Mine

Mine
A riding crop and a blindfold doesn't make it BDSM. There is a big difference between being kinky and being in the scene. It's not a sexual thing to me, it's a very spiritual thing. ~ DominaBlue

3/26/12

Chapter 86 Pt 2


Walking down the sleek cement staircase was an exercise in coordination.  The design of the dress caused my legs to remain very tight together making me have to concentrate on my footing. Alice told me the small steps needed to keep my balance, exaggerated the movement in my hips. For some reason the image of an old Marilyn Monroe movie came to mind as I pictured he in a tight dress with her hips almost swing with every step. Mimicking her actions on the walk out into the kitchen area I found that by placing one foot directly in front of the other, walking became much easier. With that dilemma solved I then had the extreme privilege of watching Edward’s eyes nearly pop out of his head.

He was standing with his back to us pouring the last of wine into glasses while speaking to his brother. At the sound of my approaching steps he turned to me with a smile that ever so slowly morphed into a mask of blankness.  His mouth went slack as his eyes grew while they raked over my body from my feet up. Meeting my eyes again his mouth closed and opened several times while he stared at me completely speechless. Blinking a few times his tongue swept across his lips as he seemed to come out of whatever trance had him mesmerized.

“You’re stunning nâhtötse” 

Before I could answer Alice stepped forward to retrieve one of the glasses on the counter “I did good, she’s dazzling”

Placing both hands on my hips Edward pulled me closer to him “She always is”

“Yeah, Yeah, Yeah…I know Bella’s beautiful” Alice mocked before waving her hand in my direction like a game show model “But what about my dress?”

I giggled while Edward grinned placing a soft kiss on my lips “Spectacular”

“Why thank you kind Sir” I said adjusting the knot of his blue tie “You look might handsome tonight”

“Nothing compared to you my love”

“Oh Pa…lease…” Emmett groaned “Enough of the pillow talk”

Handing Rose a glass of Orange Juice he glanced at me “You look great little Bella, but my woman still out shines you.”

Rose smirked “You just want some”

“I always want some but it’s still true”

“Augh…now who’s grossing us out with pillow talk” Edward teased while Alice laughed pulling out her camera “Let’s go…pictures”

It was like prom night all over again,  we finished our drinks while Alice placed us in every pose she could think of before giving a round of hugs, telling us to “have fun” and an added ‘see you tomorrow’. With her gone we gathered up our stuff and left.

Pulling into the parking lot across the street from New Moon I had to admit the admiration in Edward’s glare was very gratifying. Turning off the car he got out and I watched him as he walked around to my door. The air of confidence that always surrounded him seemed to be intensified that evening causing my blood to boil. Taking his hand to get out of the car the tingle from his touch sent shivers down my spine that emerged as goose bumps over my skin.

Noticing my reaction Edward became concerned “Are you cold?”

Cold?

Between the soft leather hugging my skin, the sizzle on my bottom, the touch of his skin and the mighty fine specimen of man standing before me – Cold was the last thing I was.

“No sir, not cold at all”

Tilting my chin Edward moved in to kiss me, unable or maybe unwilling to control myself all the passion I had building inside me came out. Grasping the back of his neck my fingers threaded through his hair as I clutched myself to him. It took Edward one-pint-two seconds to catch up with my mood.  His hand gripped the back of my neck as his tongue plunged into mouth in a fierce manner that made my heart rate spike. My body molded to his and I felt the heat of his erection pressed into my stomach as his other hand squeezed by bottom. My breathing grew erratic while my legs started to weaken and I moaned loudly into his mouth.

“Yo…are you two going to fuck right there”
Hearing his brother’s voice Edward kept his firm hands where they were as he pulled his head back. I have heard of smothering eyes yet up until that very moment I had no clue as to what they looked like. Hooded, dark, mysterious green orbs stared down at me like I was prey he wanted to devour. The sheer force of his dominance caused me to tremble, not with fear but with a painful lusty need. At that moment he could have thrown me over the car to fuck me senseless and I wouldn’t have cared who the hell was watching.

Taking a deep breath Edward shuddered as the grip he had on me relaxed without completely letting me go until I was once again steady on my feet. His eyes stared to lighten and I couldn’t resist asking “Better?”

A quirk of a smile appeared “Getting there”

The hand that had held my neck moved so that I could feel a single finger trace the silver collar “What you do to me Isabella”

I wanted to say ‘back at you big boy’ instead remained quiet while watching the muscles in his face relax back into his normal expression. “Now what were you saying about being naked?”

When did I say that?

Raising one eye brow he reminded me “In the car, you said you felt naked”

Oh yeah

Taking his arm we walked across the parking lot towards New Moon while I explained that this was the first time I was at the club without having some kind of toy inserted or attached to me. Reaching the door Edward chuckled telling me he could rectify that with a simple trip back to the car.

I bet he could too, that black tote he carried in the truck was filled with all kinds of surprises.

Saying hello to Eric – who was dressed in a formal black suit and tie – we waited behind another several other couples to sign the book before actually going inside the club. Edward spoke pleasant hello’s to everyone while I went over in my mind the instructions he had given me for the rest of the evening. They were pretty standard, full protocols were in effect and I was allowed to speak with anyone according to the rules of etiquette. Like the previous night he wanted us to enjoy all the benefit and amenities that the club contained.

The club was decorated for the party with silver balloons and strings of crystals that draped from the ceiling like paper streamers. Dark silver linen cloths covered every table with a centerpiece of white long steam roses accented with drooping crystal picks. The richness of the adornments reminded me of an extravagance wedding reception.
The members were dressed to impress – at least on the main floor - woman in sleek cocktail dresses while the men wore suit and ties. Even the employees exchanged their normal polo shirt with the New Moon logo on it for formal attire. The men in white ruffled tuxedo shirts with black bowties and the waitresses scurrying about in black tailored tuxedo tails over black shorts complete with dainty white gloves.

Following Edward through the two areas he led us back to the VIP section and I was beyond shocked to see Esme and Carlisle sitting there. I knew that the club was not some place where Edward’s parents were comfortable being so I could only assume they were here to celebrate. Approaching the table Aro, Marcus and Carlisle stood, they each shook Edward’s hands and then regarded me. 

Marcus was the first to speak “Wow! That is some dress”

Had it not been Edward’s uncle I would have been more embarrassed then I already was. I could feel my cheeks burn as Carlisle’s fatherly comment helped relieve the awkwardness.

“My sons a luck man” He said with a smile glancing at Edward before kissing my cheek and adding “But I already knew that”

“Aro who took my hand” Ms. Swan as always a vision to behold”

Quirking an eye I took in the appearance of the man who has always been so very kind to me. He looked very distinguished in his black tailored suit, white pressed shirt and dark silver tie. “Thank you Sir. You are rather dashing yourself tonight. Which by the way congratulations”

“Yes twenty-five years” he grinned “this club is as old as you”

“This one is almost twenty-six” I corrected while he chuckle “I stand corrected”

Edward who had made his way around to say hello to his mother and aunts was back at my side. Placing a possessive hand on the small of my back he guided me to table so I could say hello to the women then to the two empty chairs.

Holding one out for me I was just about to slide into it when  Carlisle said “Edward, Emmett said you were having some kind of trouble with your car”

At the same time the unmistakable voice of Dougie called out from behind me “Isabella, there you are”

Standing back up I turned to acknowledge my new best friend while Edward inquired what his father meant. Dougie who was dressed in a white tux, pink shirt and red bow tie hugged me loosely then stood back looking abashed “Girlfriend I didn’t think you were ever going to get in here. I thought for sure I was going to have to get a cold bucket of water to throw on you”
The realization of what he was talking about didn’t completely settle in until Emmett’s booming laugh reached my ears “Bucket hell, I was going to come in and start selling tickets”

His laugher increased while my embarrassment grew and I leaned in to whisper to Dougie “Did you see us?”

He however wasn’t quite as discrete “Girl I think half the club saw that PDA”

“I told you to knock it off” Rose giggled at Emmett’s comment then added “Actually I think you told them to go knock one off”

Oh God…please kill me now

I didn’t even want to look at Esme’s face because the disapproval came out loud and clear in the tone of her voice “Edward, what were you doing in public?”

“Nothing…” he tried to dismiss it but Emmett just couldn’t stop “Bull crap mom, he was sucking little Bella’s face off”

“No…but I was however kissing my woman. Can you blame me…look at her” He was not helping the burn in my cheeks nor did Dougie

“He’s not kidding girlfriend, you are…” his finger touched against my bare shoulder as his face scrunched up “sizzling hot”

“Thanks” I said sarcastically, just glad the conversation had turned into a different direction.

