Chapter 33

“Oh God,” I gasped rather loudly, but I couldn’t help it. Edward’s fingers were curled up deep inside me and his tongue was doing that luscious swirly thing on my happy spot.

“Shhhh…they’ll hear you,” he warned before attacking my clit once again with his mouth.

“I don’t care…I don’t fucking care…,” I panted out while Edward chuckled at my neediness. He had given me permission to release at will, and right then the pressure was building fast. The first twinges of my orgasm were taking hold. It felt so damn good I could have cared less who heard me.

“Ohhh…pleeeeassee…” My hands went to his head in an attempt to keep him right where was he was, but it was unnecessary because Edward had no intentions of stopping.

The warmth started spreading through my body, and my muscles which were unable to take it any longer seized, I shuddered arching my back while the built up pressure escaped my throat. “Ahhh…shhhhiiittt…aauuhhh!”

My body felt like a mass of quivering nerves as it road out the pleasure that left me breathless. Edward’s fingers remained inside me as he kissed the inside of my thigh. I thought he was going to remove them and join me but he didn’t. Instead he laid his cheek on my stomach and continued moving his fingers to apply pressure on that spot deep inside me.

“Again Isabella.” At his words I literally felt my eyes roll to the back of my head and I moaned loudly to the greatest feeling I’ve ever known. My body felt like it was floating on a sea of clouds as the warm radiating tingles overtook me. I didn’t know where I was, time, place, and reason all took a back seat to the bliss that was cursing through me.

I became aware of Edward’s hand skimming lightly over my jaw line and I think I heard something that sounded like ‘beautiful’, but at that exact moment I couldn’t tell. My eyes flickered open to look into the darkened sea of emerald green.

“You’re so beautiful when you cum. I missed watching it,” his fingers combed through my hair.

“I missed feeling it,” I admitted.

“I’ll bet you did,” he chuckled.

His lips were on mine and as they parted I could taste the heady tang of my essence on his mouth and it fueled my desire for more. I wanted to taste, feel and savor… more.

“I have more,” his words sounded against my lips while he moved to kneel between my open thighs. I felt his hands slide under my knees and instead of him thrusting into me Edward pulled my body, effectively impaling me on him. The feeling of fullness was so intense and sudden that I cried out in surprise.


With our bodies joined, I looked up into his face and his eyes were dark and heavy and then he started to slowly move inside me. Each stroke against my walls was like a reprieve from the built up desire I had felt from the past four days. His fingers were wonderful, his mouth heavenly, but Edward’s cock inside me was priceless, and I vowed to never be without it again.

I closed my eyes savoring each stroke aware that with each breath a tiny sigh of delight escaped my mouth. Edward’s hands put more pressure on my knees pressing them futher into the bed, causing him to go deeper inside of me as he picked up his pace. My sighs were turning into wanton moans and I found myself gasping.

“Oh…hmmm…oohhh...ahhhmmm...”

He let go of my knees, grabbing behind my bottom and lifted me up so I was straddled on top of him. His strong arms held me to his chest while my legs wrapped around his hips. My arms used the back of his neck as a way to give me leverage and when our mouths met we swallowed each other’s groans. My hips moved in an attempt to gain more friction as his thrusts became even stronger.

The pressure in my stomach was growing and building to an unbearable point. Our mouths were glued together and his arms tightened around my body. I couldn’t take it anymore, letting go I felt my muscles seize around him, shuddering a sigh against his lips and came crying out… “Masss…terrr!!”

It didn’t take much longer for Edward to reach his own release, with a grunt he pushed deep inside me, tightening his hold and groaning out my name.

We stayed like that for a few minutes with my head resting on his shoulder and his face buried in my neck. Both of our breathing was labored as we enjoyed the after tingles. All too soon Edward kissed under my chin and shifted to lay us on the bed. As we moved he withdrew from my body and I whimpered at the loss making him chuckle.

“Ah my pet, sorry to disappoint you,” he said through heavy breaths.

“Not disappointed. In fact, I feel rather satisfied.”

“Well that’s good to know,” the grin on his face making me smile.

Edward handed me a bottle of water and after taking a much needed drink I handed it back to him which he immediately downed.

