that because of the nature of our relationship that I have neglected one of my duties. So I ask for your forgiveness and I will rectify my negligence right now.”

It truly was my fault that I had not asked for confessions. Tapping her shoulder Bella righted herself allowing me to move in front of her. Tipping her chin so I could look in her eyes while I spoke “I am with you so often on a daily basis, seeing everything you do that I have become laxed in seeking your confessions. That certainly doesn’t absolve you from telling me of any misdeeds but as I said it is something that we will correct right now. So I ask you Isabella, are there any rules that you have failed to comply with?”

I was imploring her to tell me but she answered quickly with a “No Master”

With a sigh I released her chin to look around the immediate area, not seeing what I was looking for. “Where is your journal?”

I got that look again like she didn’t understand a word I said which caused me to become slightly agitated “Get it…Now!”

Quickly moving from her spot Bella went to her purse on the dresser coming back she stood in front of me with her chin and eyes down holding the journal out for me to take. She stood there while I paged through. I knew that her eating was much better we had taken care of that along with the phone business. Her sleeping was not perfect but it was acceptable and other then the days that I agreed to she had not missed any exercise. Bella even went so far as to mark those days ‘EA” with an asterisk and a footnote that said ‘Edward Approved.

All of that information could be quickly skimmed over while I looked for the entries she had made of her talks with Jane. While I paged through the journal it became clear that she had not been given a weekly writing assignment in quite some time. That also would be rectified but first-things-first. The last entry about Jane was dated on Thursday last week and made reference to the talk they had the previous day.

Holding the journal in front of her so she knew what I was referring to I asked “You have not spoken with Jane since this time?”

“Yes Master your girl has spo..”

“When?”

Bella’s eyes were still down but I could see the crease marks in her forehead as she thought. What I couldn’t tell was if had been thinking about the times I was asking for or if she was trying to figure out what I was getting at.

“I…”

I stopped her quickly “Who?”

She sighed in irritation whether it was at me or herself I couldn’t tell, either way I didn’t like it but Bella corrected her speech “This girl…”

“Look at me” needing to see her face and she complied immediately so I signaled for her to continue.

“Master this girl spoke with Jane on Monday night at dinner and before that Sunday night at the club”

That was the time I was interested in.

Paging through the book I made an observation “I do not see any entries for Sunday night”

The confused look I got from Bella was almost comical “Mast..” she stopped talking, probably because she had not been given permission to speak so I nodded once “Go on explain yourself.”

It seemed like a roundabout way to bring up her neglect of keeping the calendar up to date, but it is so much better if she realizes for herself what she did. It also helps her to know that eventually even the smallest detail will come to light and I will call her on it.

Bella let out a frustrated sigh, reminding me that was something we would need to be working on next, but for now her show of irritation came at a bad time. “I didn’t not ask for petulant sounds I gave you a chance to explain yourself. Now do so without the rude commentary”

“Your girl is sorry Master.” I nodded in acceptance while she went on to explain “This one wasn’t aware that she was to document every exchange. She thought you only want to know about stuff that pertained to this girl’s submission. Such as if Jane gave your girl suggestions or advice. Not just basic talk”

Now we were getting somewhere “And what kind of basic talk was this Isabella?”

She still had that look of confusion but at least the sound effects were gone “We played the game, laughed, Jane cancelled lunch…”

“And what lunch was that Isabella? Because I didn’t see any lunch date posted on your calendar.”

Now she got it

I could see her stiffen as her teeth bit into her lip while her eyes dropped. This was my naughty submissive in the flesh. If I had been a policemen or some kind of interrogator this pose would be Bella’s ‘tell’, her guilty stance, her confessional posture. I knew she understood the point I was getting at but there was more information that had to be acquired.

“Look at me” our eyes met and rather than fish around for the answers I got to the point “Was this an impromptu lunch that was discussed in passing as a possibility or was this something that had been arranged days in advance?”