“I’m serious you could make a gay man want to go straight” I laughed and Dougie picked up my hand while addressing Edward “Daddy is dying to see this dress, may I take her?”

Taking a look around the smaller VIP room I noticed that Double D was not there, I did however catch the gaze of Caius who before I could divert my eyes gave me a curt nod. “Where is Riley?”

Double D was out in the main area sitting with someone I didn’t know and was slightly relieved when Edward declined Dougie’s request.  “I’m going to sit with my family for a half hour tell Riley I’ll met upstairs”

“Alright, but daddy doesn’t like to wait. See you later girlfriend”

Edward gestured to the chair telling me sit then went to the bar for a drink while I sat next to Rose “You got a pet, uh?”

I knew who she was talking about “It looks that way, but Dougie is funny and really easy to like”

“Yeah, he’s a character”

Edward returned with two glasses of white wine and the conversation at the table moved from one topic to another. Didyme had mentioned in passing about a grouping of original artwork on display upstairs which I was rather interested in seeing. Other than that it was just ideal chit chat amongst the family. We had sat for a little longer then Edward had planned when his parents made to leave.
As Esme gave me a hug good-bye she told me to make sure that Edward behaved himself. Making me grin as she gave him what Sue would call ‘the stink eye.’ I suppose that when you’re a mother the concept of making sure your children act respectable is something you never loose. I wanted to assure her that I would keep a close eye on him yet part of me hoped there would be a whole lot more misbehavior before the night was through.

Our group was breaking up and leaving the sanctuary of the VIP room in favor of continuing with our evening. Out in the main dance area Aro and Jane depart from us to go mingle while Marcus took Didyme out onto the dance floor. Rose needed the bathroom and I followed along with her figuring it might be a good idea to pee while she was there to help with my dress. As it turned out, working the zipper wasn’t all that difficult. Once it was opened the dress peeled back from my body and allowed me to sit freely. Closing it wasn’t as easy because I needed to wedge my hand up at a strange angle that wouldn’t give the correct leverage. It was taking me longer than it should and Rose teased me about falling in, but I eventually got the zipper pulled down over the length of my leg.

On our way back to the boys I notice Edward talking to a very tall darker skinned woman who he had previously introduced me to. She had an odd name and for the life of me I could not remember what it was.

Rose and I parted, she went to Emmett who was standing at the end of a table talking to people while I walked up to Master taking my presentation pose. They were talking cordially and it only took a few seconds before my presence was acknowledged.

“Isabella do you remember Zafrena?”

Oh yeah that’s her name

“Yes Master” meeting his gaze Edward nodded giving me the go ahead to speak to the woman. She was so tall – a few inches above Edward – I had to lift my head to see her “It’s very nice to see you again ma’am”

“You also Isabella. That dress is very flattering on you, is it one of Riley’s designs?”

Riley’s?
“No ma’am, Master’s sister Alice designed and made the dress.”

“Really” She sounded shocked “Could you turn for me please?”

Looking to Edward to see if it was ok, I was once again given the go ahead nod before I did a slow ungraceful spin.

“She did a marvelous job. I wasn’t aware Alice was so talented”

Growing slightly bold I gave Alice a little plug “Oh yes ma’am, she designed and produced a full range of coordinating garments for Master’s girl”

“Well if this is an example of her work, I’m going to have to give her a call” 

I had taken it this far I might as well push it all the way

“If this one may be so bold ma’am she would recommend you do, Alice is most talented”

The Amazonian like woman actually smiled at me “I believe I will Isabella, thank you”

“You’re welcome” It was all I could say because Zafrina turned her attention to Edward saying one word “Midnight”

The only response he gave a polite nod before Zafrina walked away leaving us alone. The familiar cords of a song started playing. Edward turned to face me wrapping his arms around my back to hold me close while his face nuzzled into my neck as he sung softly against my ear.

Hey little girl is your daddy home?
Did he go away and leave you all alone
Mmmm Hmmm
I got a bad desire
Oh…Oh…Oh
I’m on fire

Taking my hands he held my left palm against his chest while the right one became pinned with his other hand against my back. It might have been a simple action but the position he placed me in caused my body to lay flush against his while still giving me that feeling of being restrained as he crooned in my ear.

Can he do to you the things that I do?
Mmmm Hmmm
I can take you higher
Oh…Oh…Oh
I’m on fire

Fire?

I was a burning ember waiting to be ignited, and that flare up came with the feel of Edward’s teeth tugging on my ear lobe. Pulling it with enough force to give me tingles he asked “How hot can you get Isabella?”

Was there a limit?

“How hot would you like your girl Master?” I swallowed hard in an attempted to sound unaffected but it was pointless because Edward knew damn well what he was doing to me.

“Mmmmm…” he hummed against my neck “…on a scale of one to ten, I’d settle for a twelve”

Twelve? I was already past that

My mind was reeling with the possibilities of what was to come when I heard a female “Sir Edward, can I get you anything…from the bar”

The song was ending and the beginning music for Madonna’s Crazy for You stated to play. Refusing to release me or even acknowledge the girl Edward walked me backwards onto the dance floor.  Before the first word was sang he already had our bodies moving to the sensuous tempo.

“Look at me Isabella” my eyes met his and the words came out of my mouth as I stared into his hypnotic gaze singing the words.

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new,
 You’ll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you,

Edward’s lips crashed into mine, it wasn’t that searing kiss we had out in the parking lot but it still made the muscles in my belly tighten.

Pulling his head back he was breathing like a bull staring down a matador “I’m trying hard to control myself Isabella but we just might not make it out of here tonight without a trip to the office”

I smiled slyly and reminded him of someplace else “Or the elevator”

He chuckled “That’s why I love you nâhtötse, you’re always thinking”

As I giggled the song was coming to an end and Aro tapped Edward on the shoulder asking to cut in. Giving me a slight bow he released me with a gesture to his uncle to take over.  The music hadn’t even started when Aro already had my hands in position one against his chest the other clasped within his while his other hand laid flat against my back.

“I figured I better take my dance before your evening gets underway and I miss the chance”

“I’d always make time for you” I said the words a second before breaking out into a deep laugh as the song started playing. It was so old and the only reason I knew it was because due to tradition I had danced to it with Charlie at my wedding.

Aro’s face broke out into a huge grin and I knew he requested the song on purpose “Sorry Ms. Swan I just couldn’t resist”

I giggled with total glee as Aro moved us in slow motion across the dance floor while The Mills Brothers sang.
You're sugar you're spice,
You're everything nice,
And you're daddy's little girl.

“You are so bad”

He shrugged “It’s one of the joys of being me”

“And what happens next week when everyone is gossiping?”

Aro grinned “I won’t be here”

Oh …Wonderful

“That is sort of why I wanted to talk you. Laurent has been dismissed of his duties and Marcus and I have decided that Monday Mr. Newton will more than likely be arrested for his theft. I’m telling you because of the relationship his lover has with that rat bastard you refer to as your ex-husband. Edward informed me she is not only mentally unstable but she also seems to have a vendetta against you. I’m not sure how close she is to Mr. Newton or what his arrest will do to her rationality and I want you to promise me you will be extra careful.”

A thought occurred to me “Did you tell anyone else about Mike?”

“I’m telling you now and of course it would be wrong of me to ask you to keep it from Edward”

That’s why Edward didn’t tell me – he didn’t know

“So please feel free to share it with him or with Emmett for that matter. However other than those two I would ask that you show discretion and keep that information private. As I said, it seemed obvious to me that due to safety reason, you needed to be informed of my intentions. If this Karen girl is unbalanced and she depends on Mr. Newton, then his arrest and departure just might have adverse effects on her mental state.”

Aro was right in his assumption, it would all depend if Karen was consistently taking her medications or what state of mind she happened to be in at the time. Either way I was very glad he chose to keep me informed. I was even more ecstatic to learn Edward had not kept the information from me out of some warped sense of protection.  

“Thank you for telling me”

“Just watching out for my daughter” Aro’s smile made me giggle.

The song came to an end and he placed a kiss on my forehead making me promise to be safe before handing me back over to Edward who didn’t lose a step in leading me into the next dance. While we moved slowly to a song I didn’t know, I spoke softly telling him what Aro had said. The concerned expression on his face was not something I enjoyed seeing.

Placing my hand on his cheek I asked “Are you alright?”

Edward’s head moved just the tiniest bit to kiss my palm “Just wondering the best way to keep you safe”

“Maybe you should lock this one up and throw away the key” I joked

“That’s not a half bad idea” I giggled while Edward continued to keep a straight face and I was beginning to think he just might be serious.