“Thirsty?” I asked.

He nodded, “Yes, you’re going to wear me out.”

“Is that possible?” I laughed.

“I don’t know we’ll have to find out won’t we?”

I was going to answer him but Emmett’s voice echoed through the wall, “Find out another night, because I’m fucking tired!”

I could feel and hear the air being sucked into my lungs as my eyes widened in shock and watched Edward silently laughing. “I told you, you were too loud.”

“I wasn’t that loud,” I could feel my face heat up.

“You were both fucking loud, now go to sleep!” Emmet’s voice once again resonated through the wall.

Oh. My. God!

I didn’t know if I should be mortified or proud; either way, I couldn’t stop the giggle that came out. Edward pulled his side of the blankets down and I scooted to climb under my side. He was still chuckling when I laid my head on his shoulder. His fingers making small circles on my arms and I sighed in contentment and then a thought occurred to me.

“What am I going to say to them in the morning?” I whispered next to his chin.

“Don’t worry love. Do you know how many times I had to listen to them?” Edward spoke in a normal tone, I’m assuming so that everyone could hear. Then he spoke in a hush, “besides would you have rather waited another day?”

I moved my head so I could see his face – the best I could in the darkened room – and looked into his eyes. “No, I didn’t want to wait one more minute!”

With that confession he grinned placing a quick kiss on my lips.

“Let’s get some sleep, we have a busy day ahead of us.” At his words I tucked my head back under his chin, letting his warmth and strength lull me to sleep with a sense of security.

It was too bright; someone must have turned on the light. “Turn it off,” I whined and heard the laugh.

“Turn what off?”

“The light, turn it off.”

That only made him laugh more. As my eyes flickered open I realized it wasn’t the light, it was the sun shining in the large window behind us.

“Ohhh…,” I groaned out my annoyance. “You need to get blinds with a remote.”

Edward laughed once again, rolling to look down at me. “Sorry.”

His lips on me made the brightness easier to accept. His hands moved up to cup my breasts and my body came to full alert as the warmth of desire rushed through me. His lips moved down my throat, over my chest, suckling one of my nipples into his mouth as he entered me. It was unhurried, and as I neared my release he told me to cum and muzzled my cry with his mouth; which I in turn did the same for him.

I was slightly leery about seeing everyone but the call of fresh coffee was greater than any embarrassment I held. Besides, I figured we are adults who loved each other and if the noises bothered them, they should have made their own.

Jasper and Alice were already downstairs sitting on the couch together drinking coffee. The fire in the hearth was blazing taking the chill out of the air. After a pleasant good morning Alice informed me that it was her and I on breakfast detail since Rose still was experiencing morning sickness and the smells made her queasy. It didn’t matter to me and after a few minutes we got started with the cooking.

I was dipping bread in the egg mixture when I heard Edward and Emmett come down the stairs together. I cringed a little bit, thinking that if anyone was going to say anything about last night it would be Emmett. But my fears went unfounded when they both sat down in the main room with Jasper.

I stopped what I was doing to make Edward a cup of coffee and then took it to him. He met my eyes and smiled, “thank you love,” and then he motioned for me to go back to what I was doing. As I turned to leave Emmett commented innocently, “yeah, wait until she’s pregnant and see if you get coffee then.”

“I’ll take what I get Emmett, and if that means getting my own coffee so be it” Edward answered. By the time I got back to the stove to turn the bread, I could feel the tears forming. I could never give Edward children. I knew we were nowhere near even thinking about that, yet for the first time in three years I felt the regret.

Up to that point the pain was just a distant impossibility because there was no one in my life. But now, if having children is important to Edward he can’t do it with me. I hated James at that moment more than I ever hated him and for the first time I wished him dead.

“Bella, I’m thinking a dozen eggs.” Alice had rejoined me in the kitchen after setting up the table.

“Excuse me what?”

“Are you alright?” She cocked her head to the side.

“I’m fine.” I plastered a smile on my face. Half-hearted but still a smile. Then figuring out what she was talking about I added, “I’m sure a dozen is plenty with everything else.”

