Chapter 12

BPOV

He left me, I couldn’t believe it. I stood there at the door, watching him get into his car. I thought for sure he was only joking and he would come back in the house and spend the night with me. But he didn’t, he waved and drove away and all I could do was stand there and watch him go.

I had a dull ache in my heart over that, and an even bigger ache radiating from my cooch. “What the hell?” I knew no one was there, so instead of being crazy and talking to myself, I addressed my outburst to Seth. He just looked at me, apparently he was just as perplexed as I was.

I checked the alarm system on both doors, and got ready for bed. But I just laid there. The bed was still rustled from the earlier encounter, and Edward’s smell lingered on the pillows. I tried to sleep, I really did, but my body was craving his touch so bad, that I couldn’t.

Every time my eyes closed all my focus was directly on him. His smell permeated my senses. I could still feel the touch of his lips on mine. My bottom still tingled from the strength of his hand. My stomach was in knots, the muscles contracting on their own, making the ache between my thighs worse.

I looked at the clock “Holy Hell! 11:30.” there is no way I was going to get eight hours sleep. I couldn’t relax. I closed my eyes again willing myself to think about …tomorrow. I had to make some phone calls, Alice, the GYN, I have to renew my gym membership, and then be at Edwards at 6:00.

Yeah Edwards, down in the playroom, I took a deep breath, my body coming back alive, my hands roamed drifted over my breast. Edwards hands felt so good, roaming over my body, before I knew what I was doing, my fingers slid through the slick wetness of my center. “Ahhhh…yes”

“No! …Shit!..Fuck!” My fingers abruptly stopped as my body flew out of bed, with a long winded exhale. I went to the bathroom, and then headed out into the kitchen. Seth followed looking at me like he had something to say “Yeah, yeah, I know that was close” I laughed at myself.

From the corner of my eye, I thought I saw a light flash by the front window. My eyes immediately went to the large corner window with full attention. I didn’t see anything, the blinds were still open, so it must have been a reflection from a passing car on the street.

I made myself some warm milk, and gave Seth fresh water. With my mug in hand, I took Sense and Sensibility from the shelf, and settled back into bed, sipping and reading. It wasn’t long before my eyelids were heavy, the next thing I was aware of, was the sound of the alarm going off. Yarning awake, to the smell of fresh coffee and Edward on the pillow- his scent was fading but it was still there – I smiled and began the day that I never thought would come.

I didn’t have much to do at UW, as soon as the students were done with their exam, I left. Stopping by the gym to renew my membership, and pick up a schedule for yoga and other activities. Edward said it didn’t matter what cardio I did, as long as it was done. Heading back to my car, my phone rang – “Hello Alice, I was going to call you this afternoon.”

I wanted her to know I didn’t forget about her. “Hi Bella, are you busy?” Her pixy voice always makes me smile. “I’m running some errands and then I have to go to the center.”

“What are you going to do for lunch? Why don’t you come here?” I looked at my watch “ I hate to eat and run on you, I have to leave by 1:30.” She tist in the phone “Don’t be silly, that would be perfect, Mia is going down for a nap and I have to leave at by two, so I can get Vinny from school.”

We hung up, and I was at her house twenty minutes later. She hugged me as I came through the door. “Let’s go try this on first, so it’s done. That way we don’t have to worry about time.” I nodded ‘That’s fine with me.”

Standing naked in front of her three way mirror was a little unnerving, and I again wondered why Edward would want to deal with my imperfections. Alice was behind me with a blue leather dress, I think it was a dress. “This has to go over your head, so pull you hair up.”

She handed a hair clip to me, and then proceeded to slide the material over my body. The soft leather conformed like a glove, covering from my breast to right above my knees. Alice moved to my right side, pulling the zipper that went from the top of my hip to the bottom of the dress. As she did the leather enclosed my lower body. It was like being compressed in shrink wrap. I stood looking in the mirror. The leather emphasized every curve, every movement of my body.

I stood there twisting my hips, I knew there was a zipper, and there had to be seems, but I couldn’t see any. It looked like my body was wrapped in one piece of leather. Alice’s voice reminded me where I was “Holy Shit, Bella!”

I looked at her face, she was beaming “This is fantastic Alice” She walked around to my back, pulling the hair clip out “Damn! Edward is going to Freak out!” She fiddled with something on the top, then shook her head “Nope, it’s perfect.” She looked at me, “Ok, now for the fun part, Walk”

Walk? As I took a step, I found that my legs were pinned together and I had to take half steps, each time I did, I felt like I was off balance. Alice giggled, “How the heck am I suppose to walk?” I said with a laugh as I almost fell into her.

“You have to take really small steps, and exaggerate your movement in your hips.” I tried what she said “There you go. Believe it or not Bella, it will be easier to walk in heels, the higher the better.” I looked at her incredulously, before she gasp “We should go shoe shopping.”

“Ah…Alice, How do I sit down?” She pulled over a chair “Try it.”

When I went to sit as I usually would, as normal people do. The dress compressed against my body even more, making me very unstable and I had to use my hands to steady myself. Alice giggled, I glared at her “Oh come on Bella that was funny.” Alice took my hands and helped pull me to my feet. “Ok, try again only this time, lead with your left hip and glide onto this cheek” She said while patting my left buttock. That worked much better at least I was more graceful.

“Umm, how do I sit straight?” Alice had her lips pursed as she shook her head “You mean I have sit all night on one cheek, while the other one is in the air.” I asked with an unexpected giggle. “Yeah, pretty much. But it’s worth it. Then when you get up, just lead with the hip that is raised and support yourself with the opposite leg.” I tried it, and found I had no trouble standing back up. “I’m going to need some practice’ I said to myself, Alice giggled, so I must have said that out loud.

“Thank you Alice, its wonderful” I told her with a hug, I tried to unzip myself. Alice spoke before I could ask. “You are either going to have to have someone do it for you, or you are going to have to sit down to work the zipper.” I sat down using the one hip motion and unzipped myself, re-zipping, just to make sure I could do it. Once I was back in my own clothes, we headed down to have lunch.

We sat out on the patio, eating chicken salad on croissants and fruit salad. We talked about what color shoes I should get, and when the rest of my things would be done. She had a few orders she had to finish, I wondered if one of them was that ribbon costume Rose was looking at on Saturday, but I didn’t ask. We were just finishing up when Alice looked at me “Bella, can I ask you a question?” I didn’t answer her right away. “You can tell me it’s none of my business and go to hell, I won’t care.” I smiled at her “What do you want to know?”

She looked at me with curiosity “What’s the real reason you married him, did you love him?” I sat back taking a drink of my lemonade. I had to think about that, not that other people hadn’t asked me that before. I always answered quickly in the affirmative. But I didn’t think that was true. I was just easier to say yes then to talk about all my insecurities. But I didn’t want to lie.

I thought I loved him, but I just a girl. I didn’t know what love felt like. I suppose I was infatuated with him. I mean all the other girls had boyfriends and Leah was dating Jake. I guess I just wanted to fit in. Because that is what teenagers want to do.” I chuckled “You know I just thought about this the other day. I never cared if he was around me. I never got those butterfly feelings or gitty and happy when I was with him. Not like…” I stopped mid sentence. “Not like what?” She asked me with a knowing grin. “I don’t know, I know Edward less than a week and ...” I sighed “I’m happier being with him than I ever was with James.”

She smiled at me “You know you’re the first woman, he ever brought around.” I was shocked “What?” She nodded and started clearing up the lunch dishes, I helped her. “Yeah, my mother said that, she’s never met any of the women he’s …dated?” she smirked “Whatever the hell he wants to call them. Anyway I’m glad, he needs some happiness too.” I wasn’t sure what she meant by that and I was going to ask, but my phone rang. – Edward, I smiled.

“Hello.”

“Hello to you how is your day?” Alice started loading the dishwasher.

“Good, I had my last class today, and now I am at your sisters.” Alice looked up “Hello Edward, I stole your girrrllfriend.” she yelled stretching out the girl. He chuckled, but didn’t reply to her comment.

“Good, I’m glad you’re having a nice day. Did you sleep well?” I could hear the amusement in his voice, and I narrowed my eyes speaking softly “Once I got to sleep, I did”

“Why couldn’t you sleep?” I could feel the heat in my face from the blush “Because somebody was being mean.” He chuckled. I looked at Alice; she smiled and winked at me.

“Well if it’s any consolation, I’m sorry I was mean.”

“Liar!” He laughed “Ah, my Bella, you know me already.” I giggled.

“Anyway, the reason I called was that I was going to order dinner for tonight. Normally I will cook on Wednesday and Friday, but I’m going to be running late today so I was wondering, if you wanted Chinese or Italian?”

“Ummm…Chinese?” It came out like a question. “Good choice. I’ll see you tonight. Tell my sister I said goodbye.”

“Alright” We said good-bye and I hung up, relaying Edwards message, she gave me goofy grin.

After making plans for next week to go shoe shopping, I headed over to the center. There was a black Mercedes parked in the garage, I figured that must be Dr Cullen’s car. Carol was in her office, I popped my head in to say hi. “Bella, I put the contribution card for Aro on your desk so you can write him a thank-you card.” I asked if anyone new came in or if Sally had called, she answered negatively to both questions.

I sat at my desk; I needed to call my GYN. While I was on hold to make an appointment, I started looking at the mail. The receptionist came on telling me she could fit me in next week. As I hung up, I picked up the card for Aro. My eyes bugged out of my head

“Holy Shit!” I yelled, springing up from my desk. Carol and Dr Cullen came running into my office “What’s the matter?” Carol was concerned. I looked at the two of them “Five Thousand Dollars! He sent five thousand dollars?”

Carol sighed, putting her hand on her chest “Girl, you scared the crap out of me.” Carlisle laughed “I thought you saw a spider or something.” I chuckled “I can take care of a spider.” I looked at Carol “Is this number right? Can I see the check?” She nodded “Yes Bella that’s right. He put in a note; it’s on your desk. He said that he was sending extra in memory of your mother in honor of Mother’s Day.”

I couldn’t help it, the tears came, and they were rolling over my cheeks without my permission. “Awe sweetie, don’t cry.” Carol’s arms were around me, hugging me close. “I forgot it was mother’s day, that’s why he sent it in memory of my mom.” I said in her shoulder. Carol released me, and Carlisle handed me a tissue. They both looked at me with concern; I waved them off with a smile. “I’m ok; I’m just a little emotional.”

Carlisle smiled his warm fatherly smile. “I gave Peggy her physical this morning and the TB test will be ready on Friday, so if you want to call Garrett’s, she should be good to go for the weekend.”

‘That’s good, maybe next week she can get into the boarding house.” I made a mental note to call Garrett. After the two of them left my office, I placed a call to the florist in Forks placing an order to be delivered to Sue on Saturday night, because the florist is closed on Sundays. I then wrote a thank you note to Aro for his generous contribution.

I placed a call to Garrett, he said that if I could bring her out on Friday afternoon, he would get all the paperwork done, and she could start on Monday. That would work well, because there would be an opening in the rooming house on the following week.

Seemed like everything was on schedule, which was something to be thankful for. I finished up the mail that had to be taken care of, checked the inventory, and sent out an email to all of the volunteers to remind them about the training secession in two weeks. I stopped by Carol’s office to tell her I was leaving, and headed out the door to my car.

I had some time, so I stopped by the post office dropping off what needed to go out as well as checking my PO Box. Sometimes I get so frustrated by the fact that I can’t lead a normal life. I mean really, I can’t even have my mail delivered to my home. I stopped by the house to feed Seth and picked up the bag that contained the clothes that Edward had approved of yesterday, along with an extra robe and a few books for my room in his house.

I sat outside in Edwards’s driveway, taking a few deep breaths and getting myself under control. To say I was nervous would be an understatement. The only thing that got me out of my car and on his front porch was that fact that this was Edward. For some reason, I knew I could trust him.

Edward answered the door wearing a pair of faded jeans and a gray t-shirt. “Hello Isabella” As I stepped inside, my nervousness dissipated and my excitement spiked. “Hello” I didn’t call him anything, because I wasn’t sure if I should use a title or his name, so I took the safe bet. He took my bag, placing it on the couch. “Come” I followed behind him, quietly into the kitchen. He held the chair out for me, I smiled at his curtasy. Edward sat to my right at the head of the table.

“Are you alright? You don’t seem yourself?” he asked, opening the paper containers. “I’m fine; I was just really busy this afternoon.”