“It was arranged the week prior”

“A week? So you had all those days to put it on the calendar. Every morning for breakfast, dinner time, just getting a bottle of water…”

Bella interrupted me “This one forgot”

Asking the question that really mattered with her forgetting “Would you have forgotten to go to the lunch?” With my question Bella went back to her guilty stance making me tell her again to look at me.

“Your girl doesn’t believe she would have forgotten about the lunch” Tears began to form in her eyes.

“And the waxing? Would you have forgotten that?”

“No Sir”

“Alright then, I can only assume that you forget to keep your responsibilities to me.” At my words the tears fell from her eyes. They weren’t tears of pain but remorse as she saw how her actions affect me. I hated to see her cry but this was something that could not continue and Bella had to see it from my point of view.

Moving past Bella I place the journal on the table and picked up the collar. “If you need me to keep you under constant watch Isabella, I can do that. Because believe me I have no qualms about keeping you within arm’s reach and under meticulous observation.”

Standing behind Bella wrapping the collar around her neck “I would much rather prefer to treat you as an adult who can be trusted to do what is expected of her. But if you need me to treat you like a child who needs to be lead around…so be it”

After attaching the collar with the buckle in the front of her neck, I moved over to the bed leaving her to stand there. Opening the drawer to the nightstand to get the rest of the items I had removed from the bag earlier. With everything on the bed the last thing I needed was a towel. Retrieving one from the bathroom I glanced at Bella. She was still in the same position with obvious tears now falling down her face.

“Bring your leash and come here” moving with slow deliberate steps she picked up the leash as if it would bite her holding it with both hands out away from her body.

“Closer” I beckoned making her lower her hands as she stepped between my open legs.

“Slip off your shoes, hold on to my shoulders and give me your foot” She knew which foot I was talking about.

Once the anklet was removed and placed on the nightstand, I slid my hands down her legs to remove the stockings before having her take a step back so I could stand up. Applying a generous amount of lube to my hands I worked into the crevice between her breasts, being sure to get enough on the underside. Wiping my hands I set about using the other piece of rope wrapping several lengths around her breast drawing them closely together. The ends needed to be secured and normally I would do that by tying a knot in the back of her neck. That wasn’t possible with Bella due to the injury she had sustained. So leaving the ends longer I draped them over her shoulders, down her back and attached them to the rope that created the crotch harness.

Sitting back on the edge of the bed I double checked the breast binding to make sure that the ropes were not too tight or that there is undo pressure on any one point. Satisfied with my work I set about using my mouth to remove the bands from Bella’s nipples. It was part of the reason why I liked the bands so much. The sensations they created in Bella was one thing but my joy really came from them in the removal and with her breast bound they were so very delectable.

Starting with the right side my tongue flicked across the hard nub before circling around it. A whimper left Bella’s mouth but I didn’t care, tonight I wanted to hear her. Taking the nub between my teeth and pulling to elongate it caused a gasp and a frustrated sigh came out when I moved to the other side. By the time I had the first one almost off, Bella was panting and rubbing herself against the knot.

My hand came down quickly on her bottom as my mouth moved away from its task to give a stern warning “Stop that”

Going back to what I was doing my hands moved down to Bella’s thighs tugging them apart. A few minutes later I had one band in my mouth working on the other and Bella was a constant sound of wanton moans. Grasping her hips firmly my teeth gripped the band and in one swift motion pulled it off as Bella screamed.

“Ahhhh….fuck…god…fuck..fuck…Fuck”

Her panting breaths left me to wonder as I looked into her face “Did you just cum?”

She was still panting while shaking her head “No…no Master...no”

Keeping my hands on her hips I waited for a moment until she had caught her breath before having her stand back up. Standing myself I moved behind her and reached in my pocket to turn on the bullet.

The noise Bella made was somewhere between a gasp and choke, the sound went straight to my already painful dick and I rubbed it against her hip “Oh yes my pet I do so love the sounds you make and I am looking forward to hearing them all.”