Alice scrutinized my expression and she narrowed her eyes but let it go. I was glad for that, after my panic attack yesterday the last thing I wanted was to get all emotional again.

Emmett came out for some coffee and tried to snatch a sausage link from the skillet. Alice slapped his hand and he whimpered making me feel sorry for him. “Hold on Emmett.”

While he waited I made him a French Roll, which consisted of a piece of French toast with a line of syrup down the middle and wrapped around two sausage links.

He eyed it as I handed it to him, but took a bite anyway. “Wooo…That is fuck-awesome!”

I smirked, “I know. It’s even better with eggs on it and a dab of ketchup.”

“Ketchup?” I just nodded but Edward spoke up from his place on the couch.

“Isabella has a bit of an oral fixation.”

I gaped at him, what the hell is he talking about? Emmett eyed me and I waited sure that the comment would come, but all I got was a ‘thank you’ and he walked back over to sit down.

When I put the last of the French toast on the griddle and turned the sausages, Alice leaned into me and whispered, “by the way, I liked you being loud, it fueled Jaz on.”

I couldn’t help the laugh that came out of me; it felt like a relief to have someone say something. “I’m glad I could be of service Alice.” She raised her eyes and got a huge grin on her face.

It must have been good.

We were almost done eating when Rose came down; she got herself a piece of dry toast and a cup of mint tea before quietly sitting next to Emmett. I felt bad for her, but she said the nausea was getting better and hopefully after a few more weeks it would be gone.

I was the last one that still needed to shower, and the men said that since we cooked they would clean up, so that gave me time to get ready. I half expected Edward to be in the bedroom when I came out of the bathroom, but he wasn’t.

As we all climbed into Jasper’s Escalade, Rose and Emmett sat in front of us and I noticed for the first time that she was rather subdued. Her normal mannerisms and witty conversation was absent, she remained steadfast and quiet not once even turning her head to look out the window. It was then that I noticed the gold hooped choker adorning her neck that had been absent yesterday.

Rose was in full sub-mode. Edward had told me that she would slip into the role when she felt the need. I wondered if the trauma of her confession to us yesterday was the cause. I sort of felt bad about that, thinking that had it not been for my own breakdown perhaps Rose would have been alright. But then again maybe it had nothing to do with it.

Because it was only mid-May the higher elevations on the mountain were closed. Jasper said that the park wouldn’t be fully open until July. We walked the Bench Lake trail and although it was mostly flat the ground was wet and muddy. The trail took us over wooden bridges that ran along waterfalls and over small streams. Jasper told me that the snow was just beginning to melt and that as the season went on the streams would turn into rivers and the waterfalls would be much wider.

“We’ll come back next month and you can see the difference,” Edward told me, standing on the bridge in front of the waterfall while Alice took our picture.

The trail led us through the woods to a large lake that was melted in the middle with snow all along the perimeter. Snow Lake Alice called it and Emmett said that the snow would remain until August and return again by the end of September.

Of course our grown men turned into little boys at the sight of the snow and the three of them pelted each other with as much of the frozen slush as they could. We stayed out of their way as much as possible but occasionally a ball would wiz by us. Alice was snapping pictures at a furious rate when a ball hit her square in the backside. The expression on her face made me laugh and before I could defend myself she grabbed a handful of snow and threw it at my chest.

Rose took over the picture taking while the five of us squealed and laughed. I tried to stay tucked behind the tree and away from as much of the lobbing snow as I could. Edward set his eyes on me moving towards me like a predator after its prey.

I tried to move but he caught me, hoisting me over his shoulder while I kicked my legs yelping in protest, “Edward!”

“Ahhh….there it is, I was wondering when you were going to say my name,” he laughed wickedly swatting my bottom.

I gasped, “that’s cheating!” I informed him, swatting his ass with my hand.

“Oooo…my girl is getting feisty, just the way I like her,” he spoke as he carried me over towards the lake. When we got to the edge he took hold of my knees making me fall further down his back. I screeched reaching my hands out to grab some snow. Edward laughed hard before pulling me back up. My thighs wrapped around his hips and he used both hands to hold my bottom. There was merriment in his eyes and I couldn’t resist kissing him, before squishing the snow in my hands on top of his head.