“As was I.” There was a quiet between us, as we ate. “What did you do at Alice’s?” I was glad he finally spoke, because my nerves started getting the better of me again. “We had lunch, and talked and I tried on the dress she made for me.” He smiled “What color is it? I asked Alice, but she wouldn’t tell me.” why wouldn’t she tell him? That seemed silly. “It’s blue… navy blue.” Edwards’s eyes twinkled and I believe there was a trace of a smirk on his face.

“Isabella, do you remember what I told you about the kitchen table?” I nodded “Answer please”

“Yes Sir, you said this is one of the places where I can be open with my conversations or thoughts.” He smiled “That’s right. So if you know that, why do you seem so… reserved?”

“I’m sorry; it’s just I’m not sure how I should behave or how to address you.” The look in his eyes was intense and serious, his gaze never left mine.

“On our specified times, you address me as Sir or Master. Unless we are sitting at this table, or we are in your room, you are to answer only my Yes / No questions. I will expect clarification, if and only when I ask for it. The only other response that I will accept is ‘As you wish Master.” His quiet calmness allowed what he said to sink in, before he continued. “Other than that, follow my directions and don’t refer to yourself as, I or Me.”

Don’t refer to myself as I or Me? “What do you mean by that?”

“You should refer to yourself as, your girl or this girl.”

Oh yeah, I knew that. I had no personal experience in this lifestyle. I did however do a lot of research, and I defiantly knew that. I was glad that he reminded me. Edward looked at me with a smile on his face. “You are going to forget in the beginning” his expression changing to a smirk “I will remind you” His voice had a determination to it.

“You sound as though you will enjoy that?”

“Oh, I will.”

When the food was just about gone - granted Edward ate most of it – his eyes darkened as he asked. “Are you done eating?”

“Yes Sir”

Edward pushed his chair back, standing up. “Isabella, you have fifteen minutes, clear off this table, prepare yourself and be ready for me in the playroom.” he then walked out of the room leaving me there in my thoughts. This was it. I sat for a few seconds before I realized I was on time schedule. I quickly placed the dishes in the dishwasher and put away the leftovers then wiped the table, pushing in the chairs, before taking my bag and heading down to the playroom.

Stepping through the door I took in the atmosphere of the room. The lights were very dim, soft relaxing music help set the mood of the room. Looking around, everything was exactly the same as I remembered. The only thing that stood out as being different was a small square mat on the floor. The door to my closet was slightly ajar and the light in there was shining through. I took a deep breath and closed myself inside.

Five minutes later my approved clothes were put away, my robe was hanging on the hook and I was completely naked, looking at myself in the mirror. I took a deep breath and stepped out into the world I could only dream of.

I wasn’t sure exactly what I should do, but I figured that he put the mat there for some reason. I knelt down, keeping my back straight, my thighs slightly parted and my hands on my thighs palms up. I kept my head straight, fixing my eyes on a black speck in the wood grain of the floor. I wondered if he put that there himself or if it was just a natural imperfection.

The room was slightly chilled and as I took a deep breath the smell of Jasmine and Lavender flooded my senses. The music was an instrumental arrangement, it wasn’t classical, it had a modern tone, I found it to be very soothing. This turned out to be a very good thing when I heard the door behind me open. My heart started racing, and if it would have been slightly warmer I would have broken out in a sweat. I resisted the urge to use the mirrors to watch him. It didn’t sound as if he was moving and I felt very self conscious of the fact that he was analyzing me.

My body relaxed slightly at the sound of his voice “Very good Isabella. I see you assumed the reason for the mat.” He didn’t say anything else and it wasn’t a question so I remained quiet. ‘In this instance you assumed correctly. You are to wait on the mat, wherever it is placed, with your back to the door.”

He continued to stand behind me; I remained quiet with my eyes boring a hole into that speck. Edward finally moved to the left, I could hear him opening cabinets and gathering things, before ending up behind me again.

I jumped slightly as I felt his hand on my head. “Extremely nice Isabella, you look very natural kneeling before me.” Edward stepped in front of me, the soft faded material of his jeans hid most of his bare feet from my view. A wooded stick about an inch thick also came into view – a cane? Yes I believe it was a cane.

“There are a few adjustments I need make.” Edward placed the cane between my thighs, moving it horizontally tapping my knees. “Thighs are to be opened” I slid them open exposing myself to him. Edward tapped my knees again “More Isabella.”

Once I was the way he wanted me, I felt his hand over my shoulder “Hands should be clasp behind the small of your back.” The new position caused my breast to become more predominate. “Much better my pet.” His hand was now in my hair, gathering it so that it all hung down my back, hiding absolutely nothing from his view. “This is your waiting position Isabella. Exactly like this. Do you understand?” I answered without hesitation “Yes Sir”

“Isabella before we begin there is one thing you must understand and guarantee that you will comply with.” I waited for him to continue. “Safe words. I use two of them; the first is ‘Yellow’. Yellow means caution. If you are anxious, afraid, uncertain or if the intensify is building to fast, Yellow means that I have to slow down and reevaluate what is happening with you. When you say Yellow the session does not stop. Do you understand what yellow means?” I answered immediately “Yes Sir”

Edward continued “The second word is ‘Red’. Red means stop, immediately. I don’t care what we are doing, where we are or who we are with. Everything pertaining to us will stop. Whatever is in my hand will immediately falls to the floor, and you will be released from whatever position or restraint you are in. Red is used when you are in danger, or extreme physical or emotional pain. When Red is said, the session is over for that day. Do you understand what Red means?”

“Yes Sir”

“These words are put in place for your safety and mine. Do not abuse them, but never be hesitant to use them. There will never be repercussions for saying either. I need an assurance that you understand and will guarantee me that you will not hesitate to use either Yellow or Red. I do not want to be in our after session discussion, and you tell me you were afraid or you left something slide. Don’t you ever do that to me.”

He was very serious on that point. “This is on you Isabella, the safety and well being of both of us lies on your shoulders. This relationship is built on trust. You trust me to take care of you, I trust you to use our safe words.” He left that thought linger in the air before continuing.

“Do you understand what each word is used for? And do you promise to use them without fail?” I took a deep breath, knowing that this was very important to him before I answered “Yes Sir” and I meant it.

When he was satisfied his voice took on a stern quality. “Wednesday and Friday nights are confession nights. If you have broken any rules, that is the time to confess. It is easier on both of us, if you own up to any transgression you may have committed. So I ask you Isabella, have you anything to confess?”

I thought for a minute – nothing came to mind- before I answered “No Sir.”

“No?” He sounded as if he knew something I did not. “I know you went to be waxed yesterday, but I ask you, have you followed the food plan I gave to you?” I was sure I had “Yes Sir”

“Have you kept track of your daily intake?”

Keep track? “No Sir” He sighed “So you can’t be one hundred percent sure, that you are following the food plan that I gave to you, to ensure your optimal heath.”

I didn’t think about doing that “No Sir” I know it was irrational, it seemed like such a small thing and yet, I felt like I left him down.

“And your exercise program my pet” I liked when he called me pet “have you participated in those activities the past three days?” I didn’t participate; I didn’t even use my treadmill. “No Sir” I could feel a wave of disappointment roll over him.

“Do you assume that I make rules for you because I have nothing better to do? Or do you feel that by making the rules I am, what did you call me today? Oh yes ….mean”

As soon as the word left his mouth, I knew what I did. My body stiffened Edward was watching me so intently he didn’t miss my reaction. “Isabella, do you have something you wish to say to me.” I thought for a moment, did what I did to myself count? I wasn’t sure; my voice was tentative when I answered “Yes Sir”

“What is it you would like to tell me?” I was glad I didn’t have to look at him. I wasn’t sure if it even was a transgression or not. “Isabella, I’m waiting” his tone was daunting, yet I wasn’t fearful.

“I was having trouble falling asleep last night,,” I spoke quietly

“Who was having trouble?’ What?

“I..” oh yeah “ thi…your girl was having trouble, Sir” I stopped

“Go on” His voice was abrupt

“…and before I…your girl knew what she was doing, mi..her fingers were on herself”
Speaking of myself in third person was harder than I thought it would be. His weight shifted on his feet “I see, so was the orgasm good Isabella?” I didn’t orgasm, I stopped when I realized what I was doing, but he didn’t want an explanation so I answered honestly “No Sir”

He huffed “No...Orgasms don’t bring you pleasure?” Well of course they did “Yes Sir” Edward sounded exasperated “Isabella you are completely confusing me, explain yourself.” I took a deep breath “I...”

“Who?”

I bite my lip “Your girl, started to touch herself; it was like on some subconscious level. I...she could smell you on the pillows and before she knew what was happening or what she was doing, mi...her hands were on herself. But when she realized what she was doing, she stopped.”

“You stopped?”

“Yes Sir.”

“Are you telling me, that you denied yourself the pleasure of an orgasm?”

“Yes Sir”

“Look at me Isabella”

Shit, I didn’t want to look at him, I felt bad enough, I didn’t want to see the anger or worse the disappointment in his eyes. But obey I did, as my chin rose in the air, I took in the sight of him. The button to his jeans was undone, and the waist hung loosely over his hips. He was shirtless and his abdominal muscles rose above the sexy ‘V’ that lead to the land of happiness. My eyes continued to take in his appearance until they finally met his.

“Isabella when I do something, anything, I do it for a reason. I don’t tell you the reason, I shouldn’t have to. That comes with trust. You trust me to do what I think is right and you obey. It’s that simple.”

I felt like a small child, being reprimanded. I could feel the tightness in my chest and the wetness in my eyes starting to form. For some reason of a primal nature, I realized that my body was responding to his reprimand with anticipation.

Edward squatted down in front of me, so his eyes were level with mine. “Isabella, that sweet pussy and that ass” He said this as his fingers ran through the slickness between my thighs, while his other hand tweaked my nipple.

“And these luscious tits and that glorious mouth” As he said that, juice covered fingers invaded my mouth, pressing on my tongue, making me suck the fluids off. After my mouth was empty he continued

“Those are all mine, you willingly gave them to me, and I treasure them. And the only reason your hand ever goes near my pussy without permission is to clean it, so it will be ready for my pleasure. Because whenever anyone inserts or uses my property without permission, they are stealing from me. And that includes you.”

I didn’t think of it like that, and I felt even worse after his words sunk in, the tears that had threaten before fell. He wiped them away with the pad of his thumbs. “I’m pleased that when you realized your misdeed, you stopped. I’m proud of you for that, however your actions have consequences and we will discuss those later.” He stood up “Now if you have nothing else to discuss with me, I would like to get on with our session. So I ask you, is there anything else you would like to tell me about?”
“No Sir” Edward held his hand out to me. “Then come with me.”

I followed behind him over to the horse “Hands out in front of you” My hands came out without hesitation. He was holding a black leather pair of hand restraints. They wrapped around my hand like fingerless gloves, with a strap that buckled around my wrist. He checked the position and fit, before using the clips on them to attach them together. “These are very well padded; there should be no marking on your wrist. Now put your arms in front of you and bend over the horse.” As I did, his hand was on the small of my back pressing me forward, so my butt was high in the air.

Edward made an adjustment to the supports, raising it up about another inch, making me have to lift up onto the balls of my feet. “Legs wide apart Isabella.”

I complied realizing that now I had to stand on my toes. My breathing hitch slightly as I felt his hand rub over my bottom and I might have wiggled it slightly. “Hold still” his hand came down with a ‘slap’, it didn’t hurt, I was just startled, but I held still. A few seconds later I could feel something at my back entrance. I naturally tensed up, but willed myself to relax. It’s easier when you relax.

Edward didn’t say anything as he teased the toy into me slowly. I realized that the music was louder, and he moved the intruder with the beat. It wasn’t very large, and he wasn’t going completely in, it was more like a tease, but it still brought all my senses to that one spot.

The music was growing in intensity as was his hand. My breathing was becoming deeper and a small moan escaped my throat. “That’s my girl, feel it” right after the words left his mouth, a loud drum beat sounded and he plunged the toy into me. “Augh…” the moan of delight escaped my mouth before I could stop it. The butt plug was larger than I thought, and as the fullness hit, my knees almost gave out from the pleasure.

Edward’s hand ran down the length of my back and over my bottom, his finger pushed on the plug, and it started to vibrate. “Oh God...”

“Praying is not going to help you my pet” his voice sounded amused. His hands held my hips “Stand up Isabella”

When I did I was glad for his hands, they gave me support from the dizziness. Edward had my hands in the air and clipped to a rope before I was even completely aware of it. I watched him, his eyes met mine, and there was intensity there that I have never seen before. He was in his element; this is Edward, raw, masculine and so beautiful.