My words and actions having an effect on Bella that I was beginning to enjoy, as a loud primal moan came out of her while she rubbed herself against the knot. “That’s it my little slut, the toy is on you should be working that knot”

Taking the leash from Bella’s hands and attaching it to the hook on the back of her neck I wrapped the two feet of nylon around my hand and tugged causing her head to tilt back as a gasp left her throat. Closing the small space between us my other hand wrapped around Bella’s arm and across her chest to tease her nipples.

The moans from her were incredible and every one that flowed seemed to be louder and more savage then the last. The movement she was making with her hips was causing friction against my dick and I needed to focus on Bella to keep from blowing my load.

Speaking against her ear in as stern of a voice as I could muster “My little one needs me close, how close? Does she need me to fuck her?...”

At my words her hips started moving with more purpose while she started to mutter incoherently and I had to restrain myself from crushing my dick against her while I spoke low and forcefully “Because I’m going fuck you. I’m going to hold on to your leash and fuck you so hard…”

I didn’t get to finish because the low primal moan that came from her was nothing but need as she starting pleading with me. “please…ple..ple…please…may…plea..pleeeasseee”

Her stammering sounded like gibberish but I knew what she wanted and she was going to wait so I wasted time with an obvious question. “Do you want to cum?”

“Yes! Please!” her voice was almost unrecognizable as she screamed out

“You only get one Isabella…Do you understand me?”

“Yes Mas…yes” her legs were shaking and my arm that was over her chest wrapped under her arm to give her more support before going back to her nipple as she starting begging. I wanted her to hold it, let the intensity build while I tried to help her focus on something else.

Keeping my tone firm I clarified “If you cum now, it will be the only time you cum tonight. Are you sure?” I didn’t even get an answer just one long high pitched plead for release.

“Hold it Isabella” I said sternly while she begged and I warned her again “Hold it”

Bella’s body was covered with a sheen of sweat as the muscles in her back tighten while a steady stream of panting moans came out of her mouth. Taking her ear lope between my teeth I bit down, while pinching her nipple and growled “Now”

She sucked in a deep breath of air, arching her back as her upper body seized while her hips moved against the rope between her legs and screamed out a string of incoherent words that I was sure was Quileute.

Holding her firmly I watched as the rush from her orgasm came over her body turning her pale skin to the prettiest shade of pink. The look on her face was pure bliss as she seemed to stop breathing for a second and a single tear ran down the side of her face while she rested her full weight against my body.

Fucking Glorious

Loosening the slack on the leash, Bella’s head still did not move until her breathing started to return to normal. Turning off the bullet I watched as her eyes fluttered open to look into mine. “Welcome back my pet”

Lifting her head upright Bella took a tentative step to adjust her weight on her feet, leaving out a small whimper from what I could only assume was the knot rubbing against her sensitive clit.
I didn’t want to leave go of the hold I had on her until I was sure she could safely remain upright on her own. Instead supporting her the few steps it took to get her by the bed so she could sit down.

“Are you ok now?” I asked squatting down in front of her and handing over the bottle of water off the nightstand.

“Yes Sir…thank you” her voice was still hushed as she opened up the bottle. I smiled and couldn’t help myself but ask “What are you thanking me for Isabella, the water or the orgasm?”

A soft smile accompanied the harsh blush as she swallowed a large gulp of water “Both”

“You’re welcome Isabella…” I told her while taking the spreader bar off the bed “…for both”

Adjusting the bar to a three foot width I took the water bottle from Bella before attaching the bar to her ankles. I had originally planned to have her kneeling on the floor but looking at her sitting there I had a better idea. Once the bar was on I had her stand to attach the ‘T’ restraint.

This is a simple but effective device that looks like an upside-down ‘T’. The hook on the long end attaches to the collar and the hands are placed in the cuffs on either side of the cross strip, thereby securely holding both wrists in place. With that keeping her hands in position I had her sit back on the bed while I got myself ready.

Stepping away from Bella I watched her eyes while unbuttoning my shirt. They followed my hands as they moved down my chest and she actually licked her lips while I unzippered my pants. The woman was amazing she was just coming off a massive orgasm and she was looking at me like a starving man looks at T-bone steak, drool included.