His reaction seemed to be in slow motion: surprise played across his features, his eyes widened, and his mouth dropped open making me laugh harder. Edward started shaking his head to rid it of the snow and I tried to get away as it was flung in my direction.

“Stop…” the word lost its meaning in my giggle, and I turned my head while Edward laughed. I felt his lips place a soft kiss under my jaw line and then his teeth softly bit at the same spot. I gazed at him through my lashes; he had that grin on his face and I couldn’t help but kiss him.

His nose and lips were chilled but his moist tongue was warm and a sigh of pleasure escaped my throat. I’m sure we would have continued had it not been for Emmett’s interruption.

“Oh…puh-lease! I heard enough of that shit last night.” I pulled away from Edward’s lips putting my head on his shoulder as the blush heated up my face.

“I knew he was going to say something.” I spoke softly against Edward’s chest.

“I’m surprised it took so long…,” he answered quietly by my ear. “…doesn’t matter, it was worth it.” I grinned nodding my head in agreement.

Edward set me down, and I stood on my toes to swish the rest of the snow out of his hair. Because everyone was wet we decided to just head back to the car rather than continue on the trail. Jasper turned the heater on and when we got back to the cabin everyone quickly changed into dry clothes.

Edward told me that he was going to go with the men to get pizza for lunch; so while I was up in the room I started gathering our clothes together. Picking up the book he had given me yesterday I joined the women down stairs. Alice was at the table loading the pictures she had taken into the computer; I stood behind her for a few minutes watching the images as they appeared on the screen.

She had some good shots of everyone but there was a candid one of Edward and me. He was holding me with my head to the side and his teeth tugging on my jaw. There was a raw sexiness to it but yet we both had innocent expressions and I thought it would look great finished in black and white.

Rose was sitting on one end of the couch so I took the book and occupied the other end. Half way through the first chapter Rose interrupted my reading. “I have a book that she helps celebrate on, you’re welcome to borrow it if you would like.” When I looked up, she had a sad expression.

“You alright Rose?”

She nodded rubbing her stomach it was quiet for a minute before she spoke

“I just worry. If the world is so fucked up now…,” she looked in my eyes, “…what happens when my baby is older?” I sighed trying to think about what to say, but I had no words of wisdom for her.

“You give your children love and help them to grow to be happy, healthy, and productive adults. That’s the best you can do Rose.” Alice’s voice came from across the room. “You can’t know the future, you can only learn from the past.”

Alice was right about that but it didn’t seem to alleviate her concern. “Look what happened to me and to Bella, what is to keep that from happening to my child?” Tears formed in her eyes. I reached out to draw her into a hug.

Alice scooted in the spot behind Rose wrapping her arms around us. “There are things you can’t stop, but now you know what to look for and you’ll recognize it.” Alice looked to me, “Bella you’ll see the signs and never let your daughter be with a man like that.” I stiffened at her words, blinking back the tears.

“I’ll never have children.” Both women looked at me. “The last time…James caused damage; I won’t be able to…”

“Yes you will.” The conviction in Alice’s voice caused me to look in her eyes, “I can see her, little round face, dark curly hair, green eyes and her middle name is Alice.” I huffed in disbelieving amusement. “Don’t laugh you’ll see, I’m always right.”

“Now come on, both of you,” Alice tugged on our hands, “I don’t want to go home feeling all sad.”

“What do you want to do?” Rose wondered.

“Well, let’s look at the Inn I found.”

We moved over to the table, there was still half a bottle of wine, so while Alice and I indulged Rose looked at the web site. It looked very nice and each room was actually a mini suite with a kitchenette and sitting area. The Inn also allowed pets for an extra fee, but the best part was that each suite had a glass enclosed balcony that overlooked the ocean.

We had just started to see what kind of activities would be available when the pizza arrived.

“Hey, are you girls looking at porn?” I had to look twice to make sure I heard Jasper correctly. I had come to expect that kind of comment from Emmett, so to say I was shocked was an understatement.

“Yeah baby, we’re looking at the giant woodies!” I snickered at Alice’s reply because we were looking at the giant red woods.