“Keep the small of your back against the horse, legs spread and feet flat on the floor” he walked over to the wall, choosing a flogger, and then walked back to me, with no expression on his face. I’m sure my face must have shown something.

‘Alright my lovely, as much as I like to look in your eyes, I believe I’m going to blind fold you.” He took a black silk scarf out of his back pocket, and placed it over my eyes. His hand ran down the length of my chin, and my neck, over my clavicle and unto my breast. His hands were rough squeezing, kneading, pinching, it was heavenly and I thrust my breast out for more.

Edward chuckled “Ahhh…so very eager my pet. You will have to learn patience.” With that he stepped back taking his hands with him. I whimpered at the loss of his touch. The music became louder, I didn’t know if he was doing that, or if it was set to increase at certain intervals. It was quiet for a split second and then I could hear an oboe softly playing, it was like it was crying to be played, wanting, needing to be heard. The sound was permeating into my soul and my body was wanting, needing to be played along with it.

I didn’t hear anything; I didn’t feel the air stir, all I felt was the rush of nerve endings to the spot where the strands of the flogger landed on my body. It wasn’t pain; it was a slight sting and then warmth. I exhaled loudly, before sucking in another breath. The music built and I thought I recognized it as Tchaikovsky, but I couldn’t be sure. As the intensity of the instruments built, so did Edwards intensity on my body. As the cords grew he would move each strike up my body, flogging my breast several time at the most intense part.

When this would happen, my breathing turned to pants, and I’m sure I moaned from the pleasure of the pain and the delicious warmth that radiated through my whole body with each strike. The music continued to increase in volume and as it would turn into a slower rhythm, his strikes moved down my body, concentrating on my belly, my thighs and in my sex. Oh... When he hit my sex, and the strands of the flogger wrapped around my lower sensitive lips, I would scream out in pleasure, thrusting my hips out, wanting more.

The overload of sensations was beginning to get to be too much. Between the vibration in my butt, the intensity of the music, and Edward playing my body like I was his own person instrument, I was going to lose it. I wanted more, I needed more, harder, firmer, I needed to cum. I wasn’t aware what my body was doing, I truly didn’t care, I know my feet never left the floor, at least I don’t think they did, and my arms were secured above my head. But other than that I just wanted to feel…more.

Edwards’s stern voice broke through my haze of sensations. “Do you want to cum?”

What? “Oh God...yes.” I spoke the words through my breathless voice. The music picked up again, as did his flogger, I was lost somewhere, teetering, I was sort of afraid, I didn’t know what was happening and then through the haze Edwards voice stood out. “Cum Isabella”

Three quick consecutive hits landed on my breast and two between my sex on the third I exploded. Screaming out my pleasure, as white lights and a feeling of euphoric warmth took over my body. My legs gave out, and I was so glad that I was attached to the ceiling, or I would have fell flat on my face.

I felt his strong arms under me, as I became aware that I was no longer standing on the floor, by bottom was perched on something firm. My hands were still fasten to the ceiling and my eyes were still covered. Edward ran his hands down the inside of my thighs, grasping behind my knees. With one quick motion, he was sheathed inside of me. I cried out “Shit!”

I could feel the vibration in my ass, so that plug must still be there. There was nothing gentle about the way Edward was taking me. It was a pounding relentless rhythm that had me gasping. The music was different - what is it? I tried to concentrate on that – Tool? I think it’s Tool – I couldn’t focus, the pressure in my belly was growing so fast, “let it go Isabella”

Edward growled in my ear before I felt his mouth on my nipple right before he bit, I screamed “Fuck!!” That sent me over the edge for the second time. My body felt numb, I wasn’t even aware that Edward was there, until I heard him curse “Oh Fuck!” My legs spread even wider as his cock drilled into me a few more times, “Aughhh…Isabella!” his body shuddered as he called out my name collapsing on me. My head sagged on his shoulder, my body spent. I was in a state of total bliss.

I have no idea how long we stayed like that, minutes, hours, I have no clue. All I know is that his arms were wrapped around my back, holding onto me, as my head was pressed against his shoulder. I felt him move, his hands coming up to remove the blindfold. After blinking a few times my eyes could focus and the first thing I saw was Edwards beautiful green eyes, and wide smile. “Can you sit by yourself for a minute?” I nodded “Yes Sir.” He smiled “Good girl” as he pushed hair out of my face tucking it behind my ear.

I didn’t realize how sweaty I was, until I could feel the strands sticking to my forehead. I wondered how it became so hot in here, then giggled at the thought. “Do you find something funny?” he asked with a smirk as he started to release my arms. “No Sir” He looked at me “Then my sweet girl, please explain why you are giggling.” I thought for a second “It wasn’t really funny it was just a thought. It was slightly cold in here before, now it’s rather warm, and I..Your girl was just thinking of the reason for that.”

Edward unbuckled my wrist, rubbing them gently with his hands, then up my arms to my shoulder, rolling them in small circles. He grinned “Yeah, it gets a bit warm in here, from all the …activity. Can you stand?” he helped me down, holding onto my hips again for support. When he was sure I wouldn’t fall over, he had me lean over the horse again, to remove the plug. He had me picked up and cradled in his arms before I could blink.

Edward carried me to the bathroom, starting the tub. There was a small closet in the room, where he kept towels and bathrobes. Edward left the room, coming right back with two bottles of water. He opened the first one, handing it to me, before opening his own. I started shivering as my body temperature came back to normal and the sweat started drying. Edwards hand was in front of me “Come, this will warm you” stepping into the tub “Ahhhh…” yes that felt really good. Edward sat down, pulling me with him.

I leaned my back against his chest, surrounded by warm water and soft music. My head snuggled under his chin, as he massaged my thighs. “You might be a little sore tomorrow. Just take some Advil, it will help.” I nodded “Yes Sir” My mind drifted to the music in the playroom “May this girl ask you a question, Sir”

“Yes, she may” he kissed my hair, while tracing small circles over my belly. “Was that Tchaikovsky playing” His head moved as he eyed me suspiciously “It was, Symphony No 6” I nodded. “You know classical music?”

“Just a little bit, There are a few that I...” I smiled “that your girl, likes and listens to.”

We were quiet then, just listening to the music that was playing. I think I dozed off, because the next thing I knew Edward was shifting to get out. Once he was wrapped in a towel, he came to get me. My legs felt like mush, and I was glad when he placed the thick robe over me and carried me upstairs. My head hit a soft pillow, and my body was wrapped in a warm soft comforter. I just couldn’t keep my eyes open, but I heard his voice “Isabella, do you need to go home?” Did I? I didn’t think so, even if I did, I didn’t want to move. “No Sir” He tucked the blanket under me “Then sleep my lovely one”

I felt like I couldn’t breathe, it was so dark and suffocating. Try as I may to draw in a breath, no fresh air came. Just complete darkness and stagnate breaths. I tried to get away, but I couldn’t stand, I tried to crawl, only to be able to go a few feet before I was trapped against something. Panic over took me, and I scream.

“Please let me out!” where was I? My hands moved around my surroundings. Oh my god! I was in the box “No..No..No Please let me out!”

Tears poured down my face, making breathing even harder. I was gasping for air. At my feet, the wall slid up, and two arms grabbed my legs pulling me out. I wanted to get out so badly I was glad, until I looked up and his blue eyes stared at me. “Now you pay for not listening!”

“NO!” I tried to kick him away, but he held me fast. “No! No! No! Let me go!”

“Bella! Bella!” something was shaking me, I tried to get away from them too. “Bella, baby wake up!”

My eyes flew open; I looked into eyes of emerald green-Edward. Sucking in a breath of fresh air, I looked around the room, not completely comprehending where I was. “It’s ok, Shhh”


I heard sobs and felt the bed shaking. Edward swept me into his arms, it was only then that I realized the sobs and the shaking was coming from me. Through the haze I saw the light walls, the bare book shelf; this was my room at Edwards’s house. His hands ran down the length of my back “Shhh baby, its ok. It was just a dream. Shhh” My arms went around his neck and I cried. I cried for my pain, I cried for my sanity and I cried because he cared.

Lifting me in his arms, he walked down the hall, and into his room. My body was limp as he laid me on the bed. I felt his hands on my arms prying them from his body. “Bella, I’ll be right there in the bathroom. Shhh…your safe, settle down, nothing is going to hurt you.”

I closed my eyes, trying to will the tears to stop. Edward was back, with a glass of water and a wet cloth to wipe my face. “Here baby, take this off” He helped me out of the thick terrycloth robe that I was still wearing, replacing it with one of his T-shirts. “There, you won’t be so warm now” he said as he wiped my face and down my neck. The coolness of the cloth felt good against my overheated skin.

Throwing the damp robe and cloth into the corner of his room, when he looked at me his eyes were full of concern. “Are you feeling better?” I nodded with a sniffle. His body shifted to get up, I stiffened, not wanting him to leave me alone. “I’m just going to get you a tissue.” I relaxed as I watched him move, coming back with the whole box. I felt even better when I could wipe my nose. He climbed into the bed next to me, his arm over my shoulder, bringing me down to lie on his bare chest.

It was completely quiet in the room; the only light was coming from the open bathroom door. My breathing had returned to normal, Edwards arms were wrapped around me protectively. I felt safe and warm. His voice broke through the silence “Do you often have nightmares?’ I shrugged “Not every night, but sometimes.” I said quietly, snuggling into his chest a little tighter. “Do you want to tell me about it?”

Did I? Not really, how do you tell someone that you relive your worse memories in your dreams. But my mouth opened and the words came out.

“I was in the box” I could feel the tears begin to form in my eyes.

“The box? Like a cardboard box?”

I shook my head sniffling, he handed me another tissue then wrapped my body back up in his arms. “No, it was like a cargo box, wooden. It wasn’t big enough for me to lie down in, and I couldn’t stand up, and it was so dark in there and I couldn’t breathe.”

I took a deep a breath, wiping my nose. “I hated the box, I hated it so much. I would beg to get out. I didn’t care what he did to me, just so I could get out of the box.” The tears were coming back in loud sobs now. My body was shaking from the fear and pain of the memories. “You mean in your dreams?”

My body shook “No, he would lock me in the box.”

Edward pulled me up by my armpits, sliding my body against his. My head now lay in the crock of his neck and I cried, while he held me, whispering how that will never happen to me again and how sorry he was. I cried until my body was gasping for air, Edward never left me go.

When my eyes held no more tears and my body exhausted, he pulled his face back to look at me. I must of have been a mess. His strong hands tenderly tucked my hair out of my face. As I looked in his face, his eyes held unshed tears. His lips touched mine softly, and I could feel his tears run down my cheeks.

He lay back down, speaking softly “How about we go back to sleep?” I nodded, putting my head back on his chest. This man was so kind to me, he woke me, held me, and hell he even left me snot all over his shoulder. How did I ever find such a man?

“Edward”

“Yes?”

‘Thank you” His arms tighten around me “Anytime my love, now sleep.”

I smiled; did he just call me love? It’s a just a word I told myself, like pet or girl, he didn’t mean it. My eyes burned from the tears and when they closed they didn’t reopen.

Chapter 11

EPOV

As I was driving to work this morning, my mind was on Bella. I was running late, because I stayed longer than I should have. Last night was great, after round one, when we were sitting on her bed; I was going to have her use a toy on herself. But the frozen dildo had me undone. I couldn’t even stop myself.

The images formed in my head, and the next thing I knew she was tied to a chair. I watched her closely, waiting for her to make a sound. I thought that she would last only a few minutes, but she surprised me again. And my god was she beautiful. My fucking dick was a titanium rod watching her trying to control herself.

Her legs were open so far, that she couldn’t get any friction between her thighs. She tried humping the air, but that just frustrated her, and amused me. I wish I could have seen her eyes, but I wanted her blindfolded. So I watched as she creased her brow, biting her bottom lip in an attempt to keep silent. I had to push her, use more force on her nipples then I had planned. It worked, her body reacted just I wanted it to.

The sight of my dick in her mouth along with the feel of her tongue moving over me, I felt like a damn teenager, trying to hold my load. I thought for sure she would gag, but no way, she swallowed like an expert. When I told her she could cum, she wasted no time, screaming out a muffled sound around my dick as she tensed in the restraints. She was fucking fantastic, and I couldn’t wait until I could get her into my playroom.

After my last lecture was over, I headed back to my office. I was done with my work; I just needed to hang around for a while, in case any students had questions concerning the final. Alice called me to tell me that she was just about done with Bella’s outfit. I told her that I would tell Bella and have her come over for a final fitting. After hanging up, I took out Bella’s papers, thinking I would look them over.