At the end of the song I followed him off the dance floor towards the stairs, before making our way upstairs the waitress who had tried to interrupt us earlier asked again if there was anything he needed. This time I made eye contact with what I could only assume was one of Master’s former bimbo’s. To my dismay she was not at all an unattractive girl except for the scowl she threw in my direction.

“No Lauren…and I would suggest if you wish to remain an employee here you make a serious attitude adjustment. Come Isabella”

Ha…take that bitch
Edward had effectively put her in her place and on the outside I remained impassive while on the inside I was gloating to beat the band.

The Silver Anniversary theme from downstairs continued up to the second floor, the only difference being, there were no crystals draped from the ceiling.  The large second floor main room was alive with its typical uninhibited atmosphere, members mulled around in various stages of undress.  Some attached to a leash; other’s crawling along next to their dominant. Many submissive’s were kneeling obediently while their master stroked their hair and carried on a conversation with another Dom. Bodies were used as a footrest  for one leg while the sub licked the other shoe clean. Spankings could be heard along with faint cries or whimpers over the background music. So many different things simultaneously going on and yet no particular exchange stood out from any of the others.

My mind drifted back to the first time I had been exposed to happenings of the room. The sights had shocked me so much Edward sat us in the bar area until I had calmed down. Strange that in less than two months’ time those same sights have become almost mundane. It seemed normal to me for a girl to be on her knees lapping her drink from a bowl. Or a male submissive walking hunched over due to the chain running from the ring in his penis to one around his toe.  Neither was something I could see myself doing but who was I to judge how people got their kink on?

There was activity on the stage as it was being prepared for some kind of demonstration. Stealing a quick glance I tried to see if I could tell what it would be but Edward started walking towards the far corner and I had to keep my eye on him so I stayed in step.

Riley was indeed impressed with Alice’s work to the point where he walked around me holding his chin as he scrutinized every little detail. Even though I knew his focus was on the design of the dress I still felt like he was checking me out. I eased my mind by telling myself Double D was very gay and his interest in my body was merely for professional reason. However when someone examines you as they would an expensive piece of abstract art it’s rather hard to not be self-conscious.

That feeling intensified when Dougie prodded “What do you think daddy?”

“Hmmm…” Riley thought out loud and I thought he was going to make a comment on the dress so his next words surprised the shit out of me “…hour glass shape…”

It was getting kind of creepy and I looked to first Edward and then Dougie for reassurance.

Dougie smiled at me “Daddy has a talent…he can guess anyone’s measurements”

My eyes widened as Riley told me something I didn’t even completely know “thirty-four, twenty-four, thirty-four with a C cup.” He winked at me “which I believe are natural”

I wanted to say ‘Of course they were natural’ when Edward spoke “They are, and spectacular and best of all…they’re mine”

Riley laughed “Well Edward I must admit other than a place to put clamps my only other interest in breast is how they fill out my clothing line”

Yup… I was right, purely professional curiosity

A group of people walked behind us and Dougie muttered something under his breathing causing Riley to react with a harsh warning. “Watch yourself Douglas. You are skating on thin ice”

Had it been my Master cautioning me I would have immediately dropped my eyes and answered with a quick ‘yes Sir.’ Not Dougie – No…he made a face of irritation while dramatically rolling his eyes. The reaction so unexpected I let out a small giggle causing Riley to sigh. “You will have to excuse Douglas, I’m afraid I spoil him”

“Master spoils this one too…just not that much. His girl never would have gotten away with rolling her eyes” I chuckled at the thought

“What would have happened to you Isabella?” Edward asked but my answer was directed to Riley.

Pointing my finger I said “Do you see that corner over there?”

Grinning he glanced over his shoulder to Dougie “If he isn’t careful Douglas just might find himself in that corner with his red ass hanging out”

The eye roll came again “Daddy I’m going to go look at the art work”

Their relationship so much different than ours, Dougie had told me Riley wasn’t his master, he was his Daddy. At the time I didn’t understand the difference, the more I hung around them the clearer it became. Riley was the dominant yet unlike Edward and me there didn’t seem to be the stringent rules. Their protocols were next to none, childlike behavior on the part of Dougie was not indulged it was expected. Yet something told me that as with any parent when pushed to far Riley would reel his child back in. The question I had was, where was that imaginary line, how would Dougie know he went too far? Personally I enjoyed the clear set rules; it gave me the structure I craved along with the security of knowing I was capable of handling what was expected of me. There was no second guess, the lines in the sand were clearly drawn and I did everything I could to stay within them.

Edward pulled me away from my thoughts “I believe Isabella wanted to see the art work too, and since I spoil her…”he grinned “…I think we’ll do that now”

The smaller room on the other side of the bar area was set up as a gallery filled with photographs, oil paintings, watercolors and sketching’s. All the art depicted was erotic in nature; some were full explicate nudes others containing only a hint of sexuality. One picture in particular caught my attention; it was a black and white photo portraying a man from the shoulders down, dressed in a suit and tie with his female submissive kneeling before him. There was nothing crass about it and the only nudity was the skin on the top half of her back. Her face was turned slightly towards his crotch while his hands rested gently on her head. I was memorized by the powerfully loving show of subtle dominance and silent acceptance.   

Edward caught me staring at the erotically suggestive print “I’m sure it’s for sale”

I knew he would buy it for me however I had a different idea “Actually Master your girl was thinking it would nice to have our photo taken in that pose.”

He looked back at the framed art for a moment then to me “Do you think Leah would be accommodating?”

She had already agreed to do some poses for me, so one more shouldn’t matter “Yes”

He nodded “I could hang it in the playroom”

No… not in the playroom.

Edward must have noticed my reluctance “You have somewhere else in mind?”  

“Your girl was thinking of having it done in a larger size so it could hang over the bed. That way we would see it every day and it would be like an expression of our relationship and the intimacy we share. What better place to be displayed then over our bed.”

“Our bed?” he questioned with one raised eye

“Yes Sir, it’s more ours then just yours” judging from his expression that didn’t seem to go over very well so I quickly explained “It’s your bed two nights a week and ours on the other five. That means the majority of the time…”

“It’s ours…” he absently considered “…well we could always add a few more night to my time.”

“Hmmm” it would be simple to add to our usual; all that would have to happen was an extension of our time schedules. I wasn’t sure about wanting to do that, especially at that particular time. There was so much I was just starting to get use to and I thought our normal everyday life coupled with our usual time was nicely balanced.

Before I could finish my thoughts on how to answer Edward, did it for me “No, I think we’re fine just the way we are. And if that means I need to concede my bed to you for the majority of the week then I suppose I can make the sacrifice

The words, the tone of his voice, the expression of mock martyrdom, it was all too much and I started laughing. Full belly, tears in my eyes cackles that I couldn’t stop.

“What’s so funny” A deep baritone voice asked from behind me and I did my best to control the giggles while Edward answered Demetri with a gleeful tone “Apparently me”

“Funny I never thought of you as a comedian Edward”

“Yes well…” Edward paused to retrieve his vibrating phone and a female voice mutter “neither have I”

Turning his head Edward acknowledge the woman “Tanya” before glancing at his phone with a frown then looking to me. “Isabella I need to go take care of something for Aro”

I didn’t know what it was but it must have been important and I also knew that since Edward wasn’t explaining the problem it more than likely had something to do with what Aro had told me about while we danced. Edward once again glanced in Tanya’s direction before doing a quick scan around the room with his eyes falling back on his friend. “Are you busy at the moment?”

“No, I’m monitoring the room”

My first thought was Edward wanted Demetri to accompany him so I was rather surprised at the request “Would you mind keeping an eye on Isabella. She’s fine to continue walking around with Douglas but I hate to leave her unsupervised”

What the fuck was I – two?

 Besides I wasn’t sure if I was comfortable being passed off to someone else. There wasn’t much I could say or do about it, as my mind thought back to the contract I had signed giving Master permission to hand me over to another. He had explained that clause was only left in for circumstances such as this. He had said it more than likely would be Emmett who cared for me but I supposed his brother was also summoned. Come to think of it I hadn’t seen either him or Rose since we had come upstairs, for all I knew they were busy doing something else.

“I’d be honored”

Edward turned his attention to me “Stay in this room, mind Demetri and behave yourself until I come to retrieve you.”

The ‘yes Master’ was met with a kiss on the head and a nod in the direction of my care taker “Thank you, I won’t be long”

“I’ll be fine you don’t have to babysit me” I said once Edward left.