Edward came in carrying three boxes of pizza and I waited for him to put them down before meeting his eyes. When he finally looked to me, his hand moved telling me to go to him.

“I would like to speak with you upstairs. Please go wait for me”

“Yes Sir,” I whispered the words hoping no one heard me and quickly made my way up to his room.

I didn’t know what he wanted; I couldn’t think of anything that I had done wrong today other than call him by his given name. But he seemed to laugh that off, at least at the time he did. He didn’t tell me to undress and I wasn’t sure where or how to wait for him, so I just picked a spot on the floor and got into position. My mind was racing through all sorts of scenarios that would warrant his immediate attention.

Edward came in the door and I could feel my heart rate increase. He didn’t say anything at first; he just left me there waiting while he did stuff around the room. The knock at the door startled me but not as much as when he told the person to come in. I had to concentrate very hard on keeping my breathing even while I remained steadfast.

“You want the padded ones?” Edward asked.

“I’d prefer them, yes.” Emmett? What is Edward giving him? I could hear Edward jiggle his keys, and then his brother thanked him and left, closing the door behind him.

“Isabella, I had made plans for us today without really considering the time constraints that I was placing on myself. I had wanted to be home by three o’clock. Since it is already two that is not going to be happening,” Edward sighed.

“I guess I will just have to play this by ear.” The last comment wasn’t directed towards me; at least I didn’t think it was.

“I see that you’ve already begun to pack. Thank you. I’m thinking that my plans will not be too interrupted if we can leave by five o’clock. That means everything cleaned up, packed, and all the girly hugs and whatever else women do, done and out of the way and we are driving at five. Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes Master.” Is that all he wanted to tell me? What time we were leaving?

“Good, then let’s go eat and see that you stick to that time schedule.”

Edward helped me up and I looked in his eyes trying to see if I was missing something, but there didn’t seem to be anything. I followed him down the stairs where everyone had started eating and were looking at the web sites. While Edward and I ate we looked over more of the information and then they started talking about specific dates. Everyone settled on the first week of June which would be after our trip to Forks and before the twenty-fifth anniversary party at New Moon.

With that decided we set about preparing to leave, the downstairs was done and the garbage was all loaded in Emmet’s jeep – he was going to drop it off somewhere. There were a few personal items I needed to get together, and while I worked on that Edward packed up his bag of toys.

“Isabella I need you to go use the bathroom.” He wasn’t asking me if I had to, he was stating that I was to go. I turned to look at him, but he didn’t say anything just raised his one eyebrow waiting for my response.

“As you wish Sir.” It didn’t really matter to me, I was going to need to go sometime before we left anyway. When I came back into the room he had something pink that looked like a horseshoe draped over his fingers while he was texting on his phone.

“Close the door Isabella,” he ordered without looking up from what he was doing. The pink thing vibrated in his hands and he finally looked up from the phone.

“Remove your pants.” I looked at the clock it was only four-twenty but I knew we didn’t have enough time for this kind of stuff.

“Now!” Edward’s stern rebuke made me start to move doing what he asked. Kicking off my shoes and sliding my jeans down my legs before finally stepping out of them.

“Lay on the bed, thighs spread wide and pull your knees up to your chest.” I must have hesitated a bit too long for his liking because he narrowed his eyes in irritation. “Isabella, are you having trouble hearing me?”

“Noo…No Sir.” I shook my head moving to get in the position he had requested. I watched him while he played with the buttons on the phone again and I heard a faint beep.

Was that the pink thing?

Edward walked over to the closet and took out a wooden folding chair, opening it to sit in between my very exposed center. I could feel the heat rush through me as he took in my form. “I had wanted to get home and spend time in the playroom working on your control, but since that isn’t a possibility any longer this will have to do.”

He laid his phone on the bed next to me and pulled the chair closer as he sat down. Leaning over, his flat tongue made a swipe through my folds, swirling once over my clit. “Mmmm…you taste so good my pet. If I had the time I would tie you in this position and tease you until you begged.” His dark eyes bore into mine, “and you would beg…wouldn’t you?”

“Yes Master.” I had no doubt about that, if there was one thing Edward was good at - it was making me beg.