She really was inexperienced; she had many things listed as never done. But over in the like too side most were marked off as 2 or 3. Some things amazed me, although I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised by anything that concerns her. She marked yes to tattoos and piercings, my girl has a thing for anal sex, she has a strong voyeuristic and exhibitionist tendency and she has no problem with videotaping our sessions. She is an exhibitionist; of course I knew that from Sunday. She also seemed to have a very strong desire for rope bondage that would work well for me, as Zaauuoo is one of my favorite pastimes.

There were a few concerns that I had. She marked experience with fisting and cages, and indicated both as a hard limit. I personally don’t participate in either activity, and I wondered the circumstances that surrounded her participation. If she was only ever with James, it had to have been with him.

I figured this was going to be another story that I really didn’t want to hear, but was going to have to. The only other concern would be her neck. Her vertebras are fused together, causing her to lose full range of motion along with right arm weakness. I’m going to have to keep that in mind. I’ll have to make sure that no extra stress is put on her neck or back. Also, full arm suspension is out, she will need to always have the fullness of her weight on her lower body. I can work with that.

It was close to noon, I wondered what she brought for lunch. I was going to call her, but decided to just walk over to her office. I stood in her doorway she was on the phone with her back to me. She was laughing as she spoke. “What is it with you and peens? Is Bob short changing you lately?”

I knew I was eavesdropping, but I wondered who the fuck she was talking to. Her voice became serious “I’m sorry I am not going to talk about Dr Cullen’s penis with you”

Ok that was enough I made my presence clear. Her chair swung around, she had a shocked expression on her face. “Edward!”
Her face had the most adorable blush, as I stood there watching her. She told Carol – Carol from the center – that she had to go. I thought about her telling me my father was handsome and I figured I would tease her. Besides she looked so nervous as she asked how long I’d been standing there. I didn’t give her a direct answer.
“I’m going to have to keep you away from my father aren’t I?” Yeah, that worked, she was even more flustered, wondering why I said that. I was only playing with her, so I called her an endearment so she would know I wasn’t upset. “Because my pet, first you call him handsome, and then I hear discussing his penis on the phone.”

I teased her a little more, telling her I was going to use the information as blackmail. She didn’t like the thought of that very much. I would never tell, but she doesn’t have to know that. Bella asked why I was there, and agreed to go to lunch. We could have gone to the cafeteria, but the diner had better food and was more private. I wanted to talk to her about Saturday. I was thinking we wouldn’t go to the club until next week. The only reason I was waiting was to see how she would respond and to get to know her limits better. But there really is no reason to wait.

She is very responsive to me, she follows my directions and she has voyeuristic tendency. So, I see no reason to put it off. Besides I’m only thinking for an hour, just to introduce her to the atmosphere. She was nervous, I could tell. Her nervousness was at embarrassing me with her behavior. I plan to start working on that tomorrow night. Set her up with some basic commands and hand signals. We have Friday evening and all day Saturday to work on more if necessary. But I know she is worried for nothing. She will do fine.

I didn’t mean to be short with her, but she does have a habit of interjecting, usually coming to the wrong conclusion, as was evident last night. She did the same again today, thinking I wanted her to go shopping this afternoon. I was stern without losing my temper, she responded as she should have, dropping her head in remorse. I wasn’t angry with her; I just needed to remind her that I don’t want her to think for me. Walking back to campus, we were quiet, holding hands like teenagers. Her skin is so soft and delicate, I find myself wanting to touch her often. I left her with a soft kiss before heading to my last lab class.

I was right on time as I stood on Bella’s back porch, I knew the code to let myself in, but I didn’t want to just walk in without her consent. She answered the door, wearing a white satin robe that barely covered her assets. Her hair was piled on top of her head in a clip. “Hi” I eyed her securing my arms around her, as I leaned in to kiss her “Hi yourself.” my hands held on to her bottom, slipping up under the robe. I growled when I realized she had nothing on under there. “You always answer the door half naked?” She giggled “Only on a Tuesday” She laughed as I swatted her playfully on the bottom.

“Actually I just got out of the shower; I thought you would just leave yourself in.” She was reaching over the counter to get a glass, causing the bottom of her robe to rise over her tush. “I didn’t want to be presumus” I said as I walked up behind her.

She turned around with a mischievous look “You mean you think I would allow you to tie me to a chair and have your wicked way with me, but I would be upset about you letting yourself into the house?”

I shrugged, reaching down for a kiss allowing my hands to wonder over her soft bottom. “Well, I don’t want to be rude.” She laughed “Do you want something to drink?” I took her up on the offer, and she poured me ice tea.

“I didn’t have time to go through anything, and I’m not sure what you are looking for.” She said opening the closet door. I started going through what was hanging there, pulling out a few dresses that I liked. “You can start with these. Show me your corsets and what you would wear with them.”


She opened a chest that was in the back of the closet taking out seven or eight corsets all of different colors. Placing them on the bed, she opened the bottom drawer to the dresser, choosing some pants and a skirt.

“How about any of this stuff” Bella opened another drawer that contained lingerie. “Pick out two of your favorites and let me see them on you?” Taking two items out “you want me to start with the dresses?” I nodded, kicking my shoes off before lying on the bed with my back against the headboard. Bella watched me for a minute, before shaking her head and going into the bathroom.

I thought about being noisy and looking through her toys, but decided against it. She came out in the first dress it was black strapless and form fitting. The next was a blue print, with straps on the shoulder. The last one was purple strapless. I approved them all.

She next came out in the corsets. She showed me three one was pink with black trim, another was dark blue and the last one was white with black ivy vines. She looked spectacular in them, and I was starting to have trouble in the groin area and each time she came out she would saunter around, pivot, pose and then shake her ass at me. She was in a playful mood; I like seeing her like this, and I was beginning to wonder how much she wanted to play.

When she came out in the first lingerie, a pink and black body suit with garters, it was revealing without being trashy and I could picture her walking around the house in that. “How do you like this one?” She asked as she sash-shayed her hips. I nodded

“I have the stocking, I’ll bring them too.” I took a deep breath “Yes, defiantly bring the stockings?”

Her face had a sassy smile pasted on it, as her finger tips slowly ran over her body. “Would you like me to put them on for your approval?”

I heard the words, but my eyes were watching her fingers run the length of her thighs. Oh my, she was getting brave; I kept wondering what happened to my blushing girl, Give her something enticing to wear and the sex vixen makes her debut. I smirked “Just bring them with you.” I looked at the clock as she was heading back into the bathroom.

The door opened and she stood there in five inch black heels that made her legs look amazing. Covering her bottom was the smallest black lace mini skirt I have ever seen. Her breast were incased in a black lace shelf bra. Her pale skin looked flawless and fragile like porcelain. Dark brown tresses of silky hair hugged her shoulders flowing down her back. This time as she moved she exaggerated her hips, giving extra bounce to her bare breast.

“Do you like this?” her voice was alluring, accompanied by a shrewd smile. I quickly sat up, swing my feet to the floor. “Yes, I like it. Come here.” I said holding my hand out to her.

She got an evil glint in her eye, I wasn’t sure what she contemplating, but I knew it was something. “Isabella, don’t make me come and get you.” My hand was still out stretched. She looked at the bedroom door and bolted with a giggle.

I chuckled silently “Ahhh...my little vixen wants to play.” I said as I rounded the corner into the hall. She couldn’t have gone far; she was either in the other room or in the living room. Her giggle gave her away.

She was standing on the far side of the couch. As I got closer to her she shifted her weight. I raised my eyes at her “Isabella, I’m going to ask you one more time to come to me.” She grinned shaking her head, while biting her bottom lip. “Ok, have it your way.” I added with a chuckle.

She put her hands on her hips “Ohhh…I’m scared..I’m shaking.” shaking her body as she spoke in a sarcastic tone. “Oh, baby you really shouldn’t have said that.” I faked a left lunge and when she went right, I jumped over the back of the couch and grabbed her.

“Edward! You cheated!” she was trying to squirm away from me. But I had a tight grip on her. She wasn’t going anywhere. “No, my sassy little pet that was not cheating, that was controlling the situation.” I laughed sitting on the couch, pulling her along with me, “Now Isabella, time to pay the piper.” I said putting her over my knee, using my left hand to hold both her hands securely against the small of her back. My right leg was placed over both her legs to keep her from moving.

“Edward, what are you going to do?” She asked with concern. “What do you think I’m going to do Isabella? I have a sassy submissive that needs her Master’s attention.”

Bella tried to wiggle, but she was pinned to my body. “But..But..I didn’t do anything. You told me to try on the clothes and I did. I was only doing what you asked.” I chuckled “Ok, you get one spank for each transgression.”

My hand was rubbing over her bare bottom. Her breathing was increasing. “What transgressions?”

I swatted her bottom. “Awe” she cooed. “That one is for you playing dumb. Now let’s see. You answer the door half naked. You’ve been shaking your tush at me since I walked in the door. You tease me by shaking your breast at me. Then you make me chase you. You mocked me by saying ‘I’m shaking’. Let’s see, I count five,”

I put the hand in front of her face that I been counting on. “Five Isabella”

“But Edward, I was only playing.”

“So am I daring” My hand came down again.

“Ohhh” The sound left her mouth like a moan. I wasn’t hitting her hard, she was just playing and this is just part of the fun. Besides I told her I wouldn’t punish her with corporal punishment, and I won’t. After each swat I rubbed my hand over the spot, choosing a new location for the next one. She wiggled and moaned; I knew she would enjoy it.

After the last one, I rubbed my hand over her bottom a few more times. She was practically purring in my lap. I leaned over placing a single kiss on her slightly pink bottom. When I left go of her upper body, she still didn’t move. I had to physically lift her up, so she was straddling my thighs as I continued to stroke her soft flesh.

The look in her eyes was pure lust; I left out a deep breath as her wet core came in contact with my extremely hard cock. She wiggled her hips, moaning softly. I placed my hands on her hips to still her “We are going to be late for dinner if you keep that up.”

The huff that left her said everything; she was feeling the effects of the spanking and looking for some release. “Dinner..yeah.” Fingers were running through the hair on the back of my neck. I plucked one nipple in my mouth, suckling softly. “Mmm” she purred.

I left her nipple fall from my mouth, smirking at her protest. “Unless you are going dressed like this, you should go get ready” her brow puckered. “How can you just stop?”


Her question was emphasized by the grind of her sex on my dick. “Control..Now go get dressed.” I answered with another swat on her bottom.

“Later?” her voice sounded hopeful. “I don’t know we’ll have to see.”

Bella huffed again, in protest but got up to get ready. I wasn’t going to tell her, but there would be no release for Bella today. I planned on teasing the shit out of her because I wanted her to crave my touch tomorrow night. I would go slowly, but I definitely wanted her to enjoy our first time together in the playroom.

Jake and Leah’s house was on the next block over from Bella’s. It was a two story with a white picket fence. Bella guided me around the back, where we found Leah sitting on the large wooden deck. “Hey girl, glad to see you could make it.”

Bella hugged her sister “We’re not late.” Leah said hello to me as Jake came through the back door offering his hand. I shook it “Jacob, thanks for inviting me.”

“Oh sure, I’m just glad to see you with all your clothes on.” He chuckled, Bella blushed and Leah smacked him on the arm. “Jake!”

“Owe, woman don’t hit me, I’m not in to that shit.”

Jacob offered me a drink, and the girls went into the house after Bella gave him a pointed look and said something in their native language. Jacob didn’t respond to her, he just smirked and winked at her. We sat down on the chairs overlooking the yard. I looked at Jacob waiting.

“Bells warned me to be nice to you.”

“Oh...is there a reason you wouldn’t be?”

“Nah...It’s just she knows I watch out for her. She’s like a sister to me, always has been. I just want her to be happy and safe; God only knows she sure deserves some happiness with all the shit life has thrown at her.”

He took a long drag off the bottle. “I would never hurt her, I don’t know her very long, but I feel very protective of her. She has a way about her that draws me to her.” I just wanted him to know that I had good intentions and I wasn’t going to just use her and abandon her.

Jacob sighed, “Yeah well, I don’t want to know the ins and outs” he rolled his eyes “that’s for sure. But I’ll give you fair warning, don’t you ever fucking hurt her, or I’ll track you down and kick your ass.”

I didn’t say anything; because his statement wasn’t a warning it was a promise. I was glad that she had someone to watch over her. I wondered why he didn’t do something sooner about her husband. I was going to ask when he spoke up “I should have kick the shit out of James the first time I heard him disrespect her. Maybe...Awe Hell I don’t know. It sure as fuck felt good when I left all my aggressions go on him the last time.”