I am a lucky bastard

With my clothes gone I needed to apply lube to both myself and Bella. Stroking my hand over my dick a few times I practically groaned at the moan that came from her. I loved hearing those sounds they were like an electric pulse to my balls. But if she didn’t settle her ass down there was no way I was going to be able to hold out long enough to actually fuck her.

And I was definitely fucking her.

Stepping between her open legs I took a hold of her leash again wrapping it around my hand to give me greater control. Squatting down I moved closer to Bella’s body and gripping my shaft brought it up between her breast.

The ropes around them created a perfect spot and with Bella sitting on the bed she was at the ideal height. After a few thrust I used the leash as a lead but I didn’t need to tell Bella what to do. Every time my dick came through that glorious spot her mouth was there to meet it. The softness of her tits squeezing around my dick along with the warmth of her mouth felt so good. Add to that the fact that we had spent the past several hours engaging in various kinds of sexual activity and I was ready for some fucking relief.

But not yet

I could feel the tingle starting in my legs but I wanted to make it last so I pulled up on Bella’s leash to remove her mouth from me. I couldn’t see her face but she was trying her hardest to get back on me making me tug her leash even harder. After a few softer strokes I got myself under control letting the slack go on the leash, Bella didn’t wait at all to get her mouth back on me.

“Fuck”

It was the only thing that came out of mouth along with a hiss as her warm lips wrapped around me. Between the sight of me fucking her tits, and the sounds from her mouth along with the vibrations from her moans I had to once again pull her away from me so I could calm the fuck down. When I did I realized that Bella was once again rubbing against the knot.

Pulling the leash so she tilted her head up I warned “Don’t you dare cum”

She seemed to sit still but her breathing was erratic as I let the slack go once again. I ended up pulling her away from my dick three more times always being met with the sound of Bella’s discontent. Those frustrated noises were going to be the next thing that leaves but if I was being honest at the time they helped to clear my mind. So in a sense those irritating sounds from Bella were a mixed blessing.

The last time I pulled Bella away was the hardest, my dick was keeping a steady pumping rhythm and she had her lips suctioned over the whole head while her tongue lapped across it. It felt so fucking good that it was actually tortuous to tug on her leash. The only thing that got me through was the fact that being up inside her would feel even better.

Stepping away I reached behind Bella to open up one of the knots for the breast binding. With that done it only took a few seconds for the ropes to be removed. Lifting her feet by the bar I gave it a twist making her body follow so she was face down on the bed. Opening the square knot for the harness let me have access to the spot I wanted.

My fingers ran through Bella’s slit and she moaned deeply as they entered her to retrieve the bullet. Once it was out I couldn’t wait any longer, using the spreader bar I lifted her legs so her knees were bent with her feet in the air. Holding the leash in one hand I grabbed my cock in the other and slammed into her.

“Ohhh….fuck!” Bella screamed while all I could do was grunt.

She felt so fucking good it was heaven. Warm, wet and so fucking tight, every moment inside her felt like ecstasy, I had been waiting all day to feel her and it was worth it she was the best fucking pussy drug I ever had. Bella was moaning as my dick moved in and out of her in a furious pace. The only thing that was drowning out her noises was the sound of the bed banging against the wall.

“god…I’m going ..to …” Bella panted out

“The fuck you are” I growled out as my hand came down on her bottom in a resounding slap making her gasp and then cry out as another one landed.

A few more slaps later and the pressure was building inside me to an unbearable point. Bella was back to begging as the bed kept hitting the wall and even poor Seth seemed to be wondering what the heck was going on but I couldn’t care less. Grapping Bella’s hips I shouted out and came inside her so hard my legs buckled. Pulling out of her I fell on to bed landing next to Bella in a breathless mass of exhaustion. My body felt numb and I wanted to do absolutely nothing but lay there and enjoy the feeling.

I couldn’t exactly say how long we laid there. The only thing that I could say for certainty was that I didn’t go to sleep. My eyes were closed and I was completely relaxed but also always conscious of my surroundings. It was the soft mewl that came from Bella that brought me out of the stupor I was in. She needed to be released from all the restraints, checked for bruises and then put to bed.