“Uh,” he huffed, and then his finger ran through my folds. “So wet, so exposed, so fucking perfect,” he sighed deeply as two of his fingers moved inside of me, making me whimper. “Quiet… I do not want to hear one sound from you. Not even a sigh”

I could feel my teeth biting into my lip and my neck was getting stiff from trying to watch what he was doing. So I laid back, closed my eyes and relaxed, giving him complete access to my body. I heard a small snap and then his slippery fingers were back on me. Two seconds later I felt something firm sliding inside me. Edward pulled it back slightly then slipped it back in so it grazed along my inner wall.

“I bought this for you Isabella. It’s an interesting little device that can be used for pure pleasure, or in this case as a training tool.” I could feel his hands and then there was a snap and a firm pressure against my clit. The pink horseshoe was gripped around my girly parts.

“It will turn on and off at pre-set intervals, each time it runs through a set it beeps and that is your signal that a new set will begin shortly” Edward took my hands off my knees tugging them so I would know to sit up. He gave me the signal to drop my eyes and I complied.

“I need you to get dressed and call Leah to inform her that we are running late and ask her what would be a convenient time to get Seth, so I can plan the rest of the evening. After that phone call you are not to make one sound. The only thing you are allowed to say is good-bye to the others and the word yellow.” I wasn’t sure if I heard him correctly and I wanted to ask what he meant by that but he didn’t give me time because he went on to explain.

“We will discuss how that will work in the car. Right now, I believe you have about fifteen minutes before that little C-Grip starts doing its job. I would suggest that you are in the car by then so you can get accustomed to it in private. But that is entirely up to you. There is thirty minutes until five o’clock, and if you wish to dally around until then, that is your choice.”

Edward made the signal for me to look at him. When I did, his face was that expressionless mask that my Master wears with the tone of voice that goes along with it. “However don’t you make one sound, not a gasp, a whimper or a throat clearing….nothing. Do you understand me?”

“Yes Master.”

He nodded.

“After you have said your good-byes and are ready to go. You will come and present yourself as you normally would and we will leave. Now do as you were told, and I will be downstairs.”

He stood, putting the chair back in the closet and then picked up the bags I had packed and left. I quickly called Leah while getting redressed. I didn’t know what was going to happen in fifteen minutes and I wasn’t exactly sure I wanted to be around anyone when I found out.

Leah said that they would be home all evening and that it was no problem to just stop in and get him whenever we wanted. I quickly told her some of what we did and hung up with the excuse that we had to leave and I would be losing the signal. Moving down the stairs everyone was carrying stuff outside and Jasper was making sure the fire was completely out.

We all said good-bye, I hugged Rose and Alice and they said something about going out for lunch, but I didn’t answer verbally. Instead nodding in agreement and I figured I had better get out of there before they asked me anything else.

Edward was over talking to Emmett, approaching I felt slightly self-conscious about presenting myself in front of people. It was actually a relief that I had to keep my eyes down, that way I wasn’t aware of anyone watching, (if they were watching at all). It felt like Edward let me stand there for a long time before finally acknowledging my presence. I was starting to worry about the time restraints and I had to remind myself that Edward knew and wouldn’t purposely allow me to be embarrassed. But still, it was a fight against my own temperament to not grow antsy.

Finally he spoke to me, “Are you ready Isabella?” I didn’t answer instead meeting his eyes and gave a single nod. “Let’s go.”

Everyone else was ready to leave also and we all seemed to walk out of the cabin at the same time. Edward held the car door open for me and as I went to get in the pink thing started vibrating both inside and outside of me making me gasp out of sheer surprise.

Edward’s eyes narrowed, piercing me with his annoyance at the sound I just made. Sitting in my seat the vibrations stopped just as abruptly as they began. Edward started the car asking me what Leah had said. I told him and then the ride became quiet the only noise that could be heard was the soft purr of the engine and the tires moving along the road.

My body flinched drawing in a quick breath through my nose as the vibrations started again. Edward was more than annoyed. “Perhaps I did not make myself clear when I told you to not make a sound. So I will remind you once again. Do not make any noise. Do not show a reaction.”