“Bella said you are the reason he signed the divorce papers.” He nodded with a grin “That fucker, kept her strung along for years always holding the papers over her head. Then when he came here...when I saw her on that table, and once she was in the hospital…I fucking snapped, drove to Forks in a rage. Leah called Sam, he met me in Forks. That mother fucker, he was going to sign those papers or we were going to rip his god damn heart out.”

“I didn’t hear the story.”
“You don’t want to, she will be lucky if she can ever have children, fucking sick bastard.” I could feel the hatred rolling off him, and the conversation was making me angry.

I finished my beer “I’m getting another one, you want one?” He asked inclining his empty bottle towards me. I nodded. Looking out over the yard, wondering what the fuck he did to her and if he came here that means it must have been in her own house. That, would explain the state of the art security system she has.

Jacob handed me a fresh bottle “They are almost done in there, Leah’s going to bring everything out here. So how long you have been teaching Edward?” I answered his question, glad that the conversation had changed but also wanting to know more.

We talked for a few minutes about his job, He owned a mechanic shop, I told him he should talk to Rose she does auto body. The girls came out and announced the food was ready. When we sat, Leah and Jake held hands, speaking in their language. When they were done, Bella leaned over and said it was the same blessing she had said at Alice’s. Leah explained that it is traditional whenever there is company at the table. The food was good, a mixture of beef, chicken and shrimp with all the fixings.

“Did Leah tell you Bells?” Jacob asked with a glance at his wife.

“Tell me what? Did that baby let you see its stuff?” Leah frowned “No it’s stubborn, like it’s father.”

“That’s why I know it’s a girl” I looked at Bella “Why do you say that?”

“Because boys go around showing off their penis to everybody who will look, you know it’s like …Look what I got!”

Leah laughed, I just looked at her, and while she nodded Jacob spoke up “I don’t go around showing off my dick to everyone.” Leah spoke up “Oh Jakie don’t even go there”

“Who do I show my dick to?”

“Oh my god!” Leah murmured

“Not now you don’t, but you use to.” Bella said with a pointed look “When?” Jacob sat back almost dejected.

“That first summer I came to forks, you and Paul would run around the rez naked all the time. Billy was always telling you to put your clothes on.” Bella was rather forceful with her recollection.

Leah nodded her head “I know every time we went outside all summer long, there they were freaking flashing their butts at us.” she waved her arms in front of her. I found this whole conversation rather funny, thinking back to my own skinny dipping days.

Jacob was laughing now “I was seven years old. Besides I seem to remember a much older Bella running naked around the barn and falling in the mud.” Jacob was laughing so hard I could barely understand the last words.

I looked at Bella she was giggling with a blush on her face. “You ran naked around a barn and fell in the mud?” Jacob was hysterical “She did ...Splat!” he crashed his hands together.

“That doesn’t count!” Bella yelled

“I think it counts Bells.” Leah said wiping the tears from her eyes. “You guys made me do it; I never would have done that on my own.”

Poor Jacob was still laughing, I was laughing. “It’s not funny Edward, they tricked me.” But even she started giggling. “Oh baby, how did they trick you?” I said through my laughter “Yeah go ahead Bells tell him your side, let Edward decide if it counts or not.”

Bella looked at Leah with narrow eyes then blushed as she turned to me. “It was all a big set up”

“It was not!” Bella glared at Leah again

“Would you let me tell the story without interruptions?”

Leah held up her hands in surrender. Bella turned back to me with an innocent look “Like I said it was all a set up. We were in the barn playing truth or dare, and I always took truth. Well when it came my turn, these two” she pointed at her friends “started taunting me. Boring Bella always picks truth. Goody two shoes never does nothing wrong” she sung the words out in a chant

“So Emery just started asking the question, you know- have you ever? And I said wait!” she threw her hand in the air like she was stopping traffic “I want dare. And he dared me to go outside and run around the barn naked. I had to.” She was pretty insistent on the last part.

I had to know “Where did the mud come in?”

Bella’s whole face grew emotionless “it rains a lot in Forks.”

Jacob couldn’t stay silent anymore “Oh my god”

He stood up and did an imitation of Bella running around the building “She is trying to cover herself up; she had one arm over her chest and the other over her front.” He was hysterically laughing “and she is running around the building and she slipped on the grass, and she went Splat!...Zoom!” He used his hands to show the movement. I looked at Bella her face was bright red, and she had tears in her eyes from laughing.

Jacob continued “The best part was” he was laughing so hard, everyone else was laughing with him “The best part was she just laid there for like two minutes” he took a deep breath putting his arms in the air “Her arms were stretched out, all you could see was her bare butt sticking out of the mud.” he was still laughing

“We thought she was drowning in the mud” Bella was laughing too “I could have been really hurt.” Leah broke in “When she didn’t get up, I went running out there. I said Bells are you ok? The only thing that came out of her mouth was...Ompf!” She said the last word through a fit of laughter.

“There was like six people standing around me lying naked in the mud. They are just staring at my butt” She was half laughing “Why didn’t you get up?” I asked through chuckles

“Hello…I was naked! Finally Kim brought me a blanket from the barn so I could get up. There I am walking into the house and Sue is standing there. She says’ what happened Bella?”

Leah chuckled “You came up with the lamest excuse. I swear” she looked at me “Bella cannot lie to save her soul. I swear if she ever attempts to lie to you – you will see right through it”

Bella was blushing again “I didn’t know what to say to her.”

“What did you say?” I asked

“She said, my clothes got all wet from the rain, so I took them off” Leah was laughing again “and when I was walking over I fell in the mud” Jacob chuckled “Yeah Bells that was pretty lame.”

Bella rolled her eyes “That was the night Sue gave us the lecture on how a proper lady behaves.” Leah nodded “Yeah and she said your behavior was more like a trollup than a lady.” The girls were giggling “At least she never told Charlie, I would have been even more mortified.”

I laughed “How old were you?”

“I don’t know, fifteen? It was the summer before I started dating James”

Jake looked at me “Now I ask you my man, does that count?”

I looked at Bella she had a hopeful expression “I think it counts baby.”

She was shocked Jacob slapped his hand on the table “Yes!”

“I’m sorry, maybe if you wouldn’t have gotten caught.”

“That’s why I always picked truth!” But she was laughing as she said it. I leaned over to kiss her cheek. “You’re too cute” She blushed. When I looked up, Leah was smiling at us. Jacob just gave me a quick nod, I assumed in approval.

The girls started clearing the table off, Leah brought out some fresh melon for dessert. “So if you don’t know the sex of the baby yet, what’s your news? Unless you have more stories you want to embarrass me with.” Bella said looking at Jacob.

“No, I’ll save them for another time, I don’t want to scare poor Edward away.” he winked at her. Leah was taking a bite of melon “You are looking at the new photographer for the Seattle tourist center.” Bella’s voice was excited “No way, you got the contract?” She jumped up and hugged her sister “I did, and Emery is going to get me a meeting with the Seahawks, I might be their team photographer.”

“That would be great! Oh man Leah; I’m so happy for you.”

She turned to look at me “Emery plays for the Seahawks. He’s some kind of back” Jacob and I chuckled, he clarified “He’s a running back.”

“Emery Sterla, that’s the Emery that had you run naked around the barn”

Bella nodded. Holy hell my girl was full of surprises “Don’t let Emmet find out you know him, he will think you would be able to get him VIP tickets.”

She shrugged “I could, in fact he will be at graduation, his brother is graduating with Seth. You can ask him yourself. He gives Charlie and Billy tickets all the time.”

Did she just ask me to go with her to graduation? “When is graduation?” It was the first I heard of this
“It’s in three weeks” Bella replied “June fourth” Leah illuminated. “The ceremony is Friday, the party and bon fire take place on Saturday, and we will come back Sunday.” I nodded.

Bella tilted her head “You said you wanted to go to Forks, and that would be a good time for you to go, everyone will be there.”

“I don’t think there is anything that weekend, I have to look. But other than that I would love to go.”

She looked at me in shock “You really want to go? You don’t have to if you don’t want to.” I looked in her eyes, lightly running the back of my fingers along her chin. “I told you, I want to see where you grew up, the school, the cliff, the muddy barn yard” I chuckled “I want to meet Charlie and Sue and everyone else who are important to you. So as long as there is nothing else that can’t be changed, I would like to go.”

She sighed smiling as Leah spoke “Good, because I told Seth that we were staying at Mom’s on the rez. He has to go to Charlie’s or one of his friends.”

The girls started cleaning up the table. Bella commented “He is probably going to stay with that Tracy anyway.” Leah huffed “I don’t like her” Bella was picking up the glasses “You don’t even know her.”

“I don’t care, Seth is freaking eighteen, she’s talking about getting married and having babies.” Bella stopped to look at her “I was eighteen, when I got married”

“Yeah and we all know how well that turned out.”

“Thanks,” Bella said dejected, as she walked into the house. “Shit! Bells I didn’t mean it, like that” she called out as she went in the door.

Jacob sat across from me not saying anything, so I did “Are they going to fight?” he shook his head “It’s a sister thing. Leah never liked James; she always said that he was only with Bella for her money.” Oh, what money? “Anyway, she doesn’t bring it up often, they will go in there, Bells will do the dishes, and Leah will wipe up the kitchen. They will each say they are sorry and that will be it.” I looked at him questionably

“Believe me; I have lived with these two almost my whole life.”

We gathered up the rest of the stuff on the table and took it inside. Sure enough Bella was at the sink, and Leah was wiping the stove. Bella looked up “Is there anything else out there?”

“No this is it.” I walked over to her, stroking the back of her hair. I kissed her cheek and whispered in her ear “You ok babe?” She nodded with a small smile on her face.

“Hey Edward, you want another one of these?”

Jacob was holding a bottle of beer out. I looked at Bella who asked “Are we going to play a game Leah?”

“May I.. if that’s alright?” what was she asking me? “May you what?” Standing next to me drying her hands Bella giggle, Leah looked at me questionably then laughed “It’s the name of the game..May I”

“Oh, then yes, I’ll have another.” I left Bella and went into the living room with Jacob. The hushed voices from the kitchen filtered into the room. I presume Jacob had more experience with this than I did, and if he was calm, I could be calm too.

“Dude, don’t looked so worried, I’m telling you they are fine.” Jacob had just finished his statement when the girls came in to join us. Bella sat down next to me with a pencil and tablet. Leah pulled out two decks of cards and sat down next to her husband.

“I never played this, you’re going to have to explain the rules to me” I told Bella.

“It’s simple, it’s like Rummy only you play seven rounds and each round you have to get a different sequence to be able to meld.”

Bella showed me the sequences that had to be gotten, while Jacob dealt the first hand. When he turned a card over from the draw pile, Bella explained “It’s called May I, because let’s say I wanted this card.” she pointed to the upturned card “I say May I, and as long as no one else wants it, I can take it. But I also have to take one from the draw pile.”

“What happens if I want it too?”

Leah broke into the instructions “Then it goes by who is next in line to play.”

“It’s easy, you’ll catch on fast.”

Bella was very sure of herself, and she was right. We played three rounds. Talking and laughing, as we went. Bella was doing the final tally, Leah stood up, walking to the kitchen. She came back with a large glass of milk, Jacob rubbed her back “Heartburn baby?” his voice was sympathetic. She nodded, taking a drink from the glass. Bella looked up “You won Jake”

“Of course I did.” Jacob boasted as he gathered the cards.

We said our good-byes; with the clarification that next week fajita night was at Bella’s. It was a nice night, the air was slightly cool, I put my arm over her shoulder. Bella looked up at me and smiled “What?” I asked her, she just shook her head “nothing” she snuggled in closer to my side.

I stopped walking, with my hands behind her back; I pulled her to my chest. Kissing her soundly, letting my hands roam down to squeeze her bottom. She left out a moan, as I peppered kisses down her jaw and neck. Her head tilted to give me better access. “Are you sure there is nothing?” I spoke in her ear, she giggled as I sucked on her ear lobe. “I have ways of making you talk.”

The hands that were on my shoulders were holding on for dear life. Bella giggled “That’s coercion.”

“I know. Is it working?”

“Nope” she laughed, I pulled back to look at her in disbelief. “You’re going to make me work for this one, aren’t you?”

When she didn’t say anything, I placed one hand behind her neck, and crushed my lips to hers. I softly licked the fullness of her lip and she opened for me. Her mouth was so wet and warm, I groaned from the pleasure of feeling her body pressed up against mine. My hips thrust forward pressing my hard cock into her belly. She moaned rather loudly, and the blare of a car horn brought me back to reality.