“Nonsense” Taking my hand Demetri placed it inside his elbow to turn us back towards the display of art “So which one were you admiring”

When I pointed out the picture I had found so fascinating he grinned “Here I thought it was the one next to it”

The picture was a watercolor of two women on either side of a man in a boat. The three of them dressed in a style of clothing befitting the seventeen hundreds complete with ornate white wigs. Each woman lying beside the man had their elaborate dresses hiked up with an oar shoved deep inside them. The male was visibly relaxed as he leisurely kissed one woman while the other used her mouth on his rather impressive dick. There was no doubt about the sexuality it was portraying and although the artist had paid close attention to detail it did not draw me as the other one did.

“It’s a nice painting but very blatant, leaving nothing to the imagination”

“Hmmm… and what about that one?”

Demetri pointed out another watercolor which depicted a nude woman lying on her stomach with her knees bent while her stiletto clad feet dangled in the air. The only thing she had on was a pair of sheer arm length black gloves and thigh high black stockings. Her blonde hair hung in smooth lines as she looked over her shoulders toward her bottom. The most obvious thing that made the painting stand out was the waving devil’s tail emerging from her derriere.

Looking at the painting I asked the most obvious question “Is she a devil woman or did the devil make her the way she is?”

Demetri chuckled “That’s what philosophers have been debating since the beginning of time.”

Looking back at the picture I could see the conflicting intent the artist was trying to bring out. “she has an innocent face and yet her choice of accessories suggest sexual prowess. She’s keeping her intimate parts hidden from view but still wiggling the tail to show off the evil within her. She’s like a woman who’s trying to repress her sexual desires”

“Is that how you see it?”

My head moved from side to side as I took in the framed art “yes, but I could be wrong, maybe the artist just thinks that all women are she devils”
Demettri laughed “No Miss Isabella, I believe your first impression was correct”

Glancing up at him I asked “How can you be sure?”

Keeping his head straight Demettri’s eyes shifted to mine “Because that’s my painting”

I gasped “You did that?”

“Yes that and the other one you referred to as ….what was it…oh yeah …blatant, leaving nothing to the imagination”

Swallowing hard I quickly tried to ease the distress I felt from critiquing his work by backtracking “I didn’t mean any offence, you’re clearly very talent…”

“No offense taken Isabella, I asked what you thought and you told me. As a matter of fact I’m rather impressed with your assessment…”

The woman I knew to be his submissive was suddenly presenting herself at his side “Master forgive the interruption”

“That’s alright Gianna, what do you need?”

“Anthony as a question about one of the pieces that this one couldn’t answer”

“Alright, could you please stay with Isabella, show her around and perhaps point out some more of my work, I would love to hear what she thinks of them”

“As you wish Master”

Demetri smiled at the beautiful olive skinned woman who took his place by my side. Gianna was dressed in a beautiful dark red floor length mermaid gown that hugged her body in the same manner as mine. Her dark hair done in an up-do showed off the long sleekness of her neck and back, which was completely open down to her hips.

“That’s a beautiful dress” I said conventionally in an attempt to end the silence.

She smiled “Thank you, I was just going to say the thing to you. And to complement you on the changes in Edward…”

“Ha!...some changes, what the fuck did you do to him?” We both turned to see who the rude eavesdropper was.

“What are you talking about” Gianna asked Tanya with distained while I was to dumbfounded by her choice of outfit. In a way I was torn by the crisscrossed pieces of material that encircled her body. It looked like one long length of ribbon draped over neck. The two ends then came down over her breast -covering nothing but nipple – wrapped once around her hips, ran through her crotch and ended in a fancy bow on her ass. I loved Alice but this thing was hideous.

“I mean” Tanya said in her snarly voice “Edward was always so stern and no nonsense. It’s disgusting to see him acting like all blasé, laughing and allowing a sub to talk back to him”

This woman had absolutely no idea what she was talking about, the last thing Edward would do would be to allow me to be disobedient. I was going to inform Tanya how wrong she was when Dougie appeared “It’s called being happy bitch, you’re just jealous because you make him like that”

“Who the hell wants a Dom who follows you around like a love sick puppy?”

“I guess you’ll know, since all you are is Eleazar and Carmen’s…in-between the sheets tension release”

“And what are you? Nothing but Riley’s gopher who he keeps around to run his errands, do his dirty work and suck his dick.”

The disagreement which began as a way of getting to me had turned into the Dougie-Tanya show. Their voices were starting to get louder. Gianna’s hand gripped my arm and took a step back out of the way of the insults.

“At least daddy has a purpose for me; all you are is a leach who sucks off of others because she’s too pathetic to support herself.”

At Dougie’s last comment Tanya’s face stiffened as her mouth formed into a hard line and she turned to walk away. Glad that she was gone I breathe a sigh of relieve then glanced quickly to make sure Edward hadn’t heard. The quilt I felt at my slip was getting to me and in my head I started to recite the sentence that would ease my conscience when Dougie called out. “I guess that’s another reason Edward wouldn’t want you. What person could stand having a stupid, nasty, useless excuse for a human being around them”

Tanya turned to unleash more venom “I had enough of you this afternoon”

This afternoon?

“Right back at you bitch”

“Shut the fuck up you limp dick faggot!”

“My dick works just fine except for lopsided tittie bitches with nasty rotten sulfur smelling cunts!”

Hating that word my eyes widened and I gasped in shock while squeezing Gianna’s hand to help her contain the giggle as I looked out into the crowd of people who stood to watch the bickering. Three seconds later a rather unhappy, fierce looking Demetri was there, he glanced at Gianna and I clutching each other’s hands in support before turning an evil glare at the two people causing the disturbance.

“What the fuck is going on here!”

I knew that tone of voice, he was not happy and someone was going to pay for it.

3/22/12

Chapter 86



BPOV

“Master your girl feels naked”

Edward’s eyes shifted from the road in front of us to me, taking a quick glance down my body as he smiled appreciatively “I have to agree Isabella. That dress is rather revealing”

Revealing? He wasn’t kidding.

I had known that the dress Alice made for me was very form fitting however as Charlie had pointed out I had gained about five pounds. Nothing that made me flabby or produced pouches of blubber, instead the added weight filled in my breast and added to the curves in my hips. The soft blue leather that had already been sexy became down right provocative. Pulling the soft Italian fabric over my body had turned into a major feat.

We had arrived at Emmett and Rose’s with our party clothes in garment bags, dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. It was the first time I had been in their home and the modern sleekness certainly fit Rose’s taste. The whole first floor was open yet each room was clearly offset from the others by the choice of wall coloring while the black textured cement floor ran cohesively through the whole thing. High end stainless steel appliances filled the kitchen with rich warm chestnut cabinetry surrounded by deep beige walls. The dining room was light sea foam with rich purple accents that had someone told me that color scheme I would have never thought they worked, yet together it was very striking. The sitting area was muted yellow with a large “L” shaped dark brown suede couch set and maroon chairs. So many different colors that all seemed to work together in a mish-mosh of modernism.

Rose had made a simple dinner of Baked Ziti with a salad and bread, which I watched her finish while Edward went with his brother to take our stuff upstairs. My instructions for the evening had been made clear to me in the car. While at their home we were on relaxed protocol with all rules in force and I was to always remember who I belonged to.

As if I could ever forget.

Handing Rose the bottle of wine we brought, she hugged me then smirked “I hear we are already related”

I laughed because after the initial shock of Caius’s assumptions it was just the most ridiculous thing I had ever heard “Is he crazy or what?”

“Hey don’t you be talking about me” Emmett chuckled while coming into the kitchen area with Edward following. My eyes immediately went to my Master who smiled as he gave the hand single that allowed me to continue on as I had been.
Halting the motion of tossing the salad Rose smirked “You know Emmett not every conversation revolves around you”

“Well it should” he announced making me laugh while Edward shook his head as he started opening the bottle of wine.

Rose insisted there was nothing for me to do leaving me to sit on the stool to continue watching her check the food. My bottom was slightly tingly so while we all talked more about what Aro was planning to do with what Mr. Weiss had uncovered I found myself shifting around. Placing the glass in front of me, Edward leaned in to kiss my temple and give me a stern warning “Sit still”

“Yes Sir” I whispered reaching for my drink while sneaking a peak to see if either of them had heard me.

It didn’t appear that they had or if they did neither of them cared, it was one of the best things about being around Rose and Emmett. I could openly be Master’s submissive without fear of condemnation, it made me feel venerable. That added to the fuel of desire cursing through me making the itch between my thighs from the tingle in my butt turn into a raging fire. All of that was not helping with the command of sitting still, nor was the hand Edward had snaked under my hoodie.

His large warm palm rested on my back with his thumb absentmindedly stroking my skin.  While he spoke my mind could only focus on the feel of his hand and the reason for the sizzle in my bottom that was all of a sudden causing me to grow uncomfortably wet.