I concentrated on my breathing forcing myself to relax and let the vibrations come and go. Once I realized that they seemed to come at regular intervals I had come to expect them, and I found that I actually was anticipating the little bit of pleasure I got from them. I should have known that wasn’t going to last.

The faint beep sounded so softly from inside me that I barely heard it, and at the same time Edward’s phone vibrated in the console. I thought maybe he had a call or a message but when he didn’t move to respond to it I realized his phone was linked with the toy.

I didn’t have much time to think about that because the vibration started immediately. I had grown accustomed to the rhythm of two minutes off and then ten seconds of movement. But this time it didn’t shut off, it continued to vibrate to the point where my muscles tightened around it, and then it stopped. I wanted to sigh out in relief but I held my composure breathing normally.

“Much better Isabella.” The car had been so quiet that Edward’s voice startled me. Glancing at him I smiled and the vibrations began again. This time coming in quick jolts before stopping, my eyes shifted around the car as my mind prepared for more, but there was none. Just as I started to relax the toy came to life again the whole thing vibrating. My clit, perineum, and g-spot were all being stimulated at the same time.

I couldn’t keep my muscles from locking down around the device, it felt so fucking good and I was afraid I was going to cum. I wanted to whimper when it stopped but instead I bit my lip and slowly relaxed into the seat.

“Well that was interesting.” I didn’t know if Edward knew what was happening, or if he was just commenting on my reactions. I didn’t really have time to think about it, because of the vibration that was going on against my inner wall that didn’t seem to be stopping. I realized that the more I tightened around the toy the more intense the sensation was, so this time I forced myself to relax and just let it happen. The vibration switched to my clit and I bit down on the inside of my lip because relaxing just wasn’t helping this time. After a few more samples of various combinations, the beep and Edward’s phone alerted us to the fact that set was done.

“Isabella I want you to slightly recline your seat.” After I did that he continued giving me instructions, “put your head back and close your eyes, take some deep cleansing breaths.” I could feel my body calm as I cleared my mind, not even acknowledging the feel of his hand running down the length of my jaw.

“You are doing very well and now you understand how the C-Grip works.” I wondered why it was called that but I couldn’t dwell on the name too long because Edward continued.

“You have just felt every combination that there is. From here on out it will be a matter of the intensity as well as the duration of the stimulation.” I heard what he said, but gave no reply while I relaxed and waited.

“For the next hour you are going to use every ounce of determination you have to remain steadfast and quiet. Your breathing may increase but I do not want to hear a sound escape your lips. The only word you may utter is ‘yellow.’ That means the intensity is building and you are in danger of losing your composure, and you need my assistance.” Edward stopped talking and I could hear clicking and then he said the words that set my resolve.

“The plans for my evening depend on you Isabella. If you can control yourself through both of these sets, my plans will be able to continue as scheduled and you shall be rewarded. If, however, you cannot control yourself and you vocalize or orgasm then I will be very disappointed, and my plans will need to be adjusted in order to accommodate further lessons for you.”

I didn’t think it would be that hard, the vibrations only lasted maybe thirty seconds and there was always a break in between. Edward said both sets, so I assumed that meant two. I had just gone through two and it wasn’t horrible, in fact I kind of liked it. I figured the worst thing that was going to happen was I would get all worked up, but even that would be worth it to get a reward.

I had just finished that thought when the C-Grip started pulsating, varying between one area and the entire thing and then the pulsations would move along the length. I concentrated on my breathing forcing my body to relax, but it wasn’t working as well as I had hoped.

The other thing that was not in my favor was that it never stopped. It was like the fucking energizer bunny - it kept going and going. I knew my breathing was growing deeper and I could feel my heart beating faster in my chest. I started counting in my head when the stimulation changed to an increasing vibration on my inner wall.

The higher I counted the stronger the vibration became and somewhere in the recesses of my mind I thought – count backwards, maybe it will decrease – but it didn’t seem to work that way. I was almost to the point of saying ‘yellow’ when the vibrations moved to another area. I let out a long negative-energy breath before drawing in a deep cleansing one.