When I pulled back from her, she still had her eyes closed, and her breathing was uneven. “I was just thinking that it was …nice, to have you there tonight. I always feel like I’m…like the third wheel.”

When her eyes opened, I was staring into the loveliest shade of warm brown, I have ever seen. My lips met hers once again, soft and reverently “I enjoyed being there, because I was with you.” She smiled again, rising up on her tip toes pressing her lips to mine. “Come on, let’s get you home.” I said as she pulled away.

When we got to the alleyway that went to the back of her house, a car was coming towards us fast. We moved over to the side, but the driver didn’t move out of our path.”Bella!” I yelled grabbing her arm and pulling her with me into the safety of the driveway we were standing by.

The car never slowed or changed its course. If I had not pulled Bella out of the way, the car would have hit her. The tires squeaked as it rounded the corner at the top of the alley. “Baby, are you alright? Who the fuck was that? Do you know who that was?”

Bella was shaking “I don’t know who that was, I didn’t recognize the car.” I wrapped my arms around her “Are you alright?”

“I’m fine, they were really in a hurry” she said looking at the top of the alley. “Come, I’ll make you a cup of tea”

“I’d rather have a glass of wine”

“Wine it is.”

When we got to her house, the phone in the kitchen was ringing. “Hello…Hi dad”

I smiled at the joy that shone in her face and voice as she talked with her father. I set about getting the wine out, then sitting at the table; I was half listening to her conversation while I pet Seth.

“No dad…I’m not keeping secrets from you….there was nothing to tell….who told you anyway….how the hell did Mrs Weaver know?”

I was wondering who that was, and exactly what she was talking about. “Dad…his name is Edward” I looked at her with a knowing smirk. “Of course he has a job…yes he owns his own house….Yes, I met his parents, they are lovely people…I’m sorry…No, I think he is coming to graduation with me, you can meet him then,” She looked at me apologetically, I smiled telling her I was going to use the bathroom, she nodded at me. I heard her last statement as I left the room. “Yes he is here…None of your business.”

I chuckled as I rounded the corner. I never had to deal with fathers, the women who came to me, just came, no strings, no connections. But I found myself really wanting to meet Chief Swan, and I hoped that he approved of me. After using the bathroom, I walked into her bedroom instead of the hallway. Bella was lying on the bed; she looked tired or worried maybe a little bit of both.

I sat down next to her, kicking off my shoes “Is you father alright?’ I asked as I lay back against the headboard. She grimaced “Yes, somehow or another word has gotten around that I have been seeing a man. By the time my father heard it, from all the bitties’, apparently we have been together for over a month, and you are moving in with me.” Bella giggled.

“A month, Huh?...And why am I moving in with you?” Bella sat up quickly, straddling my thighs. “Well, it would seem, that you do not have a job, and nowhere to live” she smirked, drawing her hands to her chest “and you know, poor Bella is so desperate for a man” she looked down and me and laughed.

I laughed in astonishment “Your father actually believed that?”

She laid over me, placing a soft kiss on my lips, speaking sympathetically “No, he didn’t, that’s why he called. He just wanted to get the story straight. And he said he is looking forward to meeting you.”

Her face was buried in my neck, my hands were moving along her back, and over her bottom. “Mmmmmm…” she sighed into my skin. “Well that’s a good thing, because I am looking forward to meeting him.”

Her lips were moving up over my chin, I turned my head to capture hers with mine. Our mouths mingled together, her hands gripped my upper arms. I wrapped my hands around her hips, twisting my body so she was under me. I used the tip of my nose to outline her jaw, placing small kisses over her neck. Her hands were in my hair, pulling me towards her. My hands found their way under her shirt, feeling the silky material of her bra tracing the roundness of her nipple.

My knees parted her thighs, my throbbing erection pushed against her sex. Her hips bucked up against me making me groan, she moaned into my mouth, raising her hips to rub against me once again. A growl escaped my throat “Woman you are too damn sexy for your own good.”

“I’m not sexy.”

I looked in her eyes “The fuck you aren’t. You feel that?” I shoved my jean covered dick into her. Her hips wiggled under me “Yes” she answered breathlessly.

“Where the fuck do you think that comes from?”

She didn’t answer “Do you know how hard it was to not carry you into the bedroom and just have sex with you all night after that little spanking I gave you earlier?”

Her face blushed “No” I kissed her lips “Woman you make me hard just thinking about you, then when my hand was turning your soft white bottom into the sweetest color of pink.” I sighed as she wiggled against me again “Stop that” I hissed, she giggled “Or perhaps you need another spanking.” She giggled again, blushing deeper.

Pushing myself off her, I sat back on my heels. My hands ran along her jeans, up her inner thighs. As I reached the top, I stretched my thumbs out, running them up and down over the seam that ran over her core. She hummed in appreciation. After the third pass, her hips wiggled, trying to get more pressure on her sensitive spot.

My left hand went under her knees, lifting them up and pushing them into her chest. My other hand continued to produce the friction she so desperately wanted over her covered center. Bella started to whimper, shifting her lower body, trying to arch into my hand.

“Feels good, doesn’t it?” I asked looking into her eyes. They were dark and feral, and her breathing grew deeper, as her hips moved with wanton need.

She was close and it just wasn’t happening, not tonight. My hand moved away from the spot it was at, down over her bottom. She whimpered at the loss of contact, and I had to turn my face from her so she couldn’t see my amusement.

After a few passes over her butt, I swatted her cheek, rubbing again before swatting the other one slightly firmer. Bella gasp, but started humming as my hand once again moved to her sensitive area. I didn’t linger there too long, as I made the journey down over her bottom. After the third time of not giving her the satisfaction she desire, she was getting aggravated.

“Please?” Bella implored. I looked at her. “Please what?”

My hands were once again rubbing over her jean cover clit. I could feel the wetness coming through the material. Her body started shaking, her chest heaving as much as possible with her knees pushed into it. I stopped again, moving back to swat over her bottom, she whined in protest “Ohhh…please? Edward please?”

I stared into her eyes. “Ask me, Isabella”

My fingers rubbed with more force and pressure, Bella was squirming so much I had to use more strength to keep her in position. “Look at me, Isabella, and ask me nicely”

Her eyes met mine, her inhibitions were gone, she was functioning on pure need. “Please, may I cum, please?” I looked at her with pursed lips “No!” and I abruptly stopped.

Leaving her knees go, so her feet fell freely to the bed. Her whole face turned into pure astonishment. “What? but.. I asked nice” her voice was weak, breathless and dismayed.

I nodded looking in her eyes “Yes, you did. Not completely in the correct form, but you wouldn’t know that yet.”

I leaned over her body, kissing her lips. Her breathing was still erratic as she tried to comprehend what just happened, or what didn’t happen. She looked confused “Did I do something wrong?”

I kissed her again, then pulled back to look in her eyes while I ran my fingers over her heaving breast. “No Isabella, you didn’t do anything wrong. Orgasms are mine to give or to withhold” I smirked at her. “Tonight I decided to withhold, that’s all.”

“But why?” “Ahhh…Isabella, yours is not to ask why.”

She didn’t say anything else, I guess she understood. She didn’t like it but she understood, and my mission of getting her all worked up with no released was accomplished. “Come on, get up and kiss me good night.” Her voice was heartbreaking “Are you leaving?”

I took her hands in mine lifting her to the floor. “I don’t want to, but I have some work to do.”

I held her hand as I walked through the kitchen. I smiled at her, she still looked dejected. “I will see you tomorrow, six o’clock at my house.” Pulling her towards me, I kissed her soundly. Her fingers ran through my hair tugging gently, while my hands caressed her bottom.

My hands moved up to cup her face, as I pulled back from her “Good night Isabella.” She smiled “Good night.”

I kissed her forehead “Sleep well my pet.” I said walking out the door with a knowing grin on my face. She was not going to be sleeping very well, her body was wound up, and maybe it was mean of me, but I really want her ready tomorrow. As I reached my car, she was still standing at the door, watching me. Her expression was so sad and forlorn; I almost went back in, almost. Instead I waved, got into my car, and drove home.

Chapter 10

BPOV

“Oh, no you don’t. I waited long enough. Isabella”

His words sent shivers through my body. My breathing was hard and heavy with his hands working on the buttons of my shirt. His lips were hungry against mine as our tongues danced together. My hands held his forearms tightly. The muscles under his shirt taunt from holding himself up. I wanted his shirt gone; I needed to feel his skin against mine.

His hands went around my waist and he rolled so I was now on top of him. My skirt was hoisted up around my thighs. His hands removed my shirt and his mouth found my nipple teasing and stroking it through the thin cover of lace on my bra. I was on fire, grinding my hips against anything that would help get rid of the aching. His mouth continued teasing my nipple sliding it between his teeth. The pressure in my belly started increasing my mouth was making noises I couldn’t stop.

My mind was so frenzied I just wanted to feel him. I reached behind my back stroking his length, he was warm and hard and big. His hips jerked forward to meet my grip, as he groaned. I don’t know when he opened my skirt, but he must have, because when he turned us back over, he was peeling it off my legs. I perched myself on my elbows as he knelt between my thighs. His eyes caught mine

“Watch me Isabella” his nose ran a line from my navel to my panties. His chin ran along the top edge of the pink lace. My breathing was embarrassingly loud as his nose skimmed over the silky material blowing his warm breath over my heated core. I whimpered as my hips lifted on their own accord.

“Mmm...So eager, you smell so good...Isabella” He said my name like he was praying as his moved back and forth over my sensitive spot. I moaned as he said my name. His fingers moved to my sides, hooking his thumbs in the thin material, he pulled them slowly down my legs, watching me the whole time.

“Don’t take your eyes off me” He placed kisses along my hip, letting his teeth graze along the bone. Making me tremble with anticipation I closed my eyes as the sensation got the better of me. He pulled on the small patch of pubic hair I had left. “Watch” he warned.

His lips moved down my inner thighs, drawing a line with his tongue. My body felt like it was going to combust as his breath cooled the heated skin.

“Please…” I implored

“Oh Isabella, I like when you beg.”

His eyes bore into mine as his tongue made a swipe up my slit. “Ohhh...Edward.” my eyes fluttered, but I forced myself to keep watching. He traced a line down my other thigh, this time when his tongue hit my clit, he circled around it. “Ohhh...God...”

“Watch Isabella ...watch” he went back to using his tongue, circling around my clit and alternating with long laps. His hand moved, and his fingers went inside me. My hips bucked up, as he inserted another finger, moving them in time with his mouth.
My body was so aroused, the sensation was overwhelming, my voice was trembling “‘Oh God Edward ...Oh .Augh...God.” I was panting and struggling to keep watching “Ed…ward” His mouth clamped on my nub, and he bit.


My head flew back, my arms could no longer hold me, my whole body shook with sweet release, and I rode out the greatest pleasure I had ever felt. I lay catching my breath, I felt his hands on my calves and I felt myself sliding on the bed. The next thing I knew Edward had entered me in one long stroke, “Oh my God” I was so full and he felt so good. My feet were up by his shoulders, his hands on my hips, and he started to move.

“Oh...Isabella, so good, so warm, so fucken tight.” His eyes bore into mine; I couldn’t take my eyes off him. “Touch yourself” he commanded through long deep strokes. I wasn’t sure what he meant and I couldn’t really think so I just did what felt good. One hand went to my breast, squeezing my nipple and the other found my clit. A few more strokes and the pressure started to build; I pinched harder, both hands now squeezing my nipples. Edward’s hand had taken over down below.

I looked in his eyes, they were dark and mysterious. He grinned wickedly “Cum Isabella “and he pinched my clit, hard. I erupted, screaming his name as my back and hips arched off the bed “That’s it baby... milk me” I didn’t know what he was talking about, I really didn’t care. I was just relishing the euphoric feeling

“I’m going to cum...Watch me” After few more strokes, his head fell back, with a serene look. He grunted calling out my name, as he buried himself deep inside me. His body collapsed on top of me, I wrapped my arms around him, holding him tight as he kissed me.

After a few minutes, he withdrew from me, leaving me feeling empty. He rolled to my side, removing a condom. I looked at him “What?” he asked. “When did you put that on?” He chuckled “You really are unobservant when you are otherwise indisposed.” I giggled “I guess I am” He kissed me, drawing me into his arms. “Ah, my Bella, I’m going to have to remember that. That little piece of information just might come in handy.”