OH… please give me something to do

Not really paying attention to what Emmett was saying I was struck dumb at his comment “You have to do it Bella”

“Do what?” I wondered

“Call Aro daddy” the suggestion said as if it was obvious.

My mind had been so focused on Edward’s hands and the glorious things they did to my body I had missed the whole conversation; however that idea was out of the question. Shaking my head I made it very clear “No way”

“Come on little Bell, just one time. All you have to do is say it loud enough for people to hear.”

“No Emmett.” I was not going to be feeding into all the hype or gossip. Caius could go around thinking anything he wanted to. All I wanted was to be able to go to the club and have a normal enjoyable evening.

“Dude tell her to do it, come on it would be funny as hell” he laughed while Edward shook his head and I was glad that he shared my opinion.

Not wanting to take ‘no’ for an answer – I could kind of see where Alice got it from – Emmett continued on with the scenario he had envisioned. He was going on and on about the rumors that would be flying around along with wanting to see the expression on Aro’s face from my use of the term. I continued to refuse him along with Edward who unequivocally stated “It’s not going to happen Emmett”

Thankfully Rose said the food was done, and we could finally eat. The dinner conversation focused on the next day, we were all going to Edward’s parents on Bainbridge for a large family dinner. Emmett told us Carlisle was going to pick us up at Salmon Bay Marina on his boat at one o’clock, that way we wouldn’t be bound by the ferry schedule. I wasn’t even aware that they had a boat yet I suppose when you lived on an Island it was probably a good thing to have. The rest of our conversation somehow turned to my family coming to town the following weekend and then to Edward’s birthday. That was something I made a mental note to speak to Esme about. Before long Alice had shown up with a rather large tote bag slung over her shoulder.  

Alice was anxious for us to get ready but she took a few minutes to sit with a glass of wine while we finished our meal.  Once we were all done she took her glass upstairs to get the hot rollers started while we all helped clear off the table. Working in the kitchen gave me a chance to appreciate just how high end the appliances were. The stove alone was a gourmet cook’s dream with two ovens, six burners and a built in griddle that I would die to have.

“This kitchen is fantastic Rose” I told her wiping off the drool worthy stove top while she loaded the dishwasher.  In fact the whole house was spectacular, the moderness was not my style yet I could still appreciate a nice home when I saw one.

“Thanks” she said giving the countertop a glance “I’m not sure how we’re going to child proof it once the baby comes but…”

Rinsing out the sponge I cut her off “You have some time, and I’m sure you’ll figure it out. Besides Emmett could always keep the baby entertained by singing him one little, two little, three little Indians”

She laughed while Emmett who was putting things in the refrigerator wondered “What the fuck is little Indians?”

I was shocked, how the hell could he be a daddy and not know that song “You know…” I said turning to look at him and started singing as I did the hand motions.

One little, two little, three little Indians
Four little, five little, six little Indians
Seven little, eight little, nine little Indians
Ten little Indian boys

Ending the song with my fingers spread and both hands in the air, he narrowed his eyes “Is that politically correct? To say Indians, wouldn’t that be offensive to the Native Americans?”

“Of course not” I knew lots of Native Americans and it was not something that would offend them. “Besides it’s just a nursery rhyme that daddy’s use to show counting skills along with eye hand coordination”

“Hmmm…” he mused “It sounds corny, and my son will not be singing about Indian boys, that will have to be changed to Indian girls. Then when he’s fifteen I’ll tell him what he can do with the ten girls”

Oh my god

Edward chuckled while Rose spoke before my mind could think of anything to say “You are not telling our son to have an orgy”

“Oh come on Rosie, it’s every boys dream”

“Ten?” I questioned “he’d be dead”

Emmett shook his head “Not at fifteen, he’d be tired but he’d be damn happy”

I groaned while Rose huffed “There is no way you are going to be in charge of sex education”

“Of course not…he’ll learn that from his friends and the internet like everyone else, I’ll just fill in the blanks.”

“You are not…” Rose started to say but Emmett interrupted her “That’s what father’s do”

“Did your dad do that?” I asked with a sarcastic grin

“As a matter of fact, he did” Emmett replied with such confidence that I was tempted to believe him

“Carlisle told you about orgies?”

“Noooo… that came later, in college. Along with whips, blindfolds and girl on girl action.”

“I’m surprised there was no man love occurring” Emmett’s face narrowed and I suddenly wondered if maybe there was.

“You ever been to an orgy?”

“No” I said shaking my head while Emmett nodded “Well once you go, you’ll see what I mean”

My mind started coming up with all kinds of images some were pleasant others just plain nasty, one thing I knew for certain was, there was no way I would participate in any group sex. “Yeah, I think that’s something I’d rather not know”

“Oh come on Bella, where’s your sense of adventure?” Rose asked with a laugh.

“I guess I left it in college”

Edward smirked “But all you did in college was study”

“That’s what I was there for” I had worked so hard to get my degree in the college that had at one time been nothing but a dream. So when I had gotten the chance to go, there was no way I would have been frivolous and blown the opportunity.

“And to live a little and experiment” Emmett said the word with a twinkle in his eye so I knew what he was talking about.

That just wasn’t me, and there really was no regret in how I spent my college years, which never would have included orgies. Perhaps a few parties or bonding friendships would have been welcomed but again I did what I had to do and there were no regrets. Picking up my glass I was just about to take the last bit of wine in it when the sigh escaped me.

My eyes met Edward’s at the same time the sound of the snap hit my ears while he pointed to the corner saying the one word I dreaded “Now”

Fuck, Fuck, FUCK

I stood there with wide eyes watching as his narrowed, I could feel the weight if his stare boring into me until it was almost stifling. My chest felt heavy and the dread in my stomach felt like it was doing summersaults.  I knew Edward was serious, I also knew that he had already told me the next time I hesitated he would drag me to the corner. That little scenario would have been more embarrassing then if I just went on my own. It was with that thought I kept my eyes down, not daring to look at anything or anyone except the place Edward’s finger was pointing to.

My cheeks burned from humiliation as I stood staring at the point where the two beige walls joined together. The words which I knew by heart coming out of my mouth in a quiet hush, “making irritating noises such as sighing or grumbling is…”

“I can’t hear you Isabella” The forcefulness of the statement only serving to bring more attention to my discipline.

Not able to help the reaction I huffed in disapproval causing Edward to become even more authoritative “Now you can double it”

Damn it Bella

I had been doing so well with catching myself before I sighed and although I wasn’t happy about the predicament I found myself in, I completely understood why I was in it. Master had made it very clear that during our usual time I was not to sigh, roll my eyes, grunt, huff or in any other way show discontent. It didn’t matter if the offensive action was in response to him, someone else or myself, I was to learn to control my reactions.

Standing in the corner my mind went through a barrage reasons why I was there while warring with itself for the justification of not obeying. I was a grown woman who could have said ‘No’ yet I knew that was not going to happen. The words that Jane had spoken to me all those weeks ago while I sat in her kitchen came back to me.

‘Those that think this life is easy only want the rewards and the playtime. They have no intentions of growing or changing, so when that first real punishment comes and they have to think about something other than what they want, they are gone’

This life that I had chosen to share with Edward was more than just playtime. It was my desire to be Master’s submissive in every sense of the word. I had given him my total surrender to do with me as he sees fit, knowing full well that it is always for my betterment. Because it was only through my constant attention and obedience to his needs that I could accept the changes he was making and grow to the person I wanted to become. Like a parent correcting a child, the correction Edward used was for my sake, not his.

With that revelation it no longer mattered who was in the room, or if Emmett thought it funny or Rose found me weak. I knew none of that was true. I was a strong, independent and determined woman whose sole focus was to honor her Master and remain obedient to his will.

The words began to flow from my month with assured clarity “Making irritating noises such as sighing or grumbling is rude and juvenile. If Master’s submissive is going to behave like a moody child then he will treat her like one.”

Using my fingers to mentally tick off the twenty sentences, I took a deep breath and turned around to find the room empty, except for Edward. He was sitting on the stool with his arms resting on the surface of the island patiently waiting for me to finish. Holding my gaze, he stood as I moved towards him.
Not thinking twice, the words of truth left my mouth “Thank you Master for patiently teaching your girl the correct way to serve you.”

Inclining his head he gently placed a kiss on my forehead “You’re welcome nâhtötse. The girls are waiting for you upstairs. Go” He ordered with a rather heavy swat on my butt. The action making me yelp as my bottom was overly sensitive from the attention he had given me in the playroom.

The note he had left on the door was very simple in its instructions. I was to wait for him on the chair with the cane lying across my lap wearing only my t-shirt and panties.  I knew that there was no reason to rush as Edward wouldn’t be joining me until Emmett and his uncles left, yet still I didn’t dawdle.  Moving to my closet to strip out of everything except what he had requested and then going to the bathroom so I could pee and brush my teeth. Taking a look in the mirror to make sure my hair was still decent after the nap I was struck by the reflection in the mirror.