I didn’t know how long it had been. Edward said there were two sets and we had an hour, which means each one is thirty minutes or less. Surely it must have been thirty minutes, or at least getting close? My hands clinched at my sides as the whole C-Grip vibrated so softly it felt like whispers of air touching me. That sensation was actually the most difficult to overcome.

It felt so good and I was practically begging it with my mind to please give me more, but it didn’t for the longest time; and then the intensity built until I practically screamed out, “Yellow!”

“Shhhhh…listen to my voice Isabella. Think about something else…States. Name all fifty states.” I heard what he said and my eyes flickered open. Edward was watching the road and my mind went to geography, and I started think Alabama, Alaska, Arizona…that was working and I found that I could disassociate myself from what was happening to my body.

I made it through the first set with a silent shudder, I have never been so glad in all my life to hear a beep. I figured I had at least five minutes to get myself together and calm down. Edward handed me a bottle of water and as I took a drink his hand brushed the side of my face sweeping the hair off it. I didn’t realize until that moment that I was sweating. I handed the bottle back to him realizing why I was so warm.

Sitting up I went to remove the hoodie I had on and the C-grip came on full force. I couldn’t move I was afraid that any shift in my body would cause the pressure points to change and I would lose it. I was counting again and I got up to two hundred and eighty-eighty before there was any change.

Sitting back as soon as I could and concentrating on relaxing I thought it was going alright. I only yellowed once and between my counting and the states I found it was easier to control myself. I also found that I did better when Edward didn’t touch me. His touch just added a new height to the pleasure that was cursing through me and I was working so hard at not giving into.

I did however find his voice to be comforting and although I never answered him I was glad that he continued talking throughout the ride. Sometimes it was just words of encouragement other times he made full statements. Edward had said something about going to Victoria. But I only half heard it, because I was lost somewhere else. Almost like a Twilight Zone, reality seemed to be in a different dimension.

I peeked my eyes open, realizing we were almost to Seattle, I did little cart wheels in my head. That was until the fucking torture device wrapped around my cunt-

oh my god C-grip - Cunt-Grip. That’s why it’s call that!
I hate that word it’s so disgusting! Some stupid man probably thought up this device and then gave it a disgusting name thinking it was fucking funny! Asshole!

I think I was starting to grow delirious.
Get a grip Bella, and not a fucking C-Grip either. The first thing we are going to do is give this sucker a new name. Pink something pink?
Pinky C… nooo Bella that’s a pink cunt and that’s vile, but I guess it’s better than a brown one. I wonder if there is such a thing?

Yeah I was losing it.

All I knew was that if I was allowed to cum, this thing would be my BFF – That’s it! BFF…that’s its new name.

My little mental rant had distracted me, but my body was declaring a mutiny. I began to realize that my thighs were shaking with the effort of fighting off my orgasm. Impossibly BFF picked up speed and my body shook as the pressure in my stomach became too much to bear and I clamped my mouth shut but it was just too much. I took a deep breath and somewhere in the recesses of my mind I thought, “Yellow!”

I shouted the word through heavy breaths and my knees came up to my chest as I curled in on myself in an attempt to hold it together. I heard Edward’s voice but he wasn’t making any sense. All I could think about was how good it felt and how tired I was of fighting it. I just wanted to cum, it didn’t matter what happened; I couldn’t take it anymore.

Edward’s words were breaking through the haze, “Isabella count down with me twenty-five, twenty-four…come on baby, keep counting…twenty, nineteen…that’s it, clear your mind. Fifteen, fourteen…relax Isabella.”

As I listened to his words I found that I could once again focus on something other then what BFF was doing to me. My eyes flickered open and Edward glanced at me, his hand touched my cheek and I turned my head slightly to kiss it.

“Are you still counting Isabella?” I nodded in a drunken like haze. His eyes flickered back to the road but he finished counting, “six, five, four, three, two, one.” As he said the word BFF came to an abrupt stop and my body shook uncontrollably from sheer exhaustion - I was spent.

“You did fantastic baby.” I heard him say the words, but that was the last thing I remembered until I felt him lift me out of the car. I knew he laid me down and I could feel him take off my shoes. Edward said something about getting Seth and sleep. But I didn’t understand him because I drifted off into an exhausted sleep full of confidence in my submission to my Master.