I lay with my head on his chest, tracing the outline of his stomach muscles. “Are you going to go home now?” His hand was stroking my hair “Do you want me to go home?” Lifting my head to look at him I said with conviction “No, I’d like you to stay.”

“Then I’ll stay” I smiled. His face was like an angel, a wickedly sexual angel, but he was mine. He grinned “You alright?” I didn’t know what he meant “Yes, why wouldn’t I be. I feel really, really… good.” I could feel the blush creep over my face. “Do you now? Who would have thought?” I giggled, reaching up to kiss him.

We were quiet for a few minutes. “What are you thinking about?” I am pretty sure I hummed “I was wondering when we were going to do that again” that made him laugh

“So, I can assume you enjoyed it” I looked at him in shock “Of course I enjoyed it, why wouldn’t I?” What was he talking about, who the hell wouldn’t enjoy orgasms. His hand skimmed down over my back, his touch always making that tingle break out on my body. “You said you didn’t enjoy sex before.” Oh, I put my head back on his chest tracing a circle around his navel.

“Well, I wouldn’t call with James sex, it was more like… demoralizing” His arms tighten around me. “How so Bella?”
My body moved up his, so my face was in the crook of his neck. I breathe in deep, relishing the smell of him. “I don’t want to talk about him now.” I spoke with my lips against his neck. His head moved away so he could look at me. He was serious when he said “Ok, another time. But we will talk about it.”

I sighed, rolling onto my back, my eyes were closed. I was somewhere between totally happy and slightly perplexed. “Why do you want to hear all of that shit?” The bed moved and I could feel Edward hovering over me.

“Bella” I opened my eyes, he had a look of concern “I don’t want to hear all your shit. Believe me, I wish I didn’t have to, but I am going to be pushing your limits and the last thing I want to happen is for you to start freaking out over something I don’t understand. I need to know, your fears and anxieties, maybe we can work through them. Bring you and me to a place where all the shit in the past, has no bearing on our present.”

My eyes were beginning to fill with tears. I couldn’t understand why he would take the time to care so much about me. He wiped the corner of my eyes with his finger. “Why the tears, my Bella?” I liked when he called me his and I smiled at him “I never had anyone care.” he kissed me. “Well get use to it.”


Edward sat up with his feet on the floor. He was looking for something in his pocket. I hope it’s another condom. I blushed at the thought, until he stood up, then I gasp and blushed at the sight in front of me. His legs were tone, the muscles in his butt flexed. I thought that was a good view until he turned around. I didn’t get to fully appreciate the beautiful man that had just shared my bed.

“Do you like what you see.” his voice brought me out of my stupor and I realized I was staring with my mouth hanging open. God I hope I wasn’t drooling. I shook my head, blinking. “What?” he chuckled “I said, do you like what you see?” My face heated and I blurted out “Yes, yes I do.” He laughed, pulling on his pants. “Well then my dear, we are even, because I like what I see too, very much.”

I rolled my eyes, and then realized he was putting on his shoes. “I thought you were staying?” I tried to hide the anguish in my voice. “I just want to go lock the cars and close the garage door. I’ll be right back.” I picked up his shirt putting it on, rolling the sleeves up over my arms. I know it’s his, but I figured if he could be in me, I could be in something that was his. Besides, it smelled so good.

“Ah...Bella, how the hell do I get out of here?” I laughed as I came into the kitchen, showing him how to disengage the alarm. He muttered as he walked outside “It’s like god-damn fucken Fort Knox”.

I picked up Seth’s bowl washing it out and giving him fresh water, opening a bottle of water for myself. While I was getting the coffee ready for the morning, Edward came back in. He eyed me, probably wondering why I had on his shirt. He grinned “Now how do I arm this thing again?” he asked pointing to the alarm. I showed him how to reset it, and offered him some water.

Turning around to get him a fresh one, I felt his hands wrap around my waist, his chin resting on my neck. “I approve of this outfit.”

“Do you?” His hand moved up to cup my breast, teasing my nipples with his fingers.

“Yes” he spoke in my neck “Perhaps I will leave it here, and stock your closet with nothing but my shirts.” I shivered as his lips kissed my neck. “Well I’m glad you approve.” I said holding the water bottle out for him.

After checking the front door - out of habit - and closing the blinds in the living room, we were back in my room, naked sitting on the bed talking. He asked about birth control.

“I’m not on anything. There was no reason for it.” Edward tilted his head to the side. “I figure you weren’t unless you had some medical condition. I mean you haven’t had sex in what...How many years?” He grinned mischievously.

“I’ve had sex.” I stated mater-of-factly. His face was full of confusion “But you said you haven’t been with a man in a long time.”

“I haven’t” His eyebrows raised “A woman?”

“No!” Now he was really confused, he looked around the room, eyeing my night stand. “Oh...self-induced sex. What do you have in here Isabella?” His hand was heading for said night stand.

I leaped over his body, trying to get to the cabinet before him. But he was faster. His other arm held me securely against his body. He got that wicked sexy grin on his face as he surveyed the contents. “Which one is your favorite?”

I glanced over his arm “You mean in there?”

“No, I mean in your freezer.” he answered sarcastically. I was shocked “How did you know there was one in the freezer?”

He looked at me like I had just grown another head “Come with me. Now!” Taking my hand and pulling me into the kitchen, tearing open the freezer door. He rooted around, finally taking out the pink velvet clutch. After opening the end, he held my frozen glass dildo in his hands.

When he looked at me, his eyes glazed over with lust, and I could see him thinking as he looked around the room. I stood there as he went into the living room, returning with his pants on and the wooden chair from my desk and a pillow. He placed the chair in the center of the room,

“Isabella, sit!” It wasn’t a request; I did as I was told. He pointed to a spot on the floor “Keep your eyes on that spot. Don’t look away.” My chin dropped and I stared. I could hear the door opening, and I felt strange sitting naked in my kitchen staring at the floor, but I didn’t move.

The door closing startled me. I knew in my mind it was Edward, but the possibility of it being someone else, left me feeling both frightened and aroused. I flinched, feeling a hand on my shoulder “It’s just me Isabella.”His finger ran the length of my arm.

“Do you trust me?” I nodded “Answer!”

“Yes, I trust you.” He dropped something on the floor, and I felt his other hand touch my over heated skin. Geez I’m soaking wet and all he did was touch my arm. He gathered my hair so it hung down my back then his hands were off me.




I wanted to whimper at the loss of contact and I bit my bottom lip, trying desperately to keep my focus on the floor. Edward was in front of me, he pulled my left leg so it was on the outside of the chair, securing my ankle to the bottom of it, repeating the process on the other side. When he was done he looked in my eyes “We good here, Isabella?” he stroked my cheek as I answered “Yes Sir.”

“Good girl”

He was behind me again tucking the pillow behind my back, making my bottom teetered on the edge of the chair, but giving my lower back support. His hands wrapped another length of rope above my knee, bringing it around the back and securing my other leg, so I was open and unable to move my legs at all. His hands pulled my shoulders back, so I leaned backwards pushing my breast out. This also caused me to lose my focus spot on the floor.

I panicked a little when I didn’t have anything to focus on, but his fingers ran in a smooth line down my neck, over my breast and down to my soaking core. I whimpered as his fingers touch the slickness. “So wet for me Isabella. I couldn’t ask for more.”

I stayed quiet, not sure if I should talk or not, and not really knowing what to say. He had a long black silk scarf in front of my face, covering my eyes with it. He wrapped it around my eyes twice, then gathered my hair wrapping it in the silky material, then around my eyes again. He tugged on the scarf forcing my head on an angle and tied the end to the left side on the back of the chair. When I tried to move my head, it pulled my hair. It wasn’t painful, just uncomfortable.

“Now Isabella, I do believe you are ready. I left your hands free, because you’re going to need them. I want you to remain quiet. Don’t make a sound. The only thing that is allowed to come out of your mouth is the word red. That will stop this immediately. Other than that, not one peep, do you understand?”

I didn’t know what to do, so I nodded, causing my hair to pull against my scalp. I had to bite my lip to keep quiet. “Good girl”

I flinched when his hands ran over my shoulders, down my chest, he began to circle my nipples. I thrust my chest out as much as I could. I wanted to feel his hands on me, instead of the teasing touch he was using. My breathing sped as his fingers became more forceful. I tried to rub my thighs together, but there was nothing to provide any friction.

“Nothing there my pet, I guess you’re just going to have to learn patience.” He was still playing with my nipples, except he was now pulling and rolling them between his fingers. I was soaking wet, and my breathing was coming out in pants. My clit was throbbing with need. His one hand slid down and swiped up my center. I couldn’t help it I moaned from the contact.

“Uh, Uh Isabella. Quiet!”

He stuck the fingers he just wiped up my juices with into my mouth, “Suck, maybe that will keep you quiet.”

I sucked them greedily like a starving baby. He was right by my ear “Your juices taste good, don’t they? Like Ruby Red Grapefruit, sweet and tangy.”

His fingers left my mouth with a popping sound. I tried to get my body under control, but his fingers were relentless on my nipples. I was squeezing my inner muscles trying to relax the buildup of pressure I was feeling in my stomach. But that was just creating more tension. He pinched both nipples and I moaned loudly

“Oh, Isabella...what am I going to do with you?”

I felt cold at my entrance, I wanted to feel it in me so bad, I strained my hips forward. Edward pushed the frozen dildo half way in. “Hold it, Isabella”. I went to use my hands, he pulled them back “No hands yet, you better use something else.”

I squeezed the muscles around the intrusion as tightly as I could. Holding my breath afraid that any movement would cause me to lose the grip I had. I heard a zipper open, and then he shoved the dildo the rest of the way in me.

“Ahhggghhh” I couldn’t help it. It was sweet torture, and I needed to feel the friction so badly.

“Now, use your hands, to fuck yourself.”

I wasted no time and used the dildo like it was life support. My hip bucked as far as the restraints would allow. He used one hand on my nipple and one circling my clit. I was so close, I whimpered. He stopped touching me.

“If you can’t be quiet, I’m going to have to find something to fill that naughty mouth of yours....hmmm. You keep fucking yourself.”

I did, I wasn’t sure what he was going to do, and I didn’t really care. I just wanted release from the tension in my body. “Open your mouth Isabella”

“Wider!” I complied. The warm head of his cock touched my lips, and I stuck my tongue out to capture it.

“Isabella, I’m going to give you the pleasure of sucking my cock in an attempt to keep you quiet”
I swirled my tongue around his head. The velvet texture was soft and smooth. I used my tongue to suck him into my mouth. He hissed. As he pulled out my tongue lapped up his length, swirling around the head, before he pushed back in.

I was a frenzy of sensations, as he kept up a steady rhythm while I used the dildo on myself. I could feel the pressure building in my stomach, as Edwards pace quickened. “Don’t…cum…until...I. ..do” he said through thrust. My body was in overdrive, and he’s telling me not to cum. My breathing was erratic between the pulsing need between my legs, his torturous nipple treatment and his cock in my mouth; I was going to lose it, fast.

I could feel Edward’s dick start to throb. I concentrated on using my mouth, creating suction. When he pulled out, my teeth scraped along him, “Isabella...oh...Fuck!” As he entered me warm streams of thick liquid shot into my mouth, I swallowed as best as I could, lightly sucking and licking the underside of hm.

“Now Isabella...now you can cum” I heard his breathy words. My fingers came up rubbing circles round my clit, it didn’t take long and I was exploding. I cried out around his cock that was still in my mouth. I struggled to stay upright as my body went limp.

I became aware of Edward undoing the ties, and he must have taken off the band around my eyes, because I could see. He picked me up off the chair, and carried me into the bedroom. Leaving me for a minute while he went into the bathroom. I was still numb from the orgasm laying in complete relaxation when I felt Edward’s hands on my thighs, massaging the muscles. Then he used some kind of ointment on my ankles and knees.

When he was done, he crawled in next to me, pulling the cover up over us. I didn’t realize I was shivering until I felt his body spooning against me. “Shhh, you’ll warm up in a minute.” he kissed the top of my head. My body started to calm down as I warmed up. “You better?” he asked quietly
“Yes, what was that?”

He tightened his arms around me “It’s an endorphin rush, it last a few minutes.”

I yawn, his face nuzzled in my neck. I was so warm and content. ‘Are you alright, that wasn’t too much was it?” I had to force the words from my mouth “No, that was great”

“Good, do you think you could do more?”

More of that, hell yeah bring it. I didn’t say that though “Yes, more, but not tonight.” He chuckled in my ear “Sleep now, my Bella...sleep” And I did.