She really wasn’t happy that I was disturbing her but once her arms were free she groaned with the movement. I figured that it would be a good idea to go start the tub so that she could soak in the hot water and loosen up; I also set up Bella’s sleeping spot for the night.

Having Bella sit I worked on getting the harness off and the last thing was her collar with the leash. Picking her up I carried her on weak legs to the tub where we sat and I took out what was left of her hairdo -the majority of it had already came out on its own- so I could wash her hair.

While washing Bella’s body I checked to make sure that there weren’t any bruises. The only thing that I could see was a few rope marks on the side of her breast and over her left hip. The only other thing was that her crotch was tender; I would make sure to put ointment on those areas before putting her down for the night.

We sat in the hot water with the jets on, relaxing and letting the water soak away any sore muscles. She was half asleep but still talking to me trying her very best to find out what we doing tomorrow. But I wasn’t giving anything away.

Then she was concerned about the daycare for Seth, I assured her that it was the very best, each dog was given their own caretaker. He would be walked and played with all day. She laughed when I said that he would come home with a picture made from macaroni for her to display on the refrigerator.

When it was getting to the point where she couldn’t keep her eyes open and her fingers were getting pruney it was time to get out. She wrapped a towel around herself and another one around her hair and we stood together in matching outfits brushing our teeth. Sitting on the bed I took the hairbrush from her. I had never brushed any other woman’s hair, the act had never appealed to me. However that first time I did it on the bed in Bella’s home there just seemed to be something so innocently intimate about the act, that I found great joy in it.

When all the knots were out Bella separated the back into two sides, leaned against my chest and began braiding the two sections into long pig-tails down over her shoulders. “Master? What should your girl wear tomorrow?”

I grinned at her attempts while massaging ointment onto the marks on her breast “I would suggest jeans, sneakers and a t-shirt but take a sweatshirt along”

“Will it be cool there?” I shrugged “It might be, especially in the morning…spread your legs” she needed ointment on the tender flesh, as my fingers moved over the delicate skin she moaned lifting her hips to meet my touch. The sound once again going to my dick but I knew she would be sore and I needed to keep myself in check.

“I think it is time for my Isabella to sleep” As she sat up my hand held her in position while I stood picking up the collar, strapping it around her neck with the buckle in the back. Bella looked up at me with those big brown doe eyes as I attached the leash to the hook in the front.

“Come little one I’ll put you to bed” keeping the leash at its regular length Bella had no choice but to follow me to the other side of the bed where the extra duvet was folded in half on the floor. The pillow and blanket already waiting for her to get snuggled in for the night. Bella’s eyes scanned between the bed and the make-shift one on the floor until finally settling on my face.

“Those that need their Master to keep them close like children need to be treated as such. It would be irresponsible of me to let you sleep in the bed because it’s possible that you might fall out. But don’t worry little one I will constantly be within arm’s reach” lightly tugging the end of the leash as I said the last sentence.

“We have to get up early … so off you go” I said swatting her bottom for effect.

Squatting down next to my disgruntled but very tired submissive I made sure the pillow was under her neck, tucked the blanket up under her chin, kissed the top of her head and laid the leash on the bed.

Climbing under the blankets and turning out the light, I looked down at Bella. The soft beam of light from the bathroom cast a glow of muted shadows on her features. She was lying on her side facing the bed. Due to the length of the leash she wouldn’t have much space to move around but from what I could tell that wouldn’t be a problem.

Her eyes were already closed with hands tucked up under her chin. She looked peaceful, comfortable and serene. My hand ran down the length of the braid while she snuggled closer into the softness of the duvet.

Holding the leash my head lay down on the pillow as thoughts of the day ran quickly through my mind. I could feel myself starting to drift into sleep and my fingers moved over the flat nylon that was between them. It was the connection to Bella I needed to be able to succumb to the rest my body so desperately required.

“Good night Isabella” I whispered through a yawn and was surprised with a responding yawn and a groggy hushed voice “Good night Master"

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