My face was the same, heart shaped with high cheek bones, my bottom lip slightly larger than the top probably due to how often I chewed on it. My hair a deep chestnut color with subtle shades of auburn highlights that I have worn in the same style since I was a teenager, it was all so very familiar. The difference was in my eyes, I had always thought them to be mousy brown, dull and lifeless. Standing there in the stark white bathroom under the bright overhead light, I noticed a twinkle, a spark of joy that I had never seen before. It took me a few minutes to recognize what it was, then it dawn on me, for the first time in my life I was truly happy.

I could say I trusted Edward and that I loved him, yet I had said those words to another without really meaning them. They were empty statements that only caused me pain and destruction while the lifelessness in my eyes grew. The reflection staring back at me was a woman who truly meant what she said. She was a woman filled with contentment, security and most of all joy. A bliss that came from the fact that she knew the words and sentiments where true, more importantly she knew without a doubt the one who received her affections would never exploit them.

Even with my new epiphany, sitting in the chair waiting for Edward my hand stroked over the smoothness of the leather covered cane. I was slightly nervous as I wasn’t sure what he had planned. That was nothing to be ashamed of because Edward had already told me new experiences will always cause a bit of fear and that’s what was flowing through me – adrenaline spiked fear.

With my fingers skimming over the black leather my mind kept thinking back to what Pappy had said about cane play. No matter how I tried to justify it by telling me myself that lots of people do it, and revel in it, one word kept popping in my head- Pain.

I had never really thought of myself as being a masochist, pain wasn’t something I had enjoyed, if it was then I would still be with James. He was a sadist who inflicted torment for his own pleasure. No that’s not true, even a sadist can be respected by a willing partner. James was a sadistic abuser who used force and fear to control. There was no choice on my part; he seized what he wanted without any concern for my mental, physical or emotional wellbeing. He tore me down to the point of forcing me to be seen as a nothing.

Strange that with Edward it is the exact opposite, I freely lower myself in servitude to him and in that action, I become everything.

I suppose the contradiction is due to the fact that James and Edward are two men who want the same things yet they are exact opposites in both demeanor and purposes.  James took, with Edward I give. James used fear, Edward uses my desires. James attacked out of selfishness, Edward instructs out of loyalty. James was uncontrolled, Edward is always restrained. James cared only about himself, Edward places me above all others. James violated every ounce of respect I had towards him, Edward values every little bit of it.

The differences in both logic and circumstance could go on indefinitely because the men were exact polar opposites of one another. Bottom line was, with James I feared for my life; with Edward I have realized what life is.

The door to the playroom opened and I was totally shocked when Seth came over to where I was sitting. That was a new development as Edward had never allowed the dog in with us and it made me wonder why now. I was also slightly unsure as to what reaction Edward was expecting from me. Normally I was kneeling and would wait for him to address me, yet with me sitting comfortably in the chair I thought maybe I should go to him. Patting Seth on the head I rose from the chair to go present myself, glad that he seemed pleased with my action.

“Vey good Isabella. I have to admit I wasn’t exactly sure how to handle the situation, as I have never had a submissive who was not formally waiting. I also have never had a submissive in my playroom with clothes on”

The thought of other’s waiting for him was not a pleasant one, however I could push it aside knowing that there have been others in the past, but there would only be me from now on. Then I began to wonder why he request that I keep clothes on. That question was answered without me voicing it.

“I was afraid that had you been nude my control would have slipped” His hand reached out to skim the back of his fingers over my hard nipples “However I think you could be wearing a plastic garbage bag and you would make me hard

The intensity of his stare along with his words and actions made the muscles in my stomach clinch as a small moan left my throat.

“That is not helping Isabella”

Then stop looking at me like that

Taking a deep breath Edward let out a long “Hmmmm…let’s get to work, shall we?”

“As you wish Master”

The sly smile on his face made me think that he was contemplating the thought of forgoing his plans in favor of taking me right there. I wouldn’t have minded the change, yet always the restrained one he had me follow him over to the wall cabinet which house the canes.

Opening it up he turned to me, eyeing the leather cane in my hand “Before we begin I was very curious as to how you chose that particular cane”

It wasn’t a direct question so I remained quiet until the order came “Tell me Isabella”

“Last night at the club Pappy was giving a bit of a lesson in cane play. He explained the differences in material and how each one created a different strike. He then answered questions and recommended that a leather cane is the best one for the beginner Dom or submissive.  He said the leather helps to take some of the sting out of the strike.”

“I see. Did you ask the question?”

“No Sir”

“Why not?”

“Your girl would have but Pappy had already answered what she wanted to know”

“Good” That was all he said and I wasn’t sure if he meant good I had questions or good I didn’t have the chance to ask. That was something I would need to clarify, later.

“Then since you seem to have gotten a crash course I am going to ask you to pick out yet another cane, this time for me.”

Shoot

I stared at the four remaining instruments of punishment trying to think which one would best. Pappy had said Bamboo splinters and even though I knew Edward would make sure it was safe to use I decide to go with the Rattan. Taking it out of the holder that reminded me of a Pool Stick caddy, I held it out to Edward.

“Are you sure” he asked holding it level with his chest while one hand slid along the smooth length.

“Yes Sir”

“OK…come”

I followed him over to the dark corner which he illuminated by turning the knob on the wall. With the lights on I could see what he had prepared. The horse was set up with what appeared to be a type of foam pillow in the shape of ass cheeks strapped to the front of it. Seeing it, the nervousness in my stomach settled into a giggle.

Edward glanced at me with a grin “I know it’s rather amusing, but the cushy-tushy is a perfect way to practice”

Practice? Did Edward need to practice?

“Isabella look at me” there was still the dark expression of my Master, the one that can melt me with a glance, yet it was relaxed and rather playful. “We are going to have another first. During the next hour or so you are to mind your speech but I want you to speak freely, ask questions and be open with me about what you are thinking and feeling. Do I make myself clear?”

I thought about it and understood that he was telling me all protocols were suspended. The only thing I wasn’t clear about was when he said mind my speech. “Does Master want his girl to refer to herself and him in a formal manor?”

“Yes, this is still my playroom. You are not to dishonor it by being insouciant. Yet I need you to be open with me so I can gage your emotional state.”

It was one of the first and only times I could remember Edward telling me his motives, which made me think that maybe he was as nervous as I was.  Biting my lip my head nodded in agreement.

“Answer please”

“Yes Sir, your girl understands”

“Good” he once again eyed the cane in my hand “One more question before we begin. That cane you are holding, would you like to exchange it for the one in my hand?”

My eyes narrowed as I thought about what he was asking. Why would I want to swap with him? As my mind went completely blank I stared at the Rattan rod that Edward continued to stroke.

If he’s holding that one and decides to strike me with it…

OH SHIT!
“Let’s switch Master” I said quickly thrusting my leather one out to him.

“I think that might be a wise choice Isabella” the words and look he gave caused the nervousness to return.

Edward turned to face the cushy-tushy, positioning his body to stand sideways with his legs shoulder width apart. Looking over his shoulder her held out his hand to me “I want you to kneel between my legs with the cane on the floor in front of you.”

My knees and hips just fit in the open space with my shoulders pressed against the back of his legs. Edward patted the outside of his right thigh “Hug my leg and rest your head right here”

Getting into position I closed my eyes and tried to prepare for what I knew was coming. Reminding myself that I was far away from James and that I safe in the playroom with Edward. I knew in my head that he wielded a cane and not a belt still the Swish - Thwack sound caused my skin to crawl with fear. Swallowing hard I tried to push the terror down as I willed my brain to not take me to the dark places.

Clinging to Edward’s leg like he was a life preserver with my eyes so tightly clenched together they were starting to throb. The Swish through the air was deafening, the Thwack made me jump as my grip tighten around him. I was scared shitless as the next slice through the air caused my stomach to turn bringing the nauseating anticipation of the Thwack.

I was starting to feel light headed and I grasped that my breathing was out of control but I was so tense with expectation of the noise there was no way I could get it together. After a few seconds I realized the last Thwack never happened. My mind started to come back to reality as I comprehended the fact that I was squeezing Edward’s leg so tightly it was a wonder he was able to remain standing. The next thing I became conscious of was the soothing tone of Edward’s voice “Isabella…breathe…nice deep breaths…come on baby…”

The feel of his hand stroking my face along with the ease of his voice bringing me back to reality “Open your eyes Isabella….”

The tightness in my face relaxing as my eyes fluttered open while he wiped the tears off my cheeks. “Where are you Isabella?”

Taking a deep breath while looking around I answered weakly “In the playroom”

“Good girl” his thumb continued to stroke the moisture off my cheek “And who are you with?”

Loosening the grip on his leg my head tilted to gaze up at him “With my Master”

He smiled warmly as his hand stroke the contour of my jaw “That’s right nâhtötse. Take a deep breath for me” breathing in with me before saying “Now let out”

“That’s my girl” he smiled down at me as I took a few more cleansing breaths until my pulse had settled into a normal rhythm.

“Are you alright?”

“Yes Sir” my voice sounding normal

Edward tilted his head to regard me “Would you like to try again or should we call it a day?”

We were in His Playroom and he was giving me the choice, in a way I felt validated as I wondered how often that had occurred. I also wondered if part of Edward would have been happier had we quit.

Taking a deep breath I steeled myself and answered confidently “Let’s try once more”

The look of disappointment in his eyes told me I had guessed correctly, he would have definitely preferred to stop.

“Ok…but let’s try something different.”

Edward had me move forward so the back of my shoulders rested on the front of his legs. He then called Seth over to lay down with his snout on my knee. “Pet him, but I want you to keep your eyes open and watch the cane. Do not take your eyes off what the cane is doing. Do you understand?”

“Yes Sir”

The calming mundane motion of running my fingers through Seth soft fur eased my nerves. With wide eyes I watched as Edward held the cane with both hands about a foot away from his hip. He let his arms swing forward, slicing the rod through the air a second before making contact with the fake ass cheeks. The sound of the cane hitting the prosthesis caused me to flinch but the overwhelming fear was gone. Edward’s hand withdrew back and I watch his wrist stay firm as the Swish of the air occurred before the Thwack that I sat quietly for.

Getting back into his stance he started to explain “This is called American Caning. Some call it The Lazy Swing style because there are no arches or curls. It’s a straight swing” His hands moved slowly in demonstration. “The dominant always needs to mindful of where the tip is and where the cane is landing. It is absolutely necessary to always keep the rod straight as it hits the skin in an East-West direction.”

I didn’t know why he was telling me all this however his instructions were easing my tensions and I found the whole thing rather fascinating to the point where I wondered “Are there other swings Master?”

“Yes…but we refer to them as styles not swings”

Shifting the weight on is legs while rising is arms until the cane was shoulder level he went on “English Canning is done with a cocked wrist and the rod is dropped down in an arch or ‘L’ shape motion. Always making sure to keep the cane straight before striking”

As he did the motion I had to crane my neck around his leg to see the movement of his arm once again flinching at the Thwack and making Edward warn “Keep watching the cane Isabella”

“Yes Master” I realized quickly as I suspected Edward did too, that the sound of the strike wasn’t as bad if I was expecting it.  

Edward showed me few more techniques the Asian style and the Middle Eastern style both of which he explained as being very painful and usually reserved for punishment or used on masochist and pain sluts.

After giving me the basic run down fear once again ran through me at the command “Stand up Isabella”

Dread and anxiety flooded my system as he helped me to my feet and my legs started shaking at the announcement of “Your turn”

Stepping behind me I was expecting Edward to remove the cushy-tushy, instead he placed me in the same position he had been in.  Standing to the left side of the horse with my legs slightly parted “Ok Isabella use both hands to grip the handle, placing your right hand on top”

He was going to show me how to swing the cane

For some odd reason my fear turned to excitement as he placed my hands into the proper position showing me how to clinch the rod between my thumb and forefinger. He told me to allow most of the weight to be supported by those two fingers while the rest of my hand remained in a loose grasp. Once Edward was satisfied with how I was holding it he stepped back to allow me to ‘swing away.’ The first strike was rather hard creating a straight indentation in the stuffing in the fake cheeks as the cane vibrated in my hands.

Edward chuckled “That would have broken the skin”

Holding my hands he pulled them back into position and swung through while talking softly against my ear “Slow and gentle, even pain play is loving Isabella”

“It is?” The rod made contact with the same Thwack yet there was no indication as to where we had struck.

“Of course it is. This is sensual play, we are not trying to inflict punishment or lasting marks. The only thing you want to feel is the sensations.”

Oh

“So you just stand back and flail away” I said taking another swing while Edward laughed.

“Not exactly, I’m sorry if I gave you that impression. In real cane play, just like any other instrument there needs to be a warm up so the skin doesn’t get damaged”

“Warm up?” I questioned while Edward stepped in closer to me with his thighs straddling my hip as his left hand laid flat against my belly and his right hand rubbed over my pantie clad bottom.

“Yes, warm up starts with some rubbing” my body automatically leaned into his hand as it roamed roughly over my butt cheeks. His breath on the side of my face sending chills through my body as he spoke “Keep working nâhtötse”

While I went back to what I was doing Edward continued to demonstrate the process of warming up “Then you add a few tight grabs and pinches”

I couldn’t help the moan that came out when his hand firmly gripped my cheek causing my panties to suddenly become very wet. “Master?”

“Yes?”

“Then what?” yes I was practically begging him to continue.

“Well…” the smile in his voice so clear I wanted to look up him to make sure I was correct but to my disappointment Master kept his hand on my stomach as he moved to stand behind me. “…in this case I would continue the warm up with the cane. Using small taps to get you accustomed to the feel of it on your skin, like this.”

Grasping my hands he started to show me what he meant.

I was expecting him to use the tip to demonstrate the taps, instead it was rod itself “You never allow the tip to hit the skin because that holds the most force and will easily cause skin breakage. Now you try, begin with light taps over the whole surface and then once you’re ready, build up to a real strike”

He stood away from me allowing me to play and experiment with the stuffed bottom. Each quick tap almost bouncing off the cushy-tushy with the vibration of the cane emanating through my hand. I was so engrossed with what I was doing that it took me a full second to realize that my own bottom was vibrating. Then the small sting followed by a warmth that actually made me purr in pleasure. I was too afraid to acknowledge what I knew to be true. Instead opting to continue tapping the cane I was holding against the cushioned rear end until once again feeling a vibration on my bottom.

“Mmmmm” I voiced while Master ordered “Do it in a faster motion Isabella, move the cane across the whole surface. You need to get the whole area warmed up.”

Each time I stuck Edward would too. My bottom was vibrating with tingly warmth as each tap landed on a new area. The raps weren’t very hard yet the repetitive motion was causing a somewhat pleasant sting that was building a yearning in me to feel more. Afraid to actually voice my desire for fear that it might be granted, I got slightly braver by pulling my hand back to strike my cane as I wanted Edward to strike his.

The first one I landed went unreciprocated, the second one was exactly as I had intended. I felt the impact of the rod land simultaneously across the fleshly underside of both butt cheeks. The sting was unlike anything I had ever felt before. My whole body stiffened as the warmth I had grown accustomed to turned into a burning fire of pulsing throbs.

Holy Mother Fucking Hell

Liquid flooded between my thighs drenching my panties while my body shook and for some reason, I wanted to feel it again. Taking a deep breath my hand came back and a split second after my cane landed the sheering sting hit on the fullness of my butt cheeks making me cry out “OH FUCK!”

The warmth radiated through my body as the throbbing pain caused the moisture to seep down my legs. My lungs felt like they were gasping for breath while my chest expanded and contracted in exaggerated motions. The lower half of my butt felt red hot to the point where the top half was almost jealous.

Pulling my hand back Edward asked “Again?”

“One more Master, please”

I must be out of my fucking mind

Standing there I debated with myself over dropping the cane and just telling him I changed my mind. However there was something deep inside me that wanted to see it through, some kind of pride or anxious anticipation. Like standing on the cliff ready to jump off, of strapping yourself into the seat of the newest roller coaster, the fear became part of the rush.

Relaxing, my breathing settled back down into deep calming rhythem, pulling my hand back the swing connected as the sting on my butt hit exactly where I needed it to. The cane in my hand dropped to the floor while my body registered the effect in a shudder that rocked me to the core. Before I knew what was happening Edward had his arms around my waist clutching my back against his chest. Using his strong arms I sagged against him in penetrating need.

“Please…Master…please…” Not even sure what I was asking for.

As always Edward knew exactly what to do.

His one hand began manipulating my nipple, pulling and tugging while the other slipped into the front of my panties sliding trough my folds “Fuck Isabella, you’re drenched”

No shit

Two fingers plunged inside me while his thumb moved in a milking motion over my still tender clit. It didn’t take very long before I cried out in explosive pleasure. The orgasm came quick and strong making my body shake against his chest while his hand drew out every ounce of bliss they could.

 As the fog started to clear I heard my own voice thanking him, for what I wasn’t exactly sure. For helping me face my fear, for the red hot feeling radiating through my bottom or for the overwhelming orgasm that I seemed to so desperately to need. Maybe it was all three, I didn’t know nor care.

The next thing I became aware of was we were laying down on the bed, Edward had me tucked safely against his side while he stoked my back and made shushing noises “Shhh…you did great baby. I’m so proud of you”

Clinging to his shirt I tried to remember how we had come to lay down, the last thing I could focus on was his hands on my and then …nothing.  My body was shivering even snuggled against his with a blanket over me. I was slightly confused as I asked “Master?”

“Shhh…I’m here Isabella. Just calm down, you’ll warm up in a minute and then I’ll take care of your bottom”

My bottom?  It felt fucking burning red hot

“Hmmm...” I hummed against his neck while he asked “Are you alright? What do you remember?”

“Ummm…the last strike, your hands, so wet…cumming…then…nothing.” Snuggling in closer I admitted “your girl hit subspace”

“She sure did” I felt the kiss on the top of my head “You did fantastic, were you afraid?”

“Only in that…yummy kind of delicious fear, but that last one did me in”

“That was a full swing Isabella”

Pulling back I needed to see his eyes for conformation I had heard him correctly “Really?”

“Really”

I was damn proud of myself and judging from the look of awe in my Master’s eye he had been proud of me too. The burning in my ass was just a sweet reminder of how my trust and love for the man allowed me to overcome the fears that had held me down. I wasn’t exactly sure cane play would be something I wanted to participate in on a regular basis, because let’s face it – it hurt like hell. But I also knew that when the time came Edward would walk me through it the same way he had done earlier.

Reaching the top of the stairs he motioned to the closed door “They are in there waiting for you.”

My soft knock was greeted with Roses voice “Get your ass in here”

Edward once again swatted my butt making me whimper causing him to grin “I like that sound Isabella”

Evil Bastard

Rose was sitting on dressing table bench wearing nothing but her bra and underwear while Alice stood behind her rolling her hair up in ginormous curlers. My garment and cosmetic bag sat waiting on the end of the bed. Alice glanced over at me “You’re late, start doing your makeup and I’ll help you with your hair when I’m done here”

Going into the bathroom to pee and wash my face I came out to start getting ready and Alice told me I should strip down to my underwear so my clothing wouldn’t smudge my face or ruin my hair. Taking off my jeans and tee-shirt I moved to the vanity mirror and heard the gasp “Holy hell what happened to your ass”

“OHHH…someone got canned”

Turning around in the mirror I took in redness on my butt. It was still so hot even after Edward cooled it with a cloth and used the lotion that I put on a thong, which allowed the pinkness to really show. Looking at it closely I could see one lasting faint line from Edward’s last strike.

“He hit you with a cane?” Alice sounded sickened.

Glaring at her I was going to remind Alice of our earlier talk when Rose spoke up. “It’s none of your business just like those hooks hanging from your bed frame are none of ours”

The statement wasn’t something I was expecting to hear so I wondered “You have hooks…”

“Not those kinds of hooks....just small little eye hooks” clearly not wanting to talk about it, Alice went back to Rose’s hair.

Starting on my face I wasn’t going to let it go “So what are the hooks for?”

Both women met my gaze in the mirror and I wondered “Does Jasper tie you up?”

“NO” Alice’s voice was final while Rose snickered “Liquid flows better from a height”

Tapping the excess face powder from the brush I froze as I thought about what Rose meant.

Liquid? What the hell do you need flowing liquid in the bedroom for?

Seeing my confusion Rose reached around to pat Alice’s butt “Jasper likes a clean orifice”

I gasped “You kinky little bitch”

She had the nerve to look cocky “I’m not the one standing here with a flaming red ass”

I could give Alice that much but still, here she is acting all holier-than-thou when she calls Jasper daddy and participates in enema play so she’s clean for anal sex. Holding the mascara wand to my eyes a thought occurred to me. “So Alice, are you tell me that Jasper has never spanked you while he’s tapping your ass?”

“That’s different”

Shaking my head I grinned at Rose as she interjected “How is that different?”

“Well for one it’s in the heat of the moment and for another I don’t end up with a red ass the next day”

“Next day?” I questioned rubbing my hand over my cheeks “This just happened a few hours ago”

“Jesus Christ, are you two insatiable? You’re not going to do this when my child is there are you?”

I could have been a bitch instead choosing to be the bigger person “No…Tuesday night not part of our… usual”

Rose laughed and Alice rolled her eyes “Ususal? Do I even want to know?”

“Probably not” I assured her with a grin feeling rather vindicated. Alice and Jasper can deny all they wanted but it was very clear that they were closet kinksters who would rather be judgmental then admit the truth. That was ok with me; I could accept them for what they are and love them in spite of themselves. If that makes me arrogant, so be it. At least I knew the truth and had absolutely nothing to be ashamed of or to have to justify.

Rose’s hair was done and we traded places, Alice pulled my hair out of the pleat I had placed it in after my morning shower. The natural waves the braid created disappeared as Alice worked the straighter through. The topic of conversation had changed to Mike Newton and Karen. Both women were as worried as Edward was about the stability of my would-be stalker. Personally I had never done anything to the girl, I barely remember her and there was not one thing I could think of that she would want with me. I elaborated a bit more of Edward and my run in with Jessica at the store and what she said.

Alice was the one who voiced the question I didn’t want to think about “Do you think that your ex-husband is involved?”  

God I hope not

Wanting to alleviate her worries I blew it off “I doubt it, he hasn’t been around me in years”

Even as I said the words I remembered Charlie telling me that the only reason James is staying away from me was because he worried about being prosecuted for attacking me. My father was right; as long as I held the DNA over his head I had leverage. Once the statute of limitations was up…

I didn’t even want to think about it.

Alice’s voice broke through my musing “Well you just be careful Bella. That Karen girl sounds unstable and if she is in cahoots with your ex-husband. My god… Edward would freak if something happened to you”

“Gee and here I thought you were telling me you loved me” I joked

Alice stopped twisting my hair to meet my eyes in the reflection of the mirror “You know I love you”

I smiled reassuringly “I know” And I did, the whole Cullen family has accepted me in to their family with open arms.

My hair was twisted into some kind of knot like ponytail with all the length hanging down the middle of my back. Alice wanted to get my dress on before doing the hot rollers, because she wanted me to practice sitting again and she didn’t want to mess up my hair with the tugging and pulling. It turned out she was correct.

It took both her and Rose plus a good amount of baby powder to get the hobble dress over my head and down my body. I had absolutely no idea how the hell I was going to get out of it and when I asked Rose just smirked “Don’t worry, Edward will get you out, even if he has to cut the thing off you”

Great

Sticking my hands inside the front of the dress I adjusted my boobs noticing how they spilt out of the top while Alice stuck her hand up my thigh to pull down the hidden zipper. As she did the bottom half of the dress squeezed around me like a vacuum packed seal.  Alice had me put on my shoes to practice walking and sitting down which didn’t seem as difficult as I had remembered. She had just finished putting the last roller in my hair when there was a knock at the door.

Alice cocked the door open just enough to see who it was and for me to hear Edward tell her that he had something for me. Refusing to allow him entry – which I thought was totally silly – I mean really it’s not like it was our wedding day – she took the small jewelry box from him. I had no idea what was in the small blue velvet box.

Opening it up Alice groaned in disappointment at the pearl hair combs but my heart soared “These are my collar combs”

“What?”

“Master gave me these to wear the night he collared me”

“Do you want to wear them?”

Was Alice crazy?

“Of course I do, they are special and more important Master wants me to wear them”

My hair was finished and Alice tucked the two combs into place before giving me one more round of hair spray. Even nearly six months pregnant Rose looked stunning in the silver empire waist dress that hugged her body with sheer over laying Organza that obscured her growing belly.

“Rose, you look fantastic”

“Yeah, well no one is going to be looking at me. Girl you are fucking hot”
Taking a glance in the full length mirror I stood in awe of what I was seeing. There was not one thing on my body that was not visible, including the small patch of pubic hair which seemed to puff out.
Not even thinking about it I asked Alice to unzip me and Rose for a razor as I headed into the bathroom. Three minutes later I was re-zipped and completely bare; it was only after the deed was done I thought about Edward’s response.

Several weeks ago he had asked me to remove it and I baulked at the idea. That patch of hair has always been crutch for me; it was a reminder of my freedom. The self-security I had fought so long to gain, my independence from a man who sought my oppression. Standing there looking in the mirror at the smoothness of my Pubic Mons then moving my eyes to the Edward’s collar around my neck - I knew I was owned and yet I had never felt so free