The morning light was shining in the window over the bed; I could see it behind my eyelids that refused to open. I felt too safe and warm to leave this happy place of peace just yet. I felt arms tighten around me, and warm breath on my neck. Mmm… Edward.

His smell permeated my senses and my libido kicked in. Snuggling my body closer to his, well hello there little eddie...I giggled at the thought of Edwards peen being called little eddie, perhaps Mr. Ed was a better name.


“What is it you find funny, so early in the morning?” he said, nuzzling closer into my neck. I certainly wasn’t going to tell him that I just named his penis

“Nothing” I said innocently with a grin.

“Nothing? You just laugh at nothing?” I nodded

“ah, uh” His hands pulled me firmer “For some reason, I don’t believe you.” and he started to tickle me.

I squirmed, trying to get away “Oh My God...Edward stop!” I yelled through bouts of laughter.
“Tell me” his fingers continuing to tickle

“Please! You’re going to make me pee!” he laughed “..It’s your bed”

“Ahhh..Edward... Ok, ok I’ll tell you!” but he didn’t stop “I’m waiting” oh god I was going to pee myself “ok...I named your peen little eddie!” I said through tears of laughter.

He stopped abruptly “You named my penis, little...eddie?”

His voice sounded astonished as he hovered over top of me. I looked up at him through my eye lashes, “ah, uh ...it just popped in my head.”

He looked at me in disbelief, “Oh” he grinned “Don’t you try to play innocent with me. You better come up with another name.”

I blink twice, biting my lip “Well, how about Mr. Ed?”

Edward roared with laughter, falling on his back. “Mr. Ed?” he laughed some more.

“You don’t like that name either?”

“I suppose I would rather have my penis named after a horse, then anything that begins with little.”

I smiled at him. His hand was skimming over my bare shoulder. “How are you this morning?” My head ran through a mental inventory “I’m fine, my thighs ache a little bit, but not too bad.”

He sat up slightly “let me see your ankles?” He inspected the marks left from the rope. “That’s not bad, I’m afraid you will have to wear pants today. You should get some A&D ointment, to keep here. Ok” I agreed as I looked at the red lines, that would remind me of last night.

“I really should have waited to do any kind of activity with you.” I looked at him; he had a look of remorse on his face. “Why?” I was confused, didn’t he want to.

“Because, I haven’t given you proper instructions, or looked over your limits, or know if you have any physical limitations.” He got that grin on his face. “It’s just when I took that frozen pop out of the freezer, the scenario ran through my mind, and I couldn’t stop myself.”

He pulled me towards him. “See what you do to me? Make me lose my composure.” He kissed me, I thought maybe little eddie want to come out and play until Edward sniffed the air “Do I smell coffee?”

We were sitting in my kitchen eating the omelets I made. Edward was fully dressed; I was in a t-shirt and pair of panties. We were talking about our upcoming day, when a thought occurred to me. “Edward, about last night.”

Keeping my eyes on my plate I explain what I was worried about. “Were you, disappointed?”

He made a huffing noise “No!. Why would you think that?” I could feel him watching me, but I was to chicken to look up. “Because I couldn’t keep quiet.” His hand was on mine, when I looked up he was grinning

“Isabella, you did great. You stayed quiet, longer than I anticipated. I had to push you to get you to make noise.” I wasn’t sure what he meant “You mean you wanted to me fail?” He shook his head “Not fail. It was part of the scene I came up with. I needed you to make noise, so I could move forward.”

I must have looked confused, because he went on. “That doesn’t mean that I want you to disregard my instructions. On the contrary, you follow them as best as you can. Remember I told you, not to think for me, or try figure out what I’m doing?”
“Yes, you said just follow your instructions.”

“Right, and that’s what you did. I could see you struggling to keep quiet. Like I said, I haven’t learned your limits yet. After last night I have a better idea, and I’m going to push them.” He got an evil glint in his eyes. “It’s better that way.” I giggled

The house phone rang as I was getting more coffee. “Good morning Leah” Edward smiled “I’m going to go get my stuff in the bedroom” he said quietly “ok” I smiled as he kissed my forehead “Bella, Who’s there with you?”

“Umm…Edward, we were just finishing breakfast.”

“Did he come for breakfast or stay for breakfast?” she asked mockingly. “Umm..Stayed?” I grinned at the thought. “Well, was it good?” Edward had returned. “Yeah, later ok.”

“Alright, just making sure you are coming tonight. Bring sex-on-a-stick with you.” I looked at Edward wondering if he would want to go. “Edward, Tuesday night is fajita night, this week it’s at Jake and Leah’s, do you want to come?”

“Sure”

“Ok Leah, we’ll be there.

After my phone call, Edward was getting ready to leave. “What time tonight?”

“We usually eat around six.” He reached for me, kissing me softly, his hands holding on to my bottom. “So, I’ll be here around quarter after five, and we can walk over?”

“That sounds like a plan.”

“Good then kiss me again, so I can go home and shower.” I must have put a little too much effect into the kiss, because he groaned. When he pulled away, he swatted my bottom. “Yeah, I am defiantly going to rethink those limits.

I was running late for work, I didn’t bother shaving because I had my appointment this afternoon for my waxing. I looked at my ankles and lower thighs, they were slightly red. I grimaced, wondering what Ellen is going to think. Yeah well, I’m sure in her line of work, she has seen it all. I shuttered at the thought. I quickly fed Seth and headed to work.

I had to call Carol, make sure that she knew to get Peggy’s physical and TB test done. “I didn’t get to talk to you yesterday, how was your weekend?”

“It was absolutely great. I spent Saturday afternoon sitting in a hot tub and Sunday afternoon riding around Bainbridge on a motorcycle.” I’ll admit it, I was smug. “Damn girl and I spent the weekend cleaning and working in the yard”

I giggled “Eat your heart out”

“yeah, yeah,...bitch” we both laughed. “I’ll have Dr Cullen look at Peggy when he comes in.” That was news to me; I didn’t know that he was official. “Will he be in today?”

“He is just bringing over some supplies, he will here officially tomorrow morning” I smiled at the thought. “I really like him Bella, and he’s really easy to look at” she laughed “Well you should see his wife, Esme”

“Married, figures. He probably has a big peen too”
I laughed “What is it with you and peens? Is Bob short changing you lately?”

“Hey a girl can dream” I shook my head, trying to be serious “I’m sorry I am not going to talk about Dr Cullen’s penis with you”

I had just made the statement, when I heard a throat clear behind me. Turning in the direction of the sound - Oh Shit!- “Edward!”

He stood in the doorway, his arms folded over his chest, with raised eyebrows. “Ah...Carol, yeah I got to go. I’ll see you tomorrow...I think”

When I hung the phone I swiveled the chair in his direction “Hi” I tried to sound casual “How long you been here?” It was an honest question, right? Edward quirked his head to the side

“I’m going to have to keep you away from my father aren’t I?” He had that look in his eye, the same one he had last night in the kitchen. “What? Why do you say that?” I stuttered

“Because my pet, first you call him handsome, and then I hear discussing his penis on the phone.” My face heated “I told her I wouldn’t discuss his penis with her” He grinned “I heard you say that’

“Maybe I should warn my father about the women he is going to be working with.” I gasp, watching him walk over to my desk sitting on the edge. He smirked “Don’t worry your secrete is safe with me. Besides I can always use it as blackmail” He laughed, I didn’t find it funny.

“Blackmail for what?”

“Oh, I don’t know, I’m sure there will be something that I can use it for.”
He laughed probably at the expression on my face. I figured I should change the subject.

“So, what do I owe, to this unexpected visit?” He strolled into the room, sitting on the edge of my desk. “I thought maybe you want to go get some lunch with me?”

Oh. I looked at the clock; I didn’t realize that the morning was gone. “Yes, can you give me five minutes to finish up here” I motioned to the computer screen. He nodded “Sure, take your time.”

I went back to my grade book, putting in the grades that I had finished. It was slightly awkward having Edward sitting over top of me, so I turned off the program, and wrote a note telling my students to leave their papers in my mailbox.


I thought we were going to the cafeteria, so I was surprised as he ushered me in the opposite direction. I looked at him questionably “Is the diner alright, or would you rather go somewhere else?”

“No the dinner is fine.”

We talked about our morning as we walked the three blocks to the city diner. It is nothing fancy, but they made fantastic homemade soups. Once we were seating in the corner booth, our drink orders placed Edward got a serious look on his face. “Alice is going to call you.” It wasn’t a question; it was just a statement of fact.

“What does she want?” I couldn’t figure out why she just didn’t call me herself. “Your outfit is ready for a final fitting; she is going to need you to go over there sometime before Friday morning.”

“Oh” I didn’t know why it had to be by Friday, “That was quick, I didn’t think she would have it done so fast.” He smiled ‘When Alice gets her hands on something, she is a force of nature until it’s finished.”

The waitress came with our drinks, and took our food order. She eyed Edward and appraised me. I can’t say that I blame her, but that doesn’t mean I like it. Edward dismissed her with his short answers, effectively ending her ogling. When the waitress left after a second glance at me Edward began talking.

“I looked over your papers this morning. I didn’t get to study them, I just took an overview.” I took a sip of ice tea, by the look in Edward’s eyes our conversation was about to get serious. “I believe we will be going to the club on Saturday night.”

As Edward spoke the words, I could feel the panic in me rising he must have sensed it also, because he took my hand in his. “Isabella, calm down. There is nothing to be afraid of. We are only going to go for an hour or so. I will not leave you out of my sight, and no one will hurt you.”

Was I afraid? Maybe a little bit, I was excited but apprehensive. “I’m not afraid. I just, I don’t know what to do, and I don’t want to embarrass you.” He smiled “Just do what you been doing, follow directions and obey my rules.” The waitress brought our food. I wasn’t sure I would be able to eat.

After she left, he started eating I played with my spoon. His voice brought me out of my reverie. “What are you thinking about?”

“I just wish I felt more secure in what I’m doing. I mean, how I am supposed to behave.” His eyes were intense, his expression was one of determination

“We have a few days to do basics. Come Saturday, if I don’t think you’re ready we will not go. But as of right now, between what you marked on your papers and what I see. That’s my decision.” I was trying to think what I marked on the papers that would make him feel that way. “Ok, I trust you” His smile was intense “Good girl, now eat your lunch”

I forced myself to eat, still feeling unsure, but I did trust him and he wouldn’t take me if I wasn’t ready. Then the thought accrued to me “Did you tell Alice to rush my dress?”

He shook his head “No, and the fact that she is almost done with it, had no bearing on my decision. It will be nice if it is done, but it doesn’t matter. We are going shopping anyway; we have a closet to fill.” He smiled “What are your plans for today, after work?”

“I have an appointment for my waxing at three.” I was going to continue but he cut me off “Oh, I’m glad you mentioned that. You know that little patch of hair you have?” I looked at him and nodded “keep it, I find I rather enjoy it, and I believe I can find a use for it. So, for now leave it.” He grinned.

I was surprised and wondered what he had in mind, but then again maybe I didn’t want to know. He got that wicked grin again, and I got wet panties. I squeezed my thighs together and he chuckled.

“Ok, if that’s what you want. Anyway then we have dinner at Jake and Leah’s. I don’t have time to shop today.” He frowned “Don’t think for me Isabella, I had no intension of shopping today.”

His voice was exacting. I lowered my chin feeling like a regretful child. “Isabella?”

My eyes once again met his. He was smiling; his hand came out to stroke my face once before going on “Its ok, no big deal. What I wanted to say was that, I could come to your house earlier and look through stuff you already have. I’m sure you must have a few things that will work. You checked off corsets, you have one?” I smiled at him, nodding “I have several.”

“Good we will start with those. Your appointment is at three How about I come over around four-thirty. That will give us an hour.”

Edward paid the bill, refusing to let me contribute. As we were walking back to campus holding hands, I was quiet, just enjoying the feel of his hand in mine. He kissed me quickly, as we departed. I watched him walk away, feeling a little sad at his absence.

As I walked to my office I thought about that. I don’t ever remember feeling anguished over not being with James. Even in the beginning. If he was around ok, if he wasn’t, it didn’t matter. His presence had no impact on my state of mind.

Then once we were married, I was happier when he wasn’t around. But there was something about Edward, it’s like I was a puzzle with one missing piece. Try as I may to find that piece or stick something else in the void, it just wasn’t right. But he fits in that opening perfect and makes me feel complete. How can that be, we just met for god sakes, I didn’t have the answers. I wasn’t even sure I wanted an answer; I just knew I wanted to be with him